I’ve shaved all my hair off my man. No longer look like that anymore.
Definitely no 3 ultimas in one day please.
I’m experiencing a mix of results but also recon.
Taking it super slow next week with my MAINS/ULTIMA split. Literally two subs one day, alternate, rest and repeat until Sat which is my rest with Sunday.
May have to put it down to tiredness but today I felt intense rage, frustration, unhappiness, shitiness, and all those incredibly amazing feelings. I need to get some rest soon since I have to be up for 9am tomorrow to assist and do nothing all day again. Yay.
Sleep is still pretty shitty but yeah, it is what it is.
Also, I’m not sure if I look good (or if I did?) anymore. My knee is still injured and sucking the life out of me. Guys are fucking confusing as hell.
They’ll talk to me forever on Grindr and then block me when I show a face picture, or even if ive shown it they’ll block me for NO REASON later. It’s so fucking confusing. I don’t understand.
This is what I look like right now after I shaved my hair. I didn’t think I was bad looking but seems like I am? Gah.
Feeling insecure as fuck to be honest.
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Cool dude man
I’m going to tell you a little story about something I heard about a number of years ago.
There was a documentary on the porn industry I was watching a while back. A porn actress and director were approach men on the street about being in a movie. The idea was all the man had to do was show up and have sex with the porn actress, and she looked very attractive.
They had a list of dozens of men, but only a few actually showed up. Those who did had problems getting erections.
Hot, willing woman. Many men interested. Few showed up. Even fewer could actually have intercourse.
I’m guessing a similar phenomenon with Grindr.
The other things I keep in mind if a woman flakes or ghosts she might be doing me a favor. I explored this possibility a number of years ago. As I followed up on women who flaked or ghosted, it turned out there was a lot of chaos in their lives, or chaos was about to happen in their lives. By flaking or ghosting, they kept me out of high drama. Hence, did me a favor.
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So you’re getting a double dose?
Shoot me please.
I’ve just woke up and had R.I.C.H playing over night.
I thought it would run from R.I.C.H into Limit Destroyer U but nope I accidentally had it on repeat and now I’ve played like 7 loops.
I might cry. If I get recon from this now.
I feel good tho. I need more sleep after just getting woken up but I do feel good.
Nah, I play the subs over the speaker.
I’ve been using one loop per sub, so max 2 loops per day and he hears the same as I play it over night.
We hear the same thing at the same time since I can’t use headphones whilst sleeping.
Haha, that many is more likely to cause stonewalling than overload.lol.Felt good on more that 6 loops but no effects from the programs and no tiredness,lol
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Good luck though.At least you didnt pull a mecharc 
18 hours and you might have been in recon hell for the next few days.Though seriously,youll probably be fine.RICH causes a lot less recon than something like DR or Wanted
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Maybe I’ll be fine. We’ll see. I actually feel good on it, and I haven’t felt good the last couple days. I know I’ve been getting recon from WANTED or something because I’ve been massively insecure and felt unwanted.
Ultimas seem to hit different compared to normal mains right?
Hmmm, I don’t want to play it again for obvious reasons. But I needed it to work today
I may have done less loops than 7 loops, not sure exactly.
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Hmm,yeah.Ultimas hit a bit differently.Though they are actually more tiring for me,lol.Haha,as long as you feel good should be fine.Though it might have filled up your sub queue for awhile.
Do you think I can still listen to Limit Destroyer U or should I save that for Friday instead and do a couple loops rather than listen to R.I.C.H.
You can give it a try but it might not execute till later.High chance of this happening.Might be a better idea to clear up the queue first.lol
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You will be fine my friend ahah.
Just have a rest day now and take a lot of action today.
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I’ll be teaching later which is what I wanted to use it for so that’ll help with the queue haha. But I’ll dance soon to help get it out 
I may need to do a workout now too
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Thanks dude! Gonna keep trying to advertise my class for sure.
Just got this ad. A sign?
Especially since I’ve been insecure af recently. Pretty sure it’s not recon from WANTED but a drive from it instead making me want to do something about it. But my issue has been my face. My body isn’t terrible. Do I have a six pack and am I super lean? No, but my arms and chest are quite bulked up. Legs are okay, it’s mainly that I carry a little bit of fat.
But regardless of how much fat I gain or lose my face is always round in the cheeks area.
Nah you’re gonna be fine. You might win the lottery today though…
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Please Jesus.
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