The point is just to build confidence and master the skill 
A few months āeasy modeā will make the āhard stuffā come easier.
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Ahh, yeah I also lack focusā¦ 
Same here! Even though the new Emperor is fixing that issue for me.
Emp is helping with focus for sure. Iām trying to turn focus into a game in my daily life. Forcing myself to focus through mundane shit. Idk if itās helping, but maybe it is?
Day 8 - Rest - 12/7/2023
I had a LOT of recon yesterday. Recon is very different these days and itās harder to pin point, but itās still very much a thing.
For me recon manifested as a TON of self doubt. I doubted myself, I doubted my new girl, I doubted my social skills, I doubted everything. A good way of describing it was that everything that I thought, was the opposite of what was actually happening.
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Day 8 - Rest - 12/7/2023
Okay, I had a really great day yesterday, but itās time to dig in, stop screwing around, and change my life.
New girl.
New social circle.
Letās go.
The funny thing is that I had to fall to see what I really want and need in life.
Day 9 - New Emperor & Mindās Eye - 12/8/2023
Woke up and meditated (a habit that I would like to revive) then free wrote 3 pages by hand (also a habit Iām working on forming) made some coffee, smoked, and did a second meditation session while listening to my loops. When the loops finished, I read this weekās chapter of a book Iām studying, and here I am. Iāve got a few hours before I start working and Iām going to pull a 12 today, tomorrow and Sunday. Might pull 12ās on Monday-Friday of the coming week also, we will see. I got to make 4gs by Jan 1st, itās doable, and I know itās possible. The only thing left to do, is just to do it. Simple as that. Lol.
The journey with New Emperor has been really amazing, and I find myself constantly lost in the weeds, but I guess thatās just part of the journey. Nothing ever really seems certain to me. Whenever I think that I āget itā something changes: itās a mild frustration and a beautiful one. Confronting oneās own ignorance means that there is more to life than previously thought, and THAT, THAT is INSPIRING!
Every subliminal I have ran. Every win and every ālossā (there really is no such thing as loss, just a poor mind set). Every high and every painful low has lead to this point. In the grips of recon, Iāve often reflected that āif I would have just stayed on Emperor, none of this would have happened, I would be so much better, blah, blah.ā Thatās simply not the case. Everything played a part in getting me to this little hill that I stand on, and when I reflect back more HONESTLY, every time Iāve sub-hopped has been because Iāve been dissatisfied with my life and wanted more.
Iāve rotated through many lovers and friend groups, Iāve traveled, Iāve done this and done that, if I was really content, I wouldnāt have changed. Truth is, I wasnāt content. I wasnāt happy with X and that friend group, thatās why I let it go.
Now I have a new girl, a new friend group, a new life path (itās the same life path, but itās more refined and closer to what I REALLY want) and every little misstep has brought me to this point.
There is nothing to fear and nothing to regret. The only regret would be allowing myself to be ignorant about the truth of myself and the truth of my actions.
Iāve hurt people, and Iāve hurt them. After all, I was too in denial to see that I didnāt want them in my life because Iām both dumber and smarter than I look. I can sense within about 30 minutes tops if someone is worth my time, I can sense if they can handle me and if they will be a true ally to me in life. Iāve fought this several times, and inevitably, when I fight these truths, Iāll find a way to get out of the relationship and push myself forward: when I allow myself to be dishonest with my feelings, typically Iāll just hurt the person so it ends and I can break away.
I donāt NEED to hurt people, all I NEED to do is be honest. If someone isnāt on my path, well, let em go and find someone who IS on my path. ALSO, ACCEPT THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE ONLY TEMPORARILY ON YOUR PATH. Friends of today might not be friends of tomorrow. This is the nature of being an ambitious person and there is no way to avoid this. If this wasnāt reality, then all successful people wouldnāt talk about all the people they had to prune from their life tree as they rose to success.
The only way for me to be a good man is to accept these things. Itās cruel of me to try and force a fish to run, and just as cruel to myself to be hurt when the fish disappoints me. Accept others for who THEY are, if they can hang, cool, if not, cool. Itās none of my concern TBH. Why should I cry over people that donāt wanna walk with me into a new and exciting life? Why should I cry when I cut toxicity from my life? The tears are evidence of a misunderstanding, a personal sense of dishonesty that leads to a cycle of pain for all involved.
Accept all of reality as it is, and shape it to the image that I wish it to be.
The outcome is what matters, itās none of my concern how the outcome comes about.
