I am in a warzone 
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This is very sad 
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Which one
The one next to you 
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Why is it sad?
There’s literally a trillion results from people all over the forum showing that every product is good and has impressive results. The newcomers have more than enough.
No?
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I did pmo for 4 days ina row alot fuck. I get addicted
Most of them joi solo etc . Fuck fastest way to destroy a life I can’t even think properly when I do this I lose my ambitious for future for my life.
I have been delaying writing here and in my offline journal for days. I keep coming back to the same point , toxic cycle…
And when I do that I feel that the subliminals lose their effect because I weaken myself. I keep myself in the box.
Before I added Ascension to my stack I was able to control myself and then I lost it and I started masturbating and became addicted.
People say it’s okay to masturbate once a week, but once you start doing it, you start looking for more, at least that’s how it was for me
I haven’t even read the tabs open for sexual transmutation from the browser for days. What is sexual transmutation?
You just don’t ejaculate and doing your job,workout, writing,reading etc just don’t ejaculate? Is that transmutation? Or are there special techniques for that?
@Furkan : Get yourself a couple of friends with benefits and start having regular sex multiple times a week. That should help you solve it.
Ahahha no man, I got problems that I gotta solve first. I can’t jump straight to the dating Fwbs etc
I drink a lot water but I still feel dehydrated
This may be related to my urination problem. Idk
Doesn’t KBC help with that?
Today My uncle asked me to help him with field work(farming) and the uni exam is a week away.
I could have refused saying I had an exam but I didn’t ,cuz I knew I wasn’t going to study today either.
I feel a little bad because I don’t work for myself and now I’mm working for something that won’t serve me.i am working for other people even he is my uncle
Yes it does but I can’t afford KBC
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knowing and not doing it is really a burden.
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I feel you. I have that problem too.
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Fucking headache
I haven’t done pmo for a few days, I did it again today, and now I have to deal with addiction.
I once thought I had beaten it, but I fell into the same trap again.
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A bit of unsolicited advice here: NEVER think that you have beaten PMO unless you have abstained for more than a year or more. This addiction is weird that way because just when you think that you beat it, it does a full frontal attack on your senses.
I once abstained for 2 months and thought that I have beaten this addiction. But in a few days it felt like someone took control of my senses and did the deed.
I just had strange dream. I was hallucinating.fuxk.i was scared,I was screaming in my dream and after this I had 2 more dreams that I remember, different dream.well 3… I don’t know why I had such a dream.
Yesterday I read sth about dmtx but ironically what I read is dmt doesnt have this effect on mind,and I saw some allien thing on twitter. Is that why I had this dream? I dunno. But rn time is 3.22 am and I don’t have sleep too much. I am writing this
And also I have too much to write that I have been procrastinating about ten days,more than ten