I don’t want to say what exactly but I’ve been struggling with something for six months. I haven’t messed with it since I started stage 4.
It was within my skill set but I just couldn’t finish it.
It is now done. Took almost no time. So that’s dope.
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Journaling is useful.
If I was going to make confession:
I don’t like this anymore. I used to enjoy myself. Now I don’t. If you get stuck in a negative loop you might be less likely to manifest mind blowing amazing experiences.
Seems like something to fix. Urgently. So I’m not creating a great reality because my perception has become toxic.
I have love bomb for humanity. I figured it couldn’t hurt in my goal to get used to pleasant life experiences even if it’s designed to rub off on other people.
My neighbor is usually distant.
This is typical where I live. People are very direct here. Frankly I like it.
Dude would not stop talking today. He’s a decent guy. He just does a lot of silly things. So do I.
Does it work that fast? I heard stories about going down by the river, neighborhood real estate investors stopping by, (everyone hustles here) his place in Florida, his career, his kids, his girlfriend. His air conditioning freezing up and not running.
I think I’ve used it thrice recently. Just fast changes inline with a sub.
Old friends are very nice to hear from. Lbfh maybe makes old friends talk to you?
I must misunderstand the multi stage files. If four has 3 and 1 and they trigger recon shouldn’t 4 trigger recon?
Glad it doesn’t.
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So I did by another pack of cigarettes six days ago. There’s still 7 left. I think they are grosser everyday. Anxiety is decreasing.
I just set up a field trip for tomorrow to scout a business opportunity.
New eog is coming at the right time.
Man, I’ve seen Saint write about this. Zp really makes the trouble makers in your life extra troublesome when you’re making progress. Good thing I identified these people as troublesome when I was four so I’m used to it.
Stage four has reduced anxiety. Smoking is much reduced. No junk food consumption. my theory is it achieves action taking by reducing anxiety. Makes sense to me.
Idk why but I feel the need to comment on handwriting. It’s come up a few times. Some people just have very organized and attractive handwriting.
Some people don’t. I’m super disinterested in spelling. Some people are very big on it.
I wonder if Saint and fire could use this anti anxiety tech on these two seemingly small challenges some people face. Idk if there is a market for it though. I wonder if spelling and handwriting are both anxiety related.
Life is very open ended.
This is a good quality and not at the same time.
Struggling with ethics.
Been struggling with something. Randomly a few days ago had an idea, tried it. It’s working. So awesome.
We can really do anything. If we make peace between the conscious and subconscious. Like anything.
The answer was inside all along. To all problems? So I knew how to do this thing, I just didn’t tell me? Life is funny.
Here’s what I’m going to try to solve next.
I ran a manifestation heavy file. It causes anxiety. I’ve been smoking, drinking coke, doing all sorts of anxiety related activities.
If I can figure out how to put joy in front of that response I’ll take off. Not overwrite it, just put joy in front of it.
I need to raise money to help a family member so that will be good motivation. And I’ve got something’s I’d like to do for me.
I feel like this program is at the same time a tremendous pita and gets me closer to the real goal than anything I’ve seen. I think the hidden super secret real goal is achievable.
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So my dad had a mini stroke. He will recover. Anyone who’s ever met him would suggest he will recover because he wants to prove he’s more of a pain than a stroke.
I suggested paragon.
I’ve know him a fairly long time. Intelligent. Fairly open minded. Successful. I even described a plausible method of action based on available literature.
Doesn’t want to hear it.
There’s so much resistance to the products. It’s weird. If you don’t believe your brain works on a compiler system all you have to lose is some time hearing water.
Sorry about your dad. I hope he gets well soon. Does he have physical and/or cognitive appointments to aid in his recovery?
Thanks! I was talking to my mom. They moved to a more rural area. When she worked she worked for a university up in the city so she’s seeing what she can do to get access to better medical care. It’s apparently not great where they are. I feel like they drive back between where they live now and the nyc area a lot.
The present theory is I keep triggering that anxiety response and using stage four to heal it. Hopefully it will be permanent
On Tuesday here in the city we will have a meeting. I need to decide if I should interrupt the cycle to be functional.
Nah screw that, science continues!!
I know there is a mechanism to suggest subs but I’m feeling too lazy to look it up.
What about the revelation of real estate. Not so much in the I want to own six apartment buildings and rent them out but in the im a human and I want very attractive and comfortable living quarters with low noise and drama. The alley is now covered in an inch of broken glass and that’s not working for me. Also unrelated by the crazy person the next building over is being crazy. Which is to be expected but.
I like where I live but I’m pretty sure the subconscious could find me something freaking perfect. Maybe I’m too old for very large city living at this point.
I could just work harder but I tend to make dodgy decisions in this area. Real estate was an area of opportunity for one of my primary caregivers. It’s amazing how those generational curses manifest.
The reason why this was important enough to make a post about: my mind is processing wrong lessons it picked up. Probably related to Exposure, family health issues, other family members doing weird things. I had an unpleasant dream about something in my childhood.
I feel bad having unprocessed stuff from being a kid. They meant well. Sadly the points for intention are limited.
It’s actually not a bad idea, things are better than a few years ago but in the northeast, the west, a few places real estate is at a crisis.
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Good meeting today. It was more of a leading from behind type of thing and I felt that went well.
While I do have concerns about going coastal I think it’ll be worth it. You can go 15, 30 years without having a location problem. But it’s going to happen because it has before. It’s a fun ride between events.
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Ha subs are weird. Stage four really does make everything flow better. Stages before four really made me feel like I was emotionally backed up.
And now that I’m on four I’ve been flowing.
Mind body connection issues are weird.
It’s like a button.
So we’re walking around in some kinda vehicle with a compiler built into it. It’s not metaphor. That’s interesting.
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it was an on day. I just ran stage 4. About ten minutes, AirPods.
Tingling, frontal cortex.
Let’s see what happens.
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Hydrate. Drink water. Lots of it.
Two things that feel important.
Trying to remember the last meal I had. I can’t. It’s been days. I’ve been snacking. Just not had a meal. Since my meeting the other day. I should get a sandwich tomorrow.
Look brain, I’m not trying to unravel the mysteries of how sub club subs work. Stop freaking wasting cycles on it and solve the problem I’m running a subliminal for. It’s probably not uncommon. Just not useful to the goal. Unless it is. Interesting.