Matt - Journal 2024+

To Know, To Dare, To Will, To Keep Silent

Just remembered this magic principle.
Keep silent - do not talk about your magical experiences on public internet platforms.

I guess this is a good skill. And it will stop your topics from getting closed here.

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I had a dream about arguing with a teacher from my school days after holding a speech in class.

In other news this is a rest day.

Yesterday I listened to rotnw and the result was being horny. From now on I will stick to my stack for this cycle.

For next year I am thinking about running Khan again. I need to work on my masculinity.

What about integrating the masculine and feminine to come into total union with Self? Wholeness :purple_heart:

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I don’t know how to do that.

In other news this is a listening day. Sadly I listened to 5 minutes of phoenix. Now I feel exhausted. Also listened to Genesis for 5 minutes.

This is probably recon and I hope it is over soon. Perhaps I sleep for a while after the cleaning lady was in the room. I am so tired. Uargh. Yawn.

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This is what I wrote in the Phoenix topic.

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What a little bit of sun can do to the psyche. I am happy right now. Dark thoughts are gone.

My friend I am on holiday with asked me if the nightmare came from alcohol. He doesn’t know about Phoenix. I probably scared him screaming loud at night. I hope this won’t happen again. lol

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3 minutes of genesis and LBFH today.
I am leaving on a jet plane, don’t know when I’ll be back again.

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I love singing that song
Do you sing it too? :upside_down_face::metal:t2:

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I only sing under the shower. But I get goosebumps from that song.

Today I listened to 3 minutes each of Phoenix and LBFH. It seems like I can’t stop listening to Phoenix, even after that screaming nightmare.

Let’s see where that takes me. I hope not into exhaustion. I like running fresh titles because I get results very fast. After these initial results it’s getting less.

3 degrees Celsius right now back at home. Brrr

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First day back at work. Many tasks to do.
Listened to Genesis and LBFH for 3 minutes each this morning.

I am tinkering my stack for the next cycle. The day after tomorrow will be the last listening day for these titles.

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After some experience I am thinking about running Phoenix solo for one cycle. Not 100% decided yet, but I want to do some healing emotionally.

Perhaps I will continue with my previous plan instead. We will see.

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Drinking tea and listening to

This is a good night.

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Today was my last listening day for this cycle.
3 minutes each of Phoenix and LBFH.

Currently, I am waiting for a remade custom to be used in the next cycle.
Not sure yet whether I want to continue this online journal or journal privately first.

Today is my forum anniversary.
Yesterday was my second listening day of the new stack of Primal and the old Heartsong custom remade in ZPV2.
Nothing big to report yet.

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Thinking about running primal solo next cycle.
My custom might take a while to click.
Today I ran 5 minutes of each sub.

Haven’t really had paths of manifestation so far as I haven’t been to larger social events.

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New Heartsong announced. I am excited. Perhaps run that one instead of the custom and later remake the custom.

Tomorrow is another listening day. I have been mostly at home today, but when I was out it seemed as if more women appeared.

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Today I listened to heartsong custom and primal for 15 minutes each. It will take me some where for sure, maybe to recon land.

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:dancer::dancer::dancer::dancer::dancer::joy::joy::joy::joy:

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Yesterday I listened to 15 minutes each of the heart song custom, primal and 7 minutes of ascension chamber.

Dreams were absurd today, visiting a famous rich guy, then being a game developer and then being in ancient times. All happening after each other in the same dream.