I now have a few more followers. Thinking about creating a custom next year for more followers. Two of my posts were shared by bigger accounts.
Sadly I am not able to reshare them as I didn’t get them in my messages. So I only can heart them.
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Hooray, update to Index Gate. Will test it on Monday.
Listening day: Khan Black stage 1 and genesis mogul 3 minutes each.
Feel exhausted at the moment. Don’t know why, maybe lack of sleep. Will go to bed early today.
I hate my side project at the moment. Having put in too much work. I want to give up. And I want to keep at it because giving up would look bad.
I ve done only KB st1 for the last three weeks and it’s pretty intense, so much sexual stuff coming up I’ve been stuck at home on sick leave and bothering my best friend a lot with all the extra energy I have, this sub is definitely not balanced as mentioned on the sales page, it’s very specific and I’m not sure what to do with it, I hope you get good results, I think it’s perfect if you are working on a project and can focus your energy on that.
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Thanks for your comment and wishes.
I am not too far in the journey and am still having relapses to porn. I hope to get that under control. I remember being able to wake up early the last time I used stage 1 with semen retention.
In other news the new emperor seems interesting. I could use a boost of motivation. But I will probably wait for these kind of results from my current stack.
Consistency broken. Listened to the new Emperor this morning for 5 minutes.
Thinking about rebuilding this custom with NRE core, need to kick out one module:
Heartsong Q Core
Joie de Vivre
Elegance
Depths of Love
Chosen of Venus
Love Without Attachment
Transcendental Connection
Harmonic Singularity
Blue Skies
Gratitude Embodiment
Way of Understanding
Mercy Protocol
The Wonder
The Flow
Path of Forgiveness
Pride Unbroken
Emotions Unfettered
Deus
Yggdrasil
The Architect
In other news this is a rest day.
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Perhaps I kick out the architect.
I don’t need it when I run khan black.
Could run this custom in my next cycle on Dec 6.
Holiday stack (December):
Khan Black Stage 1, Heartsong Custom, RotNw 
Also thinking about keeping Emperor for a while. And see what I get out of UPX. So far, no difference at work.
I have 9 days left in this cycle, until then, I have to decide between consistency with the titles and a fun holiday stack.
Edit: I think I keep emperor and wait with the custom.
So Holiday stack will be
- Nude Emperor
- Revelation of the Nectar Within
- Khan Black Stage 1
Today was a listening day. Khan Black Stage 1, RotNW - 5 minutes each.
What shifted so far:
I see myself as attractive and women hold eye contact longer.
Today I listened to the new Emperor and RotNW for 3 minutes each.
Lately, I feel exhausted. I get worse out of bed than usual. Perhaps I should start a washout sooner and overthink my stack. On the other hand, I am still waiting for Khan Black Energy to kick in.
I tried to understand where this one good phase this year came from. In that phase I liked getting out of bed early.
It all began with genesis. I found the purpose of losing weight. A goal I gave up by now.
Perhaps genesis had more to do with it than kbc.
I could start a 5 day washout beginning tomorrow. And then rerun Genesis solo or with kbc. I need to live on purpose again.
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Currently on an early washout.
Upcoming Genesis. Probably with the new love bomb for humanity.
Washout is going well, no recon.
Winter is coming.
I am excited about the new LBFH.
Thought about running subs yesterday.
But I will wait until Thursday.
Work is boring today. Just created a new Chimney Sweeper graphic for fun.
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Thinking about a new stack for 2024 with Quantum Limitless and Gaming Mastery X3 for playing better poker. On the other hand, I need to set my priorities right. How important is it to me to play poker better?
Let’s first see where Genesis takes me. And what kind of subliminal experiences will be ready in 2024.
Also, there might be a new Alchemist title in the making. Perhaps I run Stage 4 of Alchemist next year for a few cycles to be ready for that one.
Last washout day. Yesterday I brooded about a stack with QL and UWX.
QL seems interesting, but I am not sure if I am ready for a multi stager.
Late at night, I decided to first continue as planned with Genesis and LBFH.
Work is boring again. Can’t motivate myself to work on my project. I will probably end it.
Next week I am going on a holiday for a week. Perhaps I find new energy to work on the project, but I don’t think so. The greatest doubt that I currently have is that I don’t know how to monetize it.
The project now has over 50 followers on Instagram, but to be successful I would need 10x of this number. It’s growing slowly.
Feeling depressed today. Listened to 15 minutes of Genesis and LBFH each this morning.
And I overslept again. I hope the holiday brings some better feelings, a little bit of sun could help.
But I am not looking forward to anything, not even the holiday.
Edit: Just remembered, had intense dreams last night. One of them included waking up after fighting with a childhood bully. Hmm.
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Just did a little intuitive writing channeling.
„Love is the only valid currency“ was part of it.
If my cycle with the new LBFH goes well, I will add the core to the love custom. This will have similar effects to adding a New Love Experience core, which is not available (yet).
2024 will be another journey towards love.
Remembering Klaus Joehles books.
In other news I am planning to run my current stack as 1-minute loops on Saturday.
Depression is better at night. I hope to not restart it in the morning.
Today I was listening to the Existential kink audio book. It seems more geared towards women and is about shadow work. The meditation from the book should not be done when depressed because it could lead to rumination. So I will see if I can do other exercises and start the meditation when feeling better. I found out about the book in the journal of @7empest and used this months audible credit to get it.
My plans of running Quantum limitless and ultimate writer next year will have to wait until I am satisfied with the love custom.
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Why do you think it’s more geared towards women?
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The examples/experience reports were as far as I know from women. The author is female and feels the existential kink in her clitoris. But I can apply it to myself anyway.
I was a little bit irritated because her Phd is not in psychology, but her methods seem sound. I hope I can test them soon when I am in a good mood.