My Ascended Mogul Journal

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#22

Well, looks like you DID feel something. Just as I told @James – and any experienced subliminal user can tell you, the NUMBER ONE way your subconscious tries to trick you into quitting a subliminal is the whole “nothing is happening, it’s not working, so I need to switch the sub or quit” routine.

Not sure why this is such a standard response, but it is. Here’s what you have to consider – if it wasn’t working, was your body reacting to it? Everyone experiences the reconciliation process differently. Some people, like myself, get very depressed. Others tend to “stonewall,” and simply consciously feel nothing. Either way, the best way to proceed is to continue with the same subliminal, or at least make an alternating stack.

As for the anti-porn module, it’s because Emperor is a much larger subliminal, so you’re getting less of an exposure to that potential module.

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What’s the best subliminal or stack to fully focus on purpose and stop pursuing women?
#23

Your body was releasing emotions that were stored in your muscular tension. It’s a well studied physiological response and evidence that the sub is working.

Here’s short video on it

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#24

Ok thanks.

Is there any problem if I keep running the same sub for more than 16 hours a day?

#25

If you can take it, there’s no issue. I’ve run subliminals non-stop before, just to see what would happen.

#26

I actually downloaded the stand alone mogul sub to play along with Emperor.

Just want to record a dream last night which seemed to make me realise something.

To put things in context, my younger brother actually flew overseas for a vacation last night - that is true and he actually did. I grew up with an overly anxious mother who worries about her own children even up to adulthood and everything else excessively and have an elder brother who suffers from epilepsy.

I had a dream last night when my mother, who was supposedly anxiously driving my younget brother to the airport, called me and said that my older brother was having his epileptic fits again. I felt very anxious in my dream again and seemed to have woken up to wonder whether it was true.

It was not, but I realized from the dream that a key reason for my own misery in life is because I keep on carrying my mother’s worries and feel guilty if I don’t worry about the same things she is worrying about. It becomes even more pressurising living with her under the same roof and being subject to her anxieties every day.

Anyway, I had other dreams last night, but I guess those weren’t as vivid as the one I just described.

But anyway, they included a dream where I wanted to quit a certain business where I was involved in, and was given one afternoon to make a decision but I decided to stay on.

A previous night saw myself dreaming about something interesting though, where a man dressed in white had this ability to take on the physical form of anyone just by touching the person, and I was trying to get him to teach me how to do it.

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#27

Must have been a stupid mistake but I somehow I had purchased Mogul in July instead of Ascended Mogul.

That means whatever effects I had felt in the first month of July when I started solely listening to subliminal club’s products were from Mogul and not Ascended Mogul.

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Requesting for Advice
Main Disc. Thread - Ascended Mogul ZP
#28

Interesting experience over this past week - not sure whether it’s due to the subs Ascended Mogul or Emperor. I was invited by a former lecturer to a conference in China, and was very well-treated, and my former lecturer who was the organizer, introduced to many people and helped me open a few doors and opportunities in my career.

Two days later, I had dinner with my former lecturer and out of the blue, was chided for being opportunistic and taking advantage of her goodwill as there was some protocol that I failed to follow. She mentioned that she would withdraw the referrals she had made for me.

I never even had that kind of intention, otherwise I wouldn’t have spent money and time flying over to attend her conference in the first place. My character was attacked and deep in my heart I was feeling hurt.

After I apologised profusely during the dinner, things seemed to get better and we just put the matter aside.

For the whole of this morning, my mind had been running wild about what happened exactly and I I came to a realization that I might have been taking some relationships for granted and now I am more aware of this. I have to learn to be careful of all relationships from now on.

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#29

It seems that Emperor makes my life and emotions volatile. At one moment I can be very relieved, happy and start to get optimistic about life, and at the next moment something happens and crisis will start to hit me hard in terms of my emotions, and usually harder than the previous.

I wonder whether all this is a test of my resilience. I really hope I have hit the bottom of my life - I don’t know how much more emotional damage I can take now.

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#30

A strange dream I had last night - this one felt very real. I dreamt that I was in my kitchen and somebody had forgotten to switch off the gas stove, and I could see the gas - it was pale white - coming out of the stove. Of course, I tried to switch the gas stove off, but I found it strange that the dials were not located in front of the stove as I know it, but they were located towards the back of the stove. Anyway, I switched off the gas stove in my dream before things got worse.

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#31

Do you guys plan on releasing a masked version of Ascended Mogul?

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#32

Yes. We’re still trying to get all of the “core” products complete before returning to upgrades and the such.

#33

well that is awesome

#34

I have noticed the emotional volatility, too. It seems to be part of the price of following the path of The Emperor. I am hoping the emotional volatility is eventually replacd by equanimity.

I would be interested in a sub that has as its focus imperturbability.