Cycle day 19, 29/08/25 - KBST1 11.00
Cycle day 20, 30/08/25 - Rest/Washout
Debating whether to try the new experimental listening pattern or washout for now
Had quite a few vivid dreams last night around family and betrayal. Not sure what any of them mean as I do have quite good relationships with my family
Recon wise, just a mildish anxiety in the background which will probably go away soon
Cycle day 21, 31/08/25 - GLM 7.00
Cycle day 22, 01/09/25 - Rest/Washout?
Very slight irritation and anxiety today. Found myself anxious in a meeting today as I couldnāt think of my usual ideas that would pop up during using my Stark custom
My mind felt like it couldnāt quite finalise the idea it would usually get
Bit frustrating but I am guessing GLM has something it is working through today
Mind still feels like its processing but not in an overloaded sense. Going to see tomorrow how I feel if I want to washout till the weekend
In other news, a small Wanted sneak peak was shown by Fire. Canāt wait for this 
Cycle day 23, 02/09/25 - KBST1 12.30
I thought Iād push ahead with the cycle. Not noticing any overload at all and want to finish my time with KBST1
I must say I surprisingly saw a huge jump in attraction from women yesterday. To the point where a I was blatantly getting eye fucked from a passing woman on the street
GLM is really hitting something to the core of me but I do think its KBST1 unlocking a lot of this as well
Another surprise is how long I can last during sex which happened last night. It was almost three times as long, even in positions that would usually make me shoot very quickly. Pleasant surprise for my girlfriendā¦
Good stack overall, very inner work
Cycle day 24, 03/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 25, 04/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 26, 05/09/25 - Wanted 1.00, GLM 7.00
Cycle day 27, 06/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 28, 07/09/25 - KBST1 14.00
Hadnāt realised I hadnāt updated this journal in a little while
My gosh Wanted delivers. If anything I think Fire and Saint have outdone themselves with how much of the feedback they took from the community AND managed to include into the title. It is simply amazing
I was planning to put GLM and Wanted into a custom and I canāt really think of how to design it. The two cores as they are are hitting all the goals I want from them
Outstanding
Iāll give it a think as I want to combine the two
Determined to finish KBST1 this week. Nearly at full loop for it so will see
Cycle day 29, 09/09/25 - Rest
Debating whether to take a washout. I feel a bit of mental slow down creeping in so might be good to finish this cycle
Other than that I feel fine. Pretty confident I could do my next loop of KBST1 at full loop. So, it might be time to move onto the next title
Not sure if I want to do KBST2 straight away or another title like Love Bomb for now
Pretty sure Wanted is still going
Noticing my thought patterns are changingā¦
āWalk more elegant, soften the face, keep calm, soften the gazeā
Itās pretty cool
Think my head has processed most of KBST1 which is allowing the other two subs to process better too
Wondering if it was just water that was needed to hydrate me and let it all process a bit more because I feel better than earlier and more enegetic even though Iāve not really eaten
Wondering if I should even take a washout yet too as my mind thinks it can keep going
Cycle day 30, 10/09/25
Wanted - 2.00
GLM - 30s
I upped Wanted and dropped GLM just for today to let Wanted ease in a bit more
Plus I didnāt feel like listening to a lot
Think my mind has been processing a lot since my last loop of KBST1 but feeling okay now
Cycle day 31, 11/09/25 - Rest
Mind feels way less full today. Probably a combination of smaller loops and Wanted being new scripting
Iām enjoying this new Wanted, new beliefs are being installed that I am really attractive as I currently am.
Iāll be going out a bit later so will need to see if any recon creeps in but so far so good
Considering looking at wealth titles for a bitā¦
Cycle day 32, 12/09/25 - Wanted 3.00, GLM 3.00
I had recon last night from Wanted. The recon comes in the form of becoming withdrawn for a little bit
GLM stopped the irritability from creeping in. The whole experience did not last very long, an hour at most
Overall though I am enjoying Wanted. There seems to be this cool feature where the more you are around women, the more it seems to boost and reinforce the beliefs and results. It reminds me of DEUS in a way and is really, really good
Think this would be a useful feature in other titles with variations depending on the topic
13/09/25 - Washout Day 1
14/09/25 - Washout Day 2
15/09/25 - Washout Day 3
Cycle Day 1, 16/09/25 - Wanted 3.30, RotNW 45s
Cycle Day 2, 17/09/25
New cycle time and trying out a title I wanted to try for a while, RotNW
I think Wanted was definitely shining more yesterday but I think a few more loops of RotNW will give me a rough idea of what it is like
I think Iāll drop GLM for now as there is a few titles I want to try before making customs of the areas I want to focus on. And dropping it for now gives me a bit of flexibility
Cycle Day 3, 18/09/25 - Wanted 4.15, RotNW 1.00
Anti-recon feels different on Wanted. On GLM it is sort of detach and observe. On Wanted it is more stop trying to control the outcome
One thing Iāve noticed on Wanted is that immediately my attention and energy shifts towards my eyes. There becomes a sort of warm calmness I feel there. A very relaxed gaze
Cycle Day 4, 19/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 5, 18/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 1.00
Went through a ton of recon yesterday. Irritable. Argued with my girlfriend. Wasnāt my best moment but I could tell something was being worked on and released
Felt much better by the evening as my emotions stabilised
Was wondering if to listen today but my mind felt clear. Slightly lowered Wanted exposure this time
I am missing GLMās anti-recon as it allowed me to be more detached but it is what it is
You mean the detachment scripting in GLM? The anti-recon is all of the new titles, including Wanted which you are still running. But GLM really does a lot with putting distance between your calm Self and the turmoil of your emotions, it is really great for that.
Also, the scripting is processed for a long time in my experience. You were running it last week, so it is likely still processing and might be sort of the in the ābackgroundā for quiet some time. I think I saw Saint mention that it could be active for months on end, even when you stop actively listening to loops.
Yeah thatās the one, it seemed to work really well with the anti-recon
Not sure why Iām not noticing as much this week but I do suspect it could be that a few titles are catching up on the execution including KBST1
Iāll give it another week before I think about if I should build a custom with GLM and Wanted or if that was just a one off heavy day for me
Cycle Day 6, 21/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 7, 22/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 45s
Yesterday was much, much better in terms of reconcilliation.
Overall, a good day. Was at a tradeshow and found myself interacting with a lot of women in general.
Iām becoming more relaxed and comfortable bantering with women Iāve just met
IOIs are just becoming my norm
Even though I wasnāt even looking my best (my girlfriend commented I looked like a hobo with my unshaved look and out of bed hair 
it didnāt affect me I still felt attractive)
Cycle Day 8, 23/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 9, 24/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 1.30
Iāve been looking at how to create a custom for a while. Trying to decide how to stramline my stack have a bigger focus on manifestations.
Iāve been noticing a lot of manifestations have actually been happening in my life but Iāve not really been paying attention to them
RotNW seems to add an extra layer of smoothness to Wanted. Still feel like Wanted is doing the main driving of this stack which is fine by me as I wanted RotNW to just be an auxiliary in case I wanted to drop it
Recon is fine. Noticed I had a very sexual lucid dream last night though. It was almost a wet dream, I was laying in bed and multiple women would climb on top of me and have sex with me one after the other. Not sure how it almost became a wet dream as i havenāt been abstaining at all
