My motto for this cycle is embrace the balance. Do it all, do it to the best of your abilities.
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Cycle 2 - Day 11 - Emperor & Minds Eye
Had some recon through the early hours of the workday, this is to be expected. Emperor is drilling down and Paragon is adding to the processing load pretty heavily. For the whole cycle, I havenāt been able to feel ME, which tells me that Paragon is rightfully taking precedence. ME is still there and Iām absolutely still seeing increased manifestation results.
Today, I had a realization that my Emperor journey picked right back up where it left off. Iām doing similar things, thinking in a similar way, and setting similar goals. At first, I was annoyed, but then I realized that Iām āback at square oneā with Emperor because I failed to take action and integrate the lessons that are now coming back into focus. The changes that I took action on and ingraned with all subliminals seem to be here to stay.
I was looking over my earnings report and it turns out that I DID hit my financial target last month, yet I still ended up pretty hard up by the end, why is that?
Well, today the lesson became clear.
Step 1: Make more money.
Step 2: Spend the money you have better.
I really started thinking about my spending today, and itās out of control. I probably spend on average about 2000 a month on junkfood, booze, and cigarettes.
Over the next few days, the goal is to keep the high earnings, and drill into and create a budget for myself.
So that way Iām not only earning more, but keeping the money that I earn and spending it on the things that REALLY matter.
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Damn, your healthy lifestyle is exceptional 
Only the best bb boi, only the best.
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Cycle 2 - Day 13 - Paragon
Woke up feeling pretty emotionally weak today. Just weak in general. Itās recon, but I donāt think Iāll ever get used to how quickly I feel like āIāve always felt this badā or whatever other silly thoughts come to mind while running these programs. Itās just part of the process, and as uncomfortable as the moments of recon can be, itās an aspect of the journey that Iām starting to appreciate becauseā¦well, Iām still getting to understand recon, to learn how it works, and to glimpse why certain thoughts come up, but there are a few things that I know.
Recon thoughts and feelings generally reflect the opposite of whatās actually happening.
If I feel weak, Iām becoming stronger; because the subliminals are helping me become stronger.
If I feel like sheās pulling away, sheās moving closer; because the subliminals are strengthing my aura, social, and seductive skills.
If I feel poor and like my life will never turn out the way I want, Iām charging headlong toward my dreams; because the subliminals are helping guide me to become more authentic.
If I feel sick and unhealthy, Iām improving my health; because the subliminals are helping to improve my health.
Reconās rough today. And itās only gotten rougher as the day has gone on. There is a strong temptation to do something really stupid, like change my stack, but I know where that road leads and everything IS going well and is only getting better as time goes on.
Not much else to say about today, because the recon is making it pretty tough to keep a nice, level headed perspective toward myself.
However, what I will say is that 3 titles is most certainly too much for me.
Hey, I accept it.
All that matters is that Iām making progress and getting results.
There is no point in making subliminals an ego trip.
I wish I could run and handle 3 titles well, but it just feels like a little much.
Having said that, this cycle has still been manageable, so next cycle I will evaluate and try a second cycle with Emp, ME and Paragon, and if the recon starts to get too tough to keep myself straight, then Iāll just drop ME for a cycle and run Paragon and New Emp.
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Cycle 2 - Day 16 - Rest
Doing well, all things working as expected.
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Cycle 2 - Day 18 - Rest
Didnāt complete my loop of Paragon last night, only ran the first 8-9 minutes.
The recon has caught up with me this cycle and has caused some periods of emotional discomfort.
Itās time to break through.
Trust is the name of the game here, trust the subliminals and try to learn the lessons they are teaching.
Day 19 - Cycle 2 - Emp and Mindās Eye
This cycle has been challenging, very challenging.
Iāve had several days of intense recon, but each and every one has been a valuable lesson in life.
The addition of Paragon has made the journey more difficult, thatās undeniable, however the added challenge is worth the cost because my health is improving.
It always comes down to focus though. Itās so tempting to run multiple subs, however, there is something to be said for mastering one thing at a time.
So I commit to this period of improving in the ways that Iām improving.
Soon, soon I think itās time to actually go for it.
When I reflect back on my journey, Iāve come so far but my lack of clear direction has absolutely lead to some challenges along the path.
I think itās time for me to become a famous author.
Next stack will probably be
Primal, Ultimate Writer, EoG for 8 months.
Iāll take a month long washout in April to clear the que, then dive right into the fire.
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Why not stay with Emperor 
?
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Well, tbh bro, I might stay with Emperor because Iām still early in the game only 2 cycles in. But Emperor has one seemingly āflawā that Iām going to try and overcome with conscious guidance (my social side), and if I canāt, then Iāll run Primal.
See on Emperor, itās ALMOST perfect, but it does seem to encourage me to be a little bit more introverted than Iād like.
