@James
My 2 cents:
If your question is how to deal with anxiety and fears that point to financial situation and the trauma/blocks around that truly is at the source of your anxiety and fears-then EOG stage 1 100%
I agree with a lot of the wisdom shared above. If your able to cover shelter and food run EOG stage 1 and be patient with yourself.
(all you’s are proverbial )
I promise you no matter how badly it seems financially the circumstance is never intrinsically stronger than ‘you’. In my experience the anxiety comes from thinking something outside yourself that you have no agency with is responsible for you survival and/or having the life you want. Of course you’d be scared/anxious
The fastest way out is not an external result- it’s an internal shift -where your life is more important than the ‘money you don’t have’ . That may not make sense now but once your on the other side of this it will.
Part of the issue with money issues is how you may attack yourself around not having figured it out. There can be survival anxiety and shame around this.
Or worse trying to figure it out from the same ‘place’ that is causing this issue. Like a fat kid picking where to hide the cake from himself.
EOG stage 1 you’ll start seeing and ‘figuring’ it all from a totally different vantage point.
Since running it myself for one cycle± a lot of my deepest senses of lack of value, where I was stuck, how much my life was dictated by a circular trap involving scarcity have loosened, stuff Emperor and DR didn’t get to fully, and I’m thinking clearly and more effectively in this area. More committed and less attached to all my financial streams.
Where as other wealth subs produced results- it was always with more work down the same path-Emperor.
Through relationships and random manifestations- HOM
Both excellence sources but I still felt limited in my options in a kind of co-dependence. If I lost that job or those people I’d have nothing.
Both valid sources but limited in their leverage and sense of self reliance/independence respectfully
EOG stage 1 is finally given me the sense and ability to be at the source/ cause of my own financial well being- not relying on a current path of employment and working harder or through relationships. (Not cutting those out as paths but their tools in my kit not life lines**- this is an internal shift)
Anyway if you are in dire straights and need cash to survive I might offer a different suggestion, something that would spark strength, necessity and motivation for a short term solution- Emperor, AM, or Mogul, or honestly True Sell if you can put some hours into a commission based sales position.
Do you have any current paths to make money if your open to sharing?