i got a very clear pre-sult of Mind’s Eye
I like viktor’s presults model btw. You hear about a sub’s effects, and then scripting from other subs you’ve listened to help you get those results.
I had made a request to make sure Mind’s Eye has training to help people develop visual abilities if they have aphantasia (the scientific term for inability to visualize)
then i watched a video on aphantasia (it was my first time ever digging into the topic)
then I had a conversation with a friend and it got onto the topic of aphantasia
then I was telling him all about how when I was a young child, I (according to my mom) had the MOST vivid visual imagination she had ever seen. I could spend a 12 hour cross-country car ride self-entertaining myself by visiting it, and whenever they asked me what I was doing I would always explain my visual imagination in great detail, I was in space, or I was talking to 7 ninjas, or whatever, I don’t know what 2 year old’s think about and I don’t personally remember this in the slightest.
To make a long story short, at 2 years old, I realized that nobody else had that intense visual imagination, I thought there was something wrong with me, and stopped talking about that world completely. I never mentioned it again, and if I was asked about it, I wouldn’t acknowledge it existed or ever had.
The presult was remembering that in the context of aphantasia and realizing that aphantasia wasn’t something I was born with but something I had self-imposed as a trauma response.
Now, I’m looking for a hypnotherapist to see if they can help me remember/access that world again.