Results
Taller, no question, and no doubt. People have commented on it too and when I stand next to my younger brother, itās obvious. Some combination of the subs Iāve ran recently have helped this come about, I say cool, Iām here for it, finally happened 
I exist in a totally new social context now and Iām happy with it. Better people, people that I actually like and enjoy.
Self-employed now. Yeah, finally stopped working for other people. Making more money too.
Life plan coming into focus. Itās all the same old ideas, but now they are crystalizing with my 2 years of growth and experience and now Iām freeing myself of doubt in the path forward.
More hyper-vivid dreams.
Feel smarterā¦Or at least, I feel more level-headed and my mental math continues to improve.
I was reading a philosophical text today, it was explaining a metaphysical explanation for human anatomy and I was able to visualize the concepts while reading, this is new for me. It was pretty incredible. Not only could I understand the words, I could SEE how these things connected, I could see the energetic pathways.
In general, I would say that the combination of New Emp and Mindās Eye has the unintended, but very welcome benefit of increasing reading comprehension because of my new ability to visualize abstract concepts while learning about them.
Alright, thatās the end of my self-reflective update. Gonna do some self-care stuff and then get to work. The goalā¦
I wanna hit $300 net profit by end of work day. So minus all operating expenses. Yeah, that feels like a good target for a 12 hour day.
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Day 9 - New Emperor & Mindās Eye - 12/8/2023
Update
Cleared my money goal.
It was a good day. 12 hours working pretty much just took the day, but I had a lot of time to self reflect.
Aboutā¦12ish hours after I ran my loops, I started getting mild recon. On Emperor, for me, recon seems to just be incorrect or opposite thinking. So itās a bit sneaky, but also obvious. I seem to think of the opposite of whatās ACTUALLY happening.
Now, as I write this, Iām wondering if this is just a weird way that my brain works? Iām a veryā¦rebellious spirit, maybeā¦idk, I donāt wanna get lost in those weeds.
All I know is that if my mind says ānoā in recon, the REALITY is āyes.ā
I feel like today my relationship to recon has also changed. Iām less scared of it, less shaken by it, and more able to focus through it and see it for what it is: a deception that always passes.
Iām very wrapped up in gratitude TBH. I just, I feel GOOD. I feel happy, confident, strong. I feel like whatever happens doesnāt matter because I can handle it.
When negative thoughts come, Iām not scared because I just think to myself āyeah, that would suck, but I can handle that.ā
Thatās my update. I gotta be awake for another 2 hours or so, Iām taking a gig off the clock, then I can sleep and make some more money tomorrow.
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Day 9 - New Emperor & Mindās Eye - 12/8/2023
Final update, result too big to wait.
Complete mindset shift. As I was finishing my last gig, making 100 bucks for a 5 dollar investment, I had a MASSIVE shift in the way I see money, and therefore the way I see the entire world and my whole life.
Sounds dramatic, itās not.
I wonāt explain it, too damn tired, but long story short. I can look at every single action that I take or donāt take as a matter of ROI. From spending money to hanging out with certain people. Itās all ROI.
Why buy that BMW? Well, actually the social ROI is worth the financial cost.
Money is not static and the value varies based off ROI. $130k on a BMW is NOT the same as 130k spent any other way.
Itās all ROI.
Mind is toast, itās blown.
Thank the gods for New Emperor and my journey so far.
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Day 10 - Rest - 12/9/2023
I was very underslept today which, shocker, made everything about life a little more difficult. Cool thing is though, dispite that, I crushed it today. But now Iām officially on fumes and I can see that my mental state is not productive and that Iām overly emotional.
Time to prioritize sleep.
New minds eye result. In my exhausted state, I almost impulsively bought McDonalds, but I was able to imagine the taste and texture and it repulsed me. Itās like when I actually think of the experience of McDonalds, itās worthless to me and makes me sick.
Thatās all.
Accomplished all goals today. Feeling good.
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How is your productivity on new Emperor?
Sky high.
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Day 11 - New Emperor Mindās Eye - 12/10/2023
Day is off to a good start, got more rest which makes everything better. I was gonna not run loops during the workday because for some reason I thought that it would āhurtā BUT My mindset started to get a little funky, which helped me see that it was recon. So Iām on break, running my loops now to Crack through the recon fog.
The recon isnāt bad, itās just on Emperor Iām used to my mental baseline being so high that I get a lil irritated when dumb thoughts start invading my space.
