Vision, in the sense of understanding, is so important.
It influences—possibly determines–motivation, effectiveness, even emotional balance and equanimity.
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Three sets of pull-ups, a mile or two of brisk walking, and a couple of sprint sets
And that’s all it took
Exercising vigorously is medicine.
Sends recon packing.
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Patience Time.
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More dream activity and recall
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Day 6 of non-exposure Processing days.
System seems to be processing pretty steadily and consistently.
Evidenced by heightened dream activity/recall.
Evidenced by inertia (i.e., foot-dragging to get started with things that require willpower).
And by other little signs that I can notice from time to time.
My more surface mood and emotions (the wave activity on the surface of the sea) is relatively calm or straightforward.
Where I can feel more activity and upheaval is at the deeper levels beneath the surface.
Got to respect this Terminus2 life.
Respect that this is real work happening.
And give it the time that it needs; to work.
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More blocks gradually being cleared.
It was never about hiding who I was or about changing who I was;
it was about standing in who I was;
in the midst of a world full of possibilities;
undistracted by the millions of people around me.
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I can feel things shifting, but it’s going to take a bit more time. Not quite ready to hit the road yet.
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I’m not meditating to ‘become enlightened’.
F**k enlightenment.
I’m meditating for the same reasons that I open my eyes when I’m walking around on the street:
It’s good to pay attention to where I’m going.
Doesn’t mean I won’t make foolish mistakes; but at least I can avoid bumping into some of the more obvious ones.
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LOL, damn hypothalamuses
edit: maybe Temporal Lobes too, not sure anymore lol
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Interesting thing. This morning I got this glimpse of how my life could be the way that I want it to be. It was a slippery perception. There for a few moments, and then slipped away. But it happened.
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Here is what enlightenment or awakening (bodhi) is:
Experiential grasp of the functioning of the mind and mental projection. Not just intellectual grasp. That’s easy. We’re talking about experiential mastery.
It’s similar to developing the ability to sit in one of these and to be able to function as normally as you would just sitting normally in a chair.
Intellectual analysis: This is a multi-axis gyroscopic trainer. It turns simultaneously along three planes of movement.
Enlightenment: Sits in multi-axis gyroscopic trainer. Not dizzy. Not disoriented. Able to write a letter. And so on.
The mind and mental projection spins, turns, and rockets along many more than just 3 axes of motion.
So that’s what we’re talking about.
Thing is, with continued exposure and humble attention, the system will naturally acclimate over time. So-called enlightenment is a developmental stage that will occur organically if humans face the (initially overwhelming) reality of our minds with sufficient attention and focus over a long enough span of time.
It’s not something to be aggrandized or fetishized. It’s not even the most important thing in the world. But it is another amazing manifestation of life as a sentient being.
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Quantum Limitless manifestation
I am finding myself today watching knowledge-building videos for enjoyment. This is interesting.
For example, watching these now:
These are not videos I’d typically watch. Not that I’d ever have been against them. But they’re feeling interesting today.
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less developed people describe karmic patterns as natural patterns
when we’re in less developed stages of our development, karmic patterns, for all intents and purposes, are natural patterns
example:
for the average human being living 3000 years ago, there is no sound or convincing reason to imagine that some day most people will need reminders in order to generate an immediate and powerful fear of tigers. Or that objects that are heavier than trees and boulders will one day be flying above the clouds.
Those were the ‘incontrovertible’ truths of that karmic moment.
but they were not natural laws.
as karmic patterns get dissolved, the “stable, unchanging” configurations of circumstances shift and change as well.
And those who are still aligned with the karma of the past, cry out in alarm as they feel the ‘world ending’.
It may always be this way.
It’s the way of karma.
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26 October 2022
Day 8 of my 10 Processing Days.
Processing days are NOT vacation days
The subliminals are actively processing
More manifestations today. Felt so grateful and amazed.
As usual, I recognized the manifestation about 10 to 20 minutes after it happened. That’s about my normal subconscious-to-conscious realization time.
Next active exposure period will start on Saturday 29 October.
Got about 5.5 hours of sleep last night. Woke up at 6:20-ish. Meditated from 6:26 to 7:26 or so. Mistakenly thought that a meeting had been rescheduled to this morning at 9:30 am, hence the early meditation. Realized afterwards that the meeting is actually tomorrow at 9:30 am. But not sure if I can manage the whole 6 am meditation thing again tomorrow. We’ll see. One way or another meditation’s going to happen.
Very grateful for that too.
As far as sub results, they seem to be steadily trickling in; but my next intended check-in time will be February 2023. That’s when I want to take stock and see what has happened in my life. Then I’m thinking I’ll check-in again in May 2023. Just to give my programs some room to cook.
Eyes are tired a lot these days and vision is blurry. Kind of worrying. It’s not a sudden thing; it’s been happening gradually over time. Will work on it.
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Something interesting is that sometimes when I send someone healing energy, I’ll get a little backlash where my body-mind takes on a little bit of the issue that the person is dealing with.
It’s happened a couple of times.
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Wow. It’s already been 9 days of processing. I’ve had dream recall pretty much every night.
Saturday, it’s back to exposure again.
Will be interesting to see if there are any notable effects or experiences associated with resuming exposure.
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To the man who has nothing, the power of persuasion is everything. Because that’s all he has.
And if he can make something out of nothing and convince you it’s everything? And convince you that the something you have is actually nothing?
Then he’s a pimp and you’re a mark.
People have been doing this since there were people.
Value what you have. Don’t let anyone tell you it’s nothing. Not even yourself.
Humble yourself by choice; so that no one else can humiliate yourself.
are these ideas true? hmm… 
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I’m pretty impatient these days.
Wonder if it’s Emperor-related.
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Beyond a fairly superficial level, we barely understand what we are doing, not to mention why we are doing it.
If the above statement is true, it’s time to stop blaming people and time to start learning.
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