As of today, I wonder if the introversion aspect will clear up as I get deeper into Emperor because I can see how being less social is helpful to me atm, and might just be temporary.
All stack plans with me are just ideas. I really wonāt know what Iām gonna do until I hit some more milestones with Emp and washout. Only then will I actually have perspective on my path.
All I know is that Iām gonna commit to being an author. Long standing dream of mine, and the dream has held strong through every stack Iāve run. I think that means something lol.
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I have had the same problem and because of that, I changed it to Primal.
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Yeah, see you get it. What Iām thinking is that if I focus on Emp and learn the lesson, then focus on Primal and learn the lessons, next year I can stack both and grow more effectively with both.
If there is one thing I know from Emp Wanted, mixing archetypes can be more trouble than itās worth. Better to master one first.
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Yeah I was always somehow bright
So good luck with your new stack.
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Quick Update. Finances not looking as good as Iād like this month. Got a short amount of time to make a lot of money. Not ready to give up yet, tell you what.
Day 20 - Cycle 2 - Rest
Fuck, the last, like, 3 days of this cycle have rocked my fucking world emotionally. Iāve been confronted with pattern after pattern, wound after wound. I probably havenāt felt this weak since Total Breakdown.
I spent about 10 hours in the car with my girlfriend earlier and was mostly silent. Wasnāt anything wrong, the recon was just overwhelming and I couldnāt speak lol.
Thereās no easy way to tell your gf that youāve gone silent because youāre being bombarded with old memories and behavioral patterns at the speed of light and that itās all happening because youāre running a subliminal thatās opening up your subconscious mind to help you overcome patterns holding you back so you can become a better version of yourself.
Sometimes itās better just to say that youāre stressing about your career and hold her hand lol.
Not too much else to say. The recon today was a bit overwhelming, but it was good. I was able to see clearly several areas in which Iām holding myself back. There simply is no space for certain patterns in the life that Iām building for myself.
I will most likely drop a sub next title. The growth with Emperor is too important.
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You still can use your hands on her
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now thatās the ticket.
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Washout Day 1 - Cycle 2 - Paragon
Everything below this is a big recon draft that I wrote but didnāt post. The solution to my problems is very, very simple: focus. Less subs, less goals. The progress that Iāve made so far trying to do everything at once is nothing short of awe inspiring, however, when I look at myself and see myself lacking, well, itās simple.
You can do it all, but not at once.
I wrote that here on the forms almost 2 years ago and didnāt listen to my own advice.
So today I broke through something within myself and was met with 3 positive manifestations in a row at work. All I care about right now is money, girls, and friends. Thatās it. Party and make money.
All the other higher aspirations can wait.
I got a kick ass girl, Iāve laid some serious groundwork for myself, now itās a season of wealth and fun. Itās time to make money and have fun.
**Today made it clear to me, itās Paragon thatās made this cycle so difficult. I ran my loop earlier, and I could feel the recon/overload setting in almost immediately. I felt some pressure in my head, and started to feel very self-conscious and suspicious, all tell tale signs for me.
Itās funny, I guess I just respond intensely to healing titles. Even physical healing titles. This says something about the state of my subconcious.
I guess if I look back into my past, physical and emotional health were the most neglected by both my upbringing and by me. I was a sickly kid and was raised in an emotionally unhealthy environment, so, when I look back on my past more objectively, it makes sense why I would have such resistance to healing.
The intensity of the journey does make me feel that itās worthwhile, however, there is always the issue of distraction and recon tolerance. This cycle, the recon became intense enough that I almost couldnāt tolerate it. It caused more than one day when I pretty much had to sit in a state of silence while my mind raced in every conceivable direction. However, I DID make it through without acting out impulsively.
I think I will find the true salvation that I seek in these challenges. There is a level of wisdom that I must apply here, the wisdom of not pushing myself too far too fast, but the very resistance that I feel toward healing and wealth titles, is, I think, the very place that I need to search to find the answers that Iām seeking.
Healing. Physically, emotionally, and wealth. Thatās what I need.**
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Results
All doubts related to Emperor being āanti-socialā have been cleared away. Do I act the same way I act on WB? No, obviously not! On WB I was a total party animal.
Am I social and can I party on Emp and make money? Yes, turns out I damn well can.
1 archetype only per stack, new rule.
Wait until end of washout before making any stack change decisions (old rule that helps keep my impulsive ass focused)
Unless I get an irrefutable reason to change archetypes, Iāll be on Emp for the whole year with minimal distractions.
ME enhances Emp massively.
Paragon caused INTENSE recon, but was mostly manageable and is important for longevity.
5 more cycles before I add another skill based title. Emperor is without a doubt most effective when used as a primary with minimal distraction given how broad it is.
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