Matt - Journal 2024+

I’m enjoying it so far. It can definitely be applied to a man as well. Focus on balls instead of clit? :sweat_smile:

What’s causing you to be in a bad mood?

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I guess it’s a mixture of boreout at work, winter depression and recon. But currently I’m feeling better because it is late at night here. The bad mood begins with oversleeping in the morning.

And I enjoyed the book, too. Maybe I should practice some of the method on my oversleeping habit.

I unconsciously want to oversleep because I like feeling guilty about it. It’s a pleasure to lay in bed and have thoughts about being bad because I don’t get out of it. Something like that. :wink:

Edit: I also unconsciously want to be bored at work because I enjoy having not much to do.

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I’m gonna have to read more !!! I’m not too far yet.

Practice practice practice.

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Today I am in a better mood. Perhaps listening to a full loop of each title of my stack was too much and caused recon. That’s why next time I will listen to only 1 minute each. This will be tomorrow.

Earlier, I have been working on my “Love currency” custom. It now has “New Romance Experience” and “Love Bomb for Humanity” cores, plus Heartsong. I kicked the Elegance and Deus modules for the two new cores.
I will stay on track with my current cycle and probably will order it - so I can listen to it in the next cycle.
It could also be named “The Way of Love” - maybe a new title for my 2024 custom journals section topic. At one point, I could stack it with Chosen.

I have overslept this morning, but I don’t care. It’s okay.

My side project will be canceled. I don’t feel like continuing it since I stopped using G:M.

Just used a 20-sided dice online to reduce the Love Custom to 12 modules:

Love By Chance

Heartsong Core
New Love Experience Core
New Romance Experience Core
Transcendental Connection
Joie de Vivre
The Architect
Chosen of Venus
Harmonic Singularity
Depths of Love
Blue Skies
Path of Forgiveness
The Flow

Edit: Perhaps exchange “Transcendental Connection” with “You Are Not Alone”.

Is there something you may be perhaps resisting?

I don’t know. Perhaps I am resisting success with subliminals because I subconsciously associate them with getting into a hypomanic phase 2 years ago. I don’t think it happened because of them, but after that phase subliminals didn’t have the same results as before.

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Maybe a little forgiveness and revision would help you move forward to feeling safe with success …

I had an experience in 2020 at the beginning of starting a business where I went into spiritual psychosis is the best way to describe it. I had some fear of that happening again.

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I think about it.

Forgiveness towards myself or the universe?

And I had to look up the meaning of revision because I heard the word only in context of Neville Goddard teachings before.

In the past I liked the forgiveness module. My theory was it’s a similar process to letting go.

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Start with self :wink:

For me, revision is changing my experience of how I experienced whatever I experienced. :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: A perception shift. Forgive me for what I didn’t know at the time and others as well. Revision changes you.

Edit: my new experience of traumatic events is that of gratitude and appreciation, compassion, love. I look back more with love rather than judgement.

I just saw this:

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Today I listened to 1 minutes each of Genesis and LBFH. Monday I will listen for two minutes each.

Was just thinking of you!

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Today I listened to Genesis and LBFH for 2 minutes each. Started the day oversleeping, depressed and now feeling a bit better.

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Get off on that? Like the book says. :metal:t2::laughing:

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Sure, I am working on it. :smiley:

Thinking about trying out the new RotNw for my holiday. But I don’t expect much because I am too low on energy for aura development. Hmm.

What are your intentions with that one?

What do you want?

The end is where you begin :wink:

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My intention would be attention from the ladies and possibly extraction during the holiday.

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Tomorrow and for the rest of this cycle I will continue my lbfh and genesis stack.

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Today I listened to Genesis and LBFH for 7.5 minutes each.

This is the last day of work before my 1.5 weeks of holiday.
It’s raining outside here and tomorrow I will be in the sun. :sunny: :sun_with_face: :sunglasses:

This could be a result from LBFH:
A friend left me a voice message on WhatsApp telling me that he just thought of me and how grateful he is having me as a friend.

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