Just read your last post. Kudos to you for stepping up to your fear, facing it with calm, and having the wisdom to post and record.
I felt a response, so I did what I can to send some positive vibes your way.
Ad Victorium, Brother!
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Give me the agility and the flexibility to recognize and receive God’s help when it comes.
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Juicy prayer, sir. I admire the specificity of the request! Seems you have confidence in your ability to overcome this!
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Divide and Conquer.
Especially during hard times, do not globalize and generalize problems.
Remove the words ‘always’ and ‘everything’ from your vocabulary.
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Noticing more Polyglot results.
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If life pushes me down the stairs,
might as well clean up the basement.
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Think I’m going to start my rest period a couple of days early.
Start my next play period on Friday maybe.
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Definitely having different internal experiences these days.
Distantly wondering how much they dovetail with or are involved with my subliminals.
I’m noticing myself reaching out to people more. Just saying hello to people.
Getting stretched.
No idea where this is going.
another vague post from yours truly.
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Flu since Monday night. Starting to come out the other side.
Daughter’s back home after 3.5 years away. Very cool person.
Friday is my next planned sub day. Thinking I’m going to rest PHENOMENAUT Genesis for one play period, and play KB3 and Genesis Mogul.
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Wishing you a full and quick recovery bro!
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Every so often it strikes you just what it is to be physically incarnated consciousness, and it’s like,
“…uhh…wow…thanks…”
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I really appreciate how we can ponder about these things yet 5 minutes later we will always go “unga bunga where is the toilet paper”
Malkuth I wish you a wonderful rest of your week
You’re awesome!
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If you successfully go through a few years of medical school, you will emerge being able to make intelligent talk about biochemistry, cellular function, specialized organ function (the lungs, the liver, the heart, the spleen, and so on). And all of of that will be very impressive.
But even if you never go to one minute of medical school, each and every one of those systems is still 100% active in you. We just may not be as good at talking about them as a trained physician or physiologist. Meh. I’d rather have a functioning liver than be able to intelligently describe a functioning liver. And if I’m really lucky, yeah, both of those would be really great.
Whether you use your consciousness to go ‘unga bunga toilet paper’ or to attain the 8th jhana of Theravadin Buddhist attainment, fact is, it’s the same miraculous consciousness either way.
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Ah thats very fascinating!
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Aspire to have a mental capacity that’s more than large enough to accommodate the realities that you’re asking for.
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After a 5-day break, I’m back to listening today.
For this play period, I’m going with Khan Black 3 and Genesis Mogul.
Because I took a 5-week washout, mostly in December, this is my 3rd play period with Khan Black 3. This means that in the next play period, I’ll start Khan Black 4. Finally. My first play of Khan Black 1 was on June 15, 2023. Took a while, but we’re just about there.
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Currently, I’m just trying to use my journal here as…a journal.
I’m not really seeking to ‘answer’ my questions. But I guess I never really have done that anyway. I’m just observing and thinking.
So, pretty much business as usual really.
But the part that feels different is just what I’m experiencing. I seem to be navigating a kind of challenge or ‘valley’ phase, and at some such points, I’d have a ‘circle the wagons’ mentality. Still do. But I want to journal through it to some extent.
I don’t know what it all means. But I do recognize patterns or patternedness to it.
As I said somewhere above, I’m just trying to break things down into manageable parts and to then deal with those parts one at a time. And we’ll see where the whole process leads over time.
The outward circumstances of life have been feeling quite ‘reconciliation-like’. I’m pretty curious about that.
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I impose an illusion of abstract stasis over what is in fact a ongoing, dynamic sensory flow.
The illusion is broken everytime “something happens”.
The truth is that what seemed to be still was actually in motion the entire time. ‘Constant Motion’.
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meaning-based, creative work
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Yes, meditation continues to develop.
It’s less about it being deeper, and more about a figure-ground reversal.
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