Having said that, Iām practicing allowance. Like, who cares what I think because I know whatās TRUE. Truth is that as long as I donāt get attached, thoughts are just thoughts.
Last night I got to thinking that ME really is the missing piece for me. I started running it to have more control over manifestations, but what I didnāt know is how useful visualization is for literally everything. From diet motivation to problem solving. The ability to vividly imagine outcomes and then make a decision is really amazing, kinda feels like Iām turning into Sherlock Holmes lol.
Interesting Results
Had a sparing session today and my fighting skills have improved. Mixture of visualization ability and Emperor it seems. Like, I was sparing an amature boxer and I could tell that he was surprised by my ability given that Iām a newbie.
Visualization, wow, I had no idea it would be so far reaching. It pretty much just makes everything better, itās wild.
Back to work.
Later.
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Update
Having many new experiences that are interesting.
Note to self, sexual energy transmutation. Itās real. Itās important.
Sleep now.
Day 12 - Rest - 12/11/2023
Got the sleep I needed and seemed to sleep through the night just fine.
I fell $15.51 short of my weekend earning goal thatās net earnings too. This bothers me WAY more than it should. Or maybe it should bother me that much, why the hell should I settle.
On the one hand Iām proud of my accomplishment, on the other, Iām annoyed that I was so close and didnāt get it. Back to work soon, with NEW DATA!
Yesterday was full of āmentor manifestationsā and mindset shifts.
I have a new perspective where I feel like Iām actually open to other peoples guidance. Itās new and interesting. It all goes back to my old delusional narc tendencies that Iām overcoming more and more.
Listening to others actually helps me. Itās so weird the delusional narc mindset and Iām so grateful that Iām breaking it.
The goal is 3k net earnings by Saturday, that gives me 1 week. Itās possible, Iām just gonna set the intention and let it happen.
Time to shower and get back to work.
P.s. fasting now. I feel like I can actually fast on this stack because it isnāt so physical shifting heavy.
Soon Iāll build a New Emp custom to tailor it more. Iāll probably give this stack a full 3 cycles before I do that though, why stop a good thing.
FUCK I FEEL GOOD!
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Day 13 - New Emperor Mindās Eye - 12/12/2023
Day 3 of Water Fast.
Fasting is finally happening. Some mixture of New Emperor and Mindās Eye is helping me break through the fasting wall that Iāve had for years. I feel good, really good, as good as you can 3 days into a fast. This is the first time Iāve run programs that werenāt physically shifting heavy, so that could be making a huge difference also.
There have been so many results and theyāve come so quick and naturally that it almost makes my head spin. The biggest thing that Iāve noticed in the first 2 weeks of this cycle is how rapidly my mindset is shifting. Itās shifting in regards to everything, and I do mean, everything. It all started with an idea that looks like this.
Mindset orientation toward goal 
a predictable outcome
So, if Iāve used a particular mindset and my goal hasnāt been achieved, the answer is always the same: my mindset wasnāt a match to achieve the goal.
What this means for me is that my mindset has been shifting rapidly, this is also how Iām fasting right now even though Iāve failed so many times in the past. Iām winning because my mindset orientation to fasting is different.
Itās a simple concept, but holy hell, itās such an easy trap to fall into. No matter how āpositiveā your inner talk sounds, if your inner talk doesnāt lead to the accomplishment of your goal, then the inner talk isnāt a match for the goal. Itās really that simple.
Make no mistake, if you approach a problem the same way (the mental approach), you will ALWAYS get the same outcome. This is the Law of Cause and Effect on a level thatās both extremely practical and also extremely spiritual.
Notable Results
More rapid mindset shifts.
Yesterday, I was experimenting with visualization while working. I placed myself in my bedroom and just started exploring the space. I did this with open eyes and while driving. Whatās amazing is that I was able to drive safely with no distractions while also vividly exploring my bedroom in my mindās eye and having a conversation with myself in my head. This is a level of mental performance that I quite literally did not know was possible and yet Iām doing it.
No, this wasnāt just daydreaming either, this was vivid, tactile, full-sensory environmental exploration while alertly performing a task with open eyes. It was amazing.
Mindās Eye is healing some of my behavioral issues. Iāve always been the kinda person that needs to ātry everything onceā and this has a dark side, as you can probably imagine. Now that I can imagine, I donāt feel the need to try everything, and I now know why.
I used to want to try everything because I lacked the imagination to know how experiences would feel and how they would affect me, so I needed to experience them to know if the experience would be good for me or not. Now I can imagine what something would feel like, I can see the outcome, and I can explore the entire idea in my mental space without needing to experience it.
