I discovered subliminal club around 2 weeks ago by complete chance. Read some reviews on some programs and read some great success stories and i decided to dive and buy a sub from here and see if they help me. My immediate goals are to become more confident and develop a vibe and mindset that will attract women (right now i am a complete failure in that department). If you wanna read more about my goals and how I barely had luck with women you can visit the first topic i wrote here
in this same topic i was recommended some subs that would help me accomplish my goals (thanx to everyone who provided feedback to me, f*cking love u guys) and decided that i would start with Ascension and later stack Primal seduction (not before the 3 weeks of running Ascension first), so here it is my experience so far with Ascension (i only mention the days in which sthg interesting happened) listening two loops per day (masked one) resting the next day and doing again two loops the day after, i will repeat until day 21 and then take 5 days off before starting the 21 day cycle again.
day 2: I was playing dodgball against a team of only girls and found myself flirty in the sense that many times i would get closer to the middle line and i would grin at them to tease them and something that was completely new for me was that in a moment i started to jump in front of them waving my arms while i was laughing (i never felt like teasign girls like this before) challenging them to take me down (unfortunately they aimed well and i got hit lol). So this was a very intersting experience, i also felt a lot like a kid while playing the game on this particular day, i mean i was truly enjoying the game and almost forgot that i was a 40 year old man pkaying with people in their middle 20s to early 30s, it was kinda a liberating experience (unfortunaltely this freedom feeling hasn’t happened again in the following games)
day 4: even though i had to do some reorganizing and cleaning at home, i wasted time watching amazon prime for half a day, at least i was able to force myself to go to the gym, when i got there i wasnt motivated so i decided i would do 20 minutes tops on the threadmill (usually i do 30 min) the good part was that when i started jogging it felt like time was running faster so in the middle of my jogging i decied i would try for the 30 min , also for no reason i felt like i was gonna increase the inclination angle (something i had not done in the last 3 years) as a result my regular jogging session helped me burn way more calories than before. Also like never before i felt like duplicating my number of set when doing biceps (i usually do 3 sets but this day i did 6 sets)
day 9: I went out to a bar with a buddy (visiting from another city), we spent lots of time talking among ourselves (comfort zone), finally (with the help of alcohol) I decided to walk around and meet women, i managed to bring 2 different couple of girls to the spot at the bar in which me and my buddy were standing, i wish i could say that it was my confidence that brought them over , what i did was to use my favorite crutch (offered them to buy their drinks if they would come and hang out with me and buddy). For the whole night i was the same guy as before listening to the subs, need alcohol so the anxiety of approaching women is lowered , and when i brought them over my conversation with them was mehh , i didnt really feel that i was providing an exciting conversation that would interest them (well it didnt really help that all the girls that i brought were not really showing any genuine interest in the conversation, probably they only came due to my promise of a free drink) they would finally excuse themselves to the washroom and never come back. However at the end of the night i finally got lucky, i saw this thick chick from a distance and i found her attractive enough and went to talk to her, to my surprise she was very receptive and within minutes we were making out, i was on cloud 9 cuz i found her hot, things were getting pretty steamy until she told me her boyfriend was watching us and i was like WTF? and then she told me he was bi and was hoping that we would all go home together for half a second i thought about it (i was too horny with the prospect of sleeping with a woman after years) but declined the “offer” right after. Next day though when i look at the video my buddy took of me and her i realized she was not hot at all (she was more a 4.5 out of 10) . Damn alcohol lol
Today is day 12: nothing of importance has happened on the other days i didnt mention.
Hope that I need just a bit more time with ascension before i start to see changes in my confidence and by default in my luck with women. Lets keep pushing ahead!!!
thanx for reading