Day 1 - 1 Loop Mindās Eye 1 Loop New Emperor - 11/30/2023
While listening to my loop of Minds Eye, I saw an adult gif that Iāve seen more than once
in my mental space. I saw it with such intense clarity (open eyes, standing outside in the snow) that it was clear to me immediately that this IS A RESULT. It wasnāt a projected visualization, it was still in my internal mental space, however, the clarity was unreal. I then tried to bring to mind the face of a girl in the gym thatās checked me out a few times. I could never quite remember her face. BOOM! Her face was there. Then, still listening to my loop, I started to recall the faces of my mother, my brother, and another gym crush. All with insane and vivid clarity. Clarity so vivd that there was no doubt in my mind that THIS IS HOW THEY LOOK.
As the loop started to fade out, I also felt a lifting of my recon anxiety, and I felt a strong sense that Iād made the right choice by starting this solo journey. I suspect I wonāt need to deal with recon, Iāll just need to be mindful of exposure.
Thenā¦
I looked out into the expansive snow, and tried to project the image of gym crush #1 out into the snow. I wasnāt able to project her into the 3d, but I did start to get some mild visual distortions implying that I should be able to gain this power in time. Probably faster than I think given that Iāve been training visualization daily (with few exceptions) since early October and had already seen improvements prior to starting ME.
And with that, weāre off.
Iāll edit this post later if any other results appear today. Time to go do a meditation and visualization session.
Later.
edit
Yup, ran a loop of New Emperor and as anticipated, while running the loop the old Emperor innertalk came back while still listening.
āletās fucking go baby! Iām back! Letās fuck it up!!! You think 6 mill is gonna be enough for you? Give me a break, dude, 6 mil is step 1 man!ā
I smiled to myself as I walked into the gym, the loop still running through my first few sets.
Strength was unlocked instantly. Upped my single arm lat pull downsā¦really upped the weight on all my lifts today. It was like turning a key, the strength was already there, just dormant.
Had a consultation with a brand consultant today whoās gonna help me fix my social media game. I suck at it, no skill, no online charisma at all.
The dude went through my insta, tore it to shreds, then kindly explained to me WHY my content matters. One word, status. In the same way that my womanizer reputation makes women more attracted to me, the status I project online has the same effect. Doesnāt matter if the status is āfakeā itās subliminal, man. Itās subliminal. People see the signs and their subconscious does the rest.
Ultimate power is the ability to communicate without words. Projecting status is how its done.