Now that’s messed up. It might be that you’re running too many loops, or you’re experiencing recon or HoM doesn’t quite gel with you.
So look at your journal and do some introspection cause that’s clearly not HoM.
If it’s recon, just by letting him know he overstepped will start the snowball effect and sooner or later you’ll be more like the Medici.
How? By standing my ground and not letting him push me or not going to him while he should come to me.
Or telling him directly about these two incidents?
That depends on you. Look inwards, you know exactly what you have to do.
Washout should have ended yesterday but I think I’m currently in recon.
I’m experiencing a strong anxiety related, that gives me difficulties into getting asleep getting to sleep, tension etc.
The thoughts revolve around the need that the girl I’m currently dating look for me.
I knew she was into an “open relationship” from the start, but now it seems it is causing me anxiety.
I’ve also posted this a few days ago
So I think I’ll wait to start a new cycle, to see if it reduces
If he pushes you again, push him back. Then walk into him, look at him deep in the eyes and say these exact words: “This is the third time you’re pushing me. Be careful! I’m not the one you can play with like that”. Then walk away.
Make sure you push him back,! If you can’t do it then don’t even bother talking to him. Bullies only fear people who can push back or punch back. Don’t use words if you can’t show him first that you can push back too.
If you have any issue with doing what I just wrote then you need to do deep work on self-esteem, self-worth and standing up for yourself. HoM is a great ONLY if you already have those things figured out.
I would love to see anyone push me twice and not suffer consequences.
No cap, lmao.
One day I was feeling myself so much that I wore a black and white tailored suit for the hell of it. No special occasion or anything, I just felt really hot and needed to express it somehow.
I would also casually walk around the house with my shirt unbuttoned like I was some hot shit.
I think WANTED makes you feel attractive, sexy and good-looking. Like your self-image and etc.
Have you ever studied Judo or jiujitsu? These martial arts have concepts of using your opponents actions and energy against them. Some titles borrow similar concepts in handling other people. You can handle the energy of his pushing you long enough to turn it back onto him in other words. This will be more likely to put him in line while using almost none of your energy to do it.
I’ve been running Wanted ZP a long time and while it does give me aesthetic benefits, I’ve discovered (at least for me) all objectives light up when I start working out (my workouts are on and off and I’m back on my workouts lately)
So some advice might be to just give working out a try and it may convince your self-image that you are worth executing the WHOLE wanted script. At least for me this is the case. 
You should stack it with LD or Rebirth then as recon reveals to us the most immediate issues/missing links on the way to the goals of the sub we should work on. Those programs should also reduce the recon or the risk of it significantly.
No other sub has ever caused in me as a rapid and critical self-perception shift as WANTED did.
Thanks, but this was 2 weeks ago and it seems resolved.
At least for now
How is WANTED working for you right now?
Any shadow work?
I’m not noticing much in terms of self appreciation right now (I was in the beginning cycles), nor of seduction intuitions (I’m also using PS)
I’m still seeing glaces at me but I guess I’m less looking for that since I’m dating this girl.
I’m doing some polarity work, based on slavinsky’s studies.
On the emotional side I’ve also started some EFT here and there…
WANTED’s product description is nuts. I was reading it today going “god damn”.
The man that tickles at that something deep inside your very core, the closed forbidden book hiding untold secrets that you might just get if you gaze long enough at the arcane letters…
The man who arrests the gazes of women and fills their hearts with thoughts of equal measure sin and curiosity."
This is next level,
The freaky part is that the sub actually does that too, lol.
Wanted is some next level sorcery for sure. Every time I run it, the noodz chick talks to me again, even if it’s been weeks and weeks. And it isn’t like I PM her saