Is that a rethorical question? 
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Ontology
Phenomenology
Cosmology
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Having a pretty hard time today.
Doing my best with it.
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Kind of a tough day with personal problems. Thought about easing back on the subs, but decided to go forward with them.
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Please don’t forget to drink a lot of water, and treat yourself with some snack today because you deserve it.
You’re awesome Malkuth.
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Thank you very much, friend.
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/hugs
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No obvious adverse consequences from running my subs yesterday.
Sticking to my two program stack. I think of Khan Black 3 as the 21st module to my custom.
Sometimes life gets stirred up. My own individual matters are moving into a smoother situation in some ways. But a close family member is going through difficulties. They have a tendency to lash out with blame. And there are emotional and material consequences. Need to navigate the challenge as best I can.
Daily meditation continues to be solid, stable, and smooth. I think that there is an observable, significant enhancement to my practice. There is a greater settledness, in general. Tends to set in by about 10 to 15 minutes in.
Okay. Just leave it there for now.
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the
fuckin’
truth
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Get hit and stay resourceful.
Never give up
Keep looking for an opening
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I’ve talked about how my sub responses and recon often show up as external conditions around me.
I am really wondering if that’s what’s going on right now.
Well, whether it is or not, my job remains the same. I’ve got to do my best and face my conditions. With head held high.
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I was researching RoM and RoS and ended up reading most of your journal. Very inspiring! Many of your reflections are full of insight and really resonate with me.
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I was so inspired after reading your experiences and @ ouroboros that I ended up ordering a custom inspired by your PHENOMENAUT: Genesis, but with slightly different modules based on my goals. I also included the New Wealth Experience Core (I think I remember reading that the NSE cores are very seemless and I was thinking NWE would fit in with the general idea of unfolding, but more to do with wealth and an exploration of that). Longer story short, I did super well my exams. Last semester, I landed a sweet offer with a top law firm while running True Sell and LBFH, for summer employment and employment after I graduate. A lot of weight is off my shoulders and without that weight and without anything super pressing at the moment, I feel pretty secure at the moment and want to explore who I am, what wealth means to me, what I want in life, etc. and how to achieve goals I have based on the revelations to come (actualizing who I am and what matters to the true self).
I’m not sure if this is right place to ask but you have a lot more experience with subs so I just wanted see if you think my custom is a good fit for me or would the 4th core (which I understand is not recommended) be too much. Do you think it would just take longer to show results?
For more context, I’m planning to buy the store titles (RoM, etc.) and running those before I start running the custom just so I have a foundation. I read that it’s best to integrate before running the custom. I’m also planning to run the custom for at least 12 months. I’m not in a hurry to see immediate results.
My modules are:
- RoM Core
- RoS Core
- Genesis Core
- NWE Core
- I AM
- Potentiator
- Stillmind
- IQ Cognitive Booster (matters of the mind are super important to me, and I suspect this would compliment RoM nicely)
- Virtuoso di Musica (I’ve played the piano for over 16 years and used to compete. I also write music in my spare time, so music has always been a big part of my life, if not part of my identity. I was thinking this module also compliments RAIKOV in RoM nicely)
- Way of Understanding
- You Are Not Alone
- Lifeblood Fable
- Story Teller
- Song of Joy
- Joie de Vivre
- Carpe Diem Ascended
- Victory’s Call
- Overdrive
- Omni
- Deus
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Congratulations! That’s so great that your exams turned out so well. Good job, man.
When you go to the law firm, I wish you a rewarding experience that strengthens you, organizes you, inspires you, and provides a great launching pad to your next goals and focuses whatever they may turn out to be.
Thanks for sharing that you found my journal useful. I think that’s part of what we’re hoping for on here.
Your plan to run the store versions of RoM, RoS, and Genesis(?) is solid. I suspect that’s actually a pretty good strategy for making sure that the custom will be more manageable.
As for adding the 4th core of New Wealth Experience, I actually suspect that it will work fine, though the usual caveats apply (e.g., action-taking, use microloops where appropriate, run programs that have compatibility with how you’re living or trying to live, and so on).
Saint and Fire mentioned that those NSE cores are not quite the same as major program cores. They do have weight to them, but at the same time, they’re designed and intended for synergy and integration. So, I think they have less tendency to overload the listener (provided that the NSE core’s focus is compatible with your own focuses).
Also, since your life is pretty active and is going in a direction that you like, I think you may be less likely to bring a desperate mindset to the unfolding of the subliminals. That desperation can sometimes magnify Overload and Reconciliation responses.
A number of the modules you’ve chosen are highly compatible with RoM and/or RoS, and I think that’ll decrease load as well. I AM, Stillmind, Way of Understanding, Song of Joy, and even Joie de Vivre, are all very harmonious with Revelation of Spirit. Meanwhile, Potentiator, Stillmind, IQ and Cognitive Booster, Virtuoso di Musica, Story Teller, Carpe Diem Ascended, and Victory’s Call all seem quite compatible with Revelation of Mind.
The Results Enhancer modules at the end (Overdrive, but especially Omnidimensional and DEUS) are all optional in my mind. I’d probably keep them in, but if I were worried about overload, those would be what I’d remove.
NWE feels like a fascinating and good element that adds a special flavor to the entire custom.
Whether you choose to tweak it or run it as it is, I wish you a great run with it!
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That was immensely, immensely helpful! I always have this thing when I’m building a custom where I am super excited about the modules I picked, and then start to second guess whether I just the best modules for my situation haha. Well, your reply brought me back to my initial state. I’m absolutely pumped and can’t wait to run it when it arrives woohoo! Now I know I just gotta stick to my plan, trust, give it time, and take action.
Thanks so much Malkuth! You’re an insightful dude and the thoughts you shared are greatly appreciated 
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I’m going through a rough experience that is not looking like it’s going to end quickly. And also, I don’t know how it’s going to be resolved.
It is not the worst thing that anyone has ever had to endure. It has been overwhelming to me.
I’m starting to come to terms with it.
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Sending good vibes to you, bro 
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I’m still often in a cocoon of unawareness when it comes to other people; how they’re feeling, what they are actually experiencing.
I’m glad to have opportunities to work on this.
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Receiving them with great thanks, my brother!!!
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Life has inducted me into an impromptu workshop on the emotion of Fear and its life within me.
This is not dramatic hyperbole. It just means exactly what it says. I am not in terror. But life circumstances are requiring me to face the fear that lives within me and that has always been a part of my experience and how I approach things.
This was not ‘unknown’ to me intellectually, but to really work through things requires so much more than simple intellectual analysis.
To deeply work through something you have to allow yourself to really feel it and experience it, I think. That often means tears, tiredness, and various emotions and reactions. And through all of that, trying to increase the amount of time before you screw your eyes shut and push it away.
Yeah.
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