I just ended my 5 days washout
Don’t really see any physical changes but I feel lots of emotional healing at this point, not wanted but really loved by my family and friends.
I no longer feel hurt or bitter about the past.
I’m getting results from my art custom though.
When I dream I don’t see my actual physical self, I see another version of me that looks very much as my ideal appearance.
Edit: there’s actually a physical change I experienced, I usually get big and painful pimples on my back (yuck) and I got a bad case of dark spots and scarring. Haven’t really seen my back but when I feel the skin of my back I only have a few smaller pimples right now.