I have a family member who really wants her healer to work on my energy system.
I’ve been resistant to mixing subs with other modalities.
I gave it and agreed to this plan.
Let’s see what happens.
Yeah so that’s super interesting.
Zp is about making you the zero point. It’s about focusing all of your resources to solve your problems and allowing you to be “legendary “ by making all of you committed to your goal from the sub.
I like it.
Obviously this is somewhat different from older tech. I remember when zp came out and there was much talk about a change of direction.
I did some reading on other techs to gain some insight. Ultima appears maybe to have been a supper narrow build that maybe lacked a core. Idk what exactly a core is.
I know Saint and fire aren’t big fans of people looking to use older tech. I can’t help but think there’s something here for my specific use case.
The rest of you should totally go the zp route. I feel like zp is showing me this for my specific goal and use case. So you all do stuff the approved way, I’ll chase the goal.
Show me the magic. Idk a lot of things that seem important. But I feel like I’m getting closer to secret goal.
This is stupid.
More specifically I am stupid.
“If you can’t laugh at your stupidity then you get to keep it.”
Laugh, course correct and move on.
When I became aware of this world I had a problem. I had a nice but boring existence. It was comfortable. I was happy, outwardly, fattish, and stuck. I made really cool spreadsheets. I liked the people I did business with. Sometimes, which is amazing.
I have probably a high openness to experience.
It had been a couple years since anything interesting had happened. Unless I came along and subconsciously engineered something.
In a situation like that throwing a vibrational state and watching how people around you change, that’s some different stuff.
A few years on, I kinda wanna put it down.
I don’t care. I mean I’m interested. If someone who I thought had insight wanted to tell me their opinion on what this place is, I’d listen. For now I need to poke the bear less.
For now, it’s time for an easier path.
Less fighting results because they aren’t the way I want them. More enjoying results.
Yeah, that’s totally a choice.
Life is long. I probably have many decades left. This time around. I can always pick it back up later.
If not I’ll come back as something else. In a different time and place. For the record this one is pretty dope.
Now if only I could replicate one thing I experienced when I wasn’t driving the bus.
If I’ve had one problem lurking, always
It’s not polite. People don’t like you when you say it. It is true however and a big rock. I have a hard time selling myself on liking this place. Not this specific place. Moving wont help. I don’t find this place comfortable.
I’m not sure we’re supposed to. Who knows.
That was cathartic. I’ll leave a prompt to pickup from when I come back to this in a few days.
On the nature of taking action. How to move forward when you’re luke warm.
Haha I should add sanguine. No, stop it crazy person. No adding complexity.
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I kinda get disappointed in myself when a sub shows me I knew something all along.
But I’m annoying. I could just choose to use the subs as they are designed.
Or I could spend a week thinking about how to open pathways that would be more interesting.
What pathways to open.
I was certain I had until July 2024 to handle something.
I punted because I didn’t have the resources.
I checked this am to see how much I screwed myself.
I have until July 2027.
Edit, also worth noting, my credit score, which is tougher than it has been has apparently increased. I have done nothing conscious in this area.
I’m not saying I’ve done nothing, but I didn’t have a conscious effort here. Wild wild life.
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I feel like my subconscious is trying to talk me out of this.
I don’t want to be talked out of this.
Let’s go
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I drank so much water today and I still feel dry.
Something to keep and eye on.
I have been trying to tone down sexuality.
Last night it was not toned down. Nothing major happened sexually but some anticipation came up for a couple of hours.
And some results on a subliminal project followed.
Something here? Should be fairly easy to test.
Ok this is probably useless if don’t ever state the real problem that I’m totally aware of and have been for years.
This isn’t nice and you aren’t supposed to admit things like this. So don’t read if you’re sensitive.
I just don’t like this place that much.
I know Saint and fire have a grand vision for what they are doing. They want people to be super engaged and become legendary.
I have a plan to focus on the parts I do like an lessen the parts I don’t. I call it the next ten year plan.
But this planet, it works for some people and some of us just don’t like it.
Sorry I’m triggered today. I sincerely hope you are in the group of people who likes it here. I think it sucks.
I should probably do something about that. But what?
You know, I should stop being whiny. I’m surrounded really well meaning people.
It’s not my fault I’m crazy and it isn’t their fault they are.
Not sure if you’re talking about the forum, the state of society, or both. Either way, I take no offense. You’re discovering a part of yourself and bringing it to the surface for healing. That’s all our “grand vision” is. Help people.
In my opinion, it’s better that you can understand and admit the things hidden within and then start seeking answers (like you seem to be doing in the follow up posts) than to pretend.
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Oh Saint, I always appreciate your perspective.
I worry about you though. I know you’ve had more drama running this thing than I would like to put up with. That said i was thinking about family not forum drama.
Vacation soon?
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It’s definitely on the list. I’ve been toying with visiting Patmos.
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Haha I can’t resist . Patmos is probably amazing but there’s nothing like Philadelphia fall!
on a break from mountain climbing.
Been sick and want to make sure I get that aspect right before climbing again.
I got myself like 90 percent physically sorted and played a loop the other day.
Taking action is a bit of a difficult concept for me. I’ve seen some evidence it doesn’t really matter what you do. Do the wrong thing and you’ll be redirected.
Ah who knows.
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I went to the closet to get a garbage bag. By the time I got to the closet I forgot what I was doing.
Then I locked myself out of the house.
I’ve only played one loop since my break started.
Weird.
This isn’t Eog related but every time I play rich within 24 hours someone sends me money. Every time.
I guess it’s taping into the aura connection between me and other people. I’m also trying not think about how it works but it’s a struggle.
Anyway it’s like magic. Someone just sent me money to get hamburgers and onion rings. Which is amazing because I was feeling cheap and too lazy to cook. And tbh I can get many days of hamburgers.
I’m gonna start listening to it looking at cabins in the north.
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