This ability has made me about 1000% more focused and self-trusting because Iām less prone to distraction. I donāt NEED to feel every sensation, I can imagine them and then make a decision based on what I find in my mental space.
Itās hard to put into words how profound these experiences have been for me. Iām talking about mental skills that are commonplace but that Iāve never had, and deep down I didnāt believe they were possible. I had no idea what the mind was capable of.
Here I am, feeling like a beginner again because once again, I was wrong. I had no idea how much depth the mind has. I had no idea that these things that Iām now doing routinely for fun, were possible.
Alright, time to get back to work.
This whole week is just a week of maximum work and maximum earning. Fasting through this period is ideal.
My target is $3,000 by the end of workday, Sunday 17th of December.
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Update
Okay, I have a new path. New Emperor + New Quantum Limitless.
This last two weeks has been INSANE and Minds Eye has shown me that the key to healing myself, is to heal my mind, my brain, my body. THAT is exactly what I think QL will do for me.
If the ability to visualize has given me the ability to stick to a long fast on a whimā¦I suspect many of my problems will be solved by becoming a genius with QL.
So, hereās the deal.
Iām gonna finish this cycle, washout, run a second cycle with New Emp and ME, then start QL Jan 15th (thatās how the math works)
I did the math earlier and if I stick to that schedule I will get 3 cycles each of stages 1-3 and 4 cycles of ST4 by 2024.
Letās go baby!
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Day 14 - Rest - 12/13/2023
Fast Day 4
Woke up with a huge revelation about myself and why Iām still not where I want to be in life: I donāt trust myself.
Everytime I say Iām going to do something, and change my mind, I form the habit of failure, of changing my mind, of waffling. I have a mindset that anticipates failure.
Everytime I say Iām going to do something and half ass it, achieving a 50-75% victory, I form the habit of partial accomplishment.
Iāve trained myself to be a man of ābutā.
Iām going to fast, butā¦I changed my mind and Iām only gonna do 3 days instead of the 7 that I originally said I was going to do.
Iām going to run this program for a yearā¦but I changed my mind and Iām gonna switch my whole stack instead.
This is a problem that Iāve been wrestling with since I started, but itās only ever been just below my awareness.
Iāve had the insight to āshut your mouthā since day 1, and Iāve constantly ignored or argued against it, making excuses for my behavior.
Keeping my word.
This is something thatās far bigger than I could have imagined.
Keeping my word is a spiritual practice.
The more often I say Iām going to do something and do it, I train myself to be a man whoās word bends reality.
Iāve had so many strange manifestations, why?
Itās because I donāt trust myself to speak creation into existence. Thatās why so many of my manifestations have been ironic.
I say āshe wants me, she loves meā and that comes to pass, but then some weird ironic shit happens alongside it. Why? Because Iāve spent a life time training myself to either fail, or only get 50% of what I ask for.
New habit to form, training the art of doing what I say Iām going to do.
In that caseā¦Iām going to run QL, itās gonna level me up in a way that I actually canāt yet imagine.
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Day 15 - New Emperor Minds Eye- 12/14/2023
End of Fast
I fasted for 4 days, just water, black coffee, and cigarettes. I wanted to go for 7, I could have gone for 7, but I wasnāt strong enough to continue.
Iām proud of myself anyway though. Because I may not have fully completed the goal, but this does mark a BIG shift in myself and my subliminal journey.
I was reflecting earlier and I realized that this was the first time I fasted from a state of love and happiness. Which changes literally everything.
In the past, my fasts were always motivated by self-hatred, fear, anger, etc. I pretty much relied on my life going to shit to kick me in the ass and get me to fast.
This time?
My life is building up very nicely. Iām happy, I feel good, and Iām fasting anyway because I wanna be better. Totally different mental frame.
Bigger update tomorrow.
Now Iām gonna eat Indian food and get drunk.
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Haha love the last part 
But anyways fasting is so OP. At the start of my first real awakening I did fast on and off and had tons of revelations. The reason I laughed a bit at the cigarettes part is that I also back then ate only macaroniās with salt and water for 2 months, nothing else at all, zero, and I remember loosing all cravings like sugar, caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, no nothingā¦ but I was also only 62 kg at the end of it lol.
So cutting off stimulants is also very very powerful. I remember eating sushi after 60 days and it didnāt taste anything to me as I had no anticipation of it tasting anything, it was just more macaroniās
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