I allready did another pendulum test and it was still the same.
To clear it up, nobody was giving me shit or attacked me.
It was more like this:
Leo give me information
Leo help me
Leo I have a problem
Leo tell me more about plant medicine
Leo tell me more about energy
Leo help me with my relationship
Leo I nedd help with money,
Leo help me build…
Leo your the only one I tell this
Leo I trust you
Leo your my true frend
Leo this leo that for years, I never said no and never wanted something in return
Then 3 weeks ago
Me:
Hallo friends we are ready to drink medicine together, my best Frend (the shaman) is here.
Come and join us if you LIKE
Then 5 days ago I get a call from my best frend
Leo what have you done?
Me-??? What you mean
He- people are coming to the ceremonys but they don’t want to drink when you are there. They want it without you
Me- ??? What are you talking about
He- you will not like the answer
And he told me that this is the most unreel thing he ever witnessed and he himself is so perplexed that we will ask the medicine the next time we drink
3 days later I asked 1 (of 3 true friends) Frend for his opinion and instead of being sensitive (he saw that this is hitting me heavy) he stabbed right into it. He told me that he would never drink with me because he don’t trust me, he would never lay his hand in the fire for me.
I was shocked trough my whole core to her this.
I even cried in my bed.
Then I came to the conclusion it’s not worth anymore to help them or provide my energy.
Now I do Energy Business 
I give you when you give me
Bye bye I do my own thing now
I am still not over that whole story but I need to start a new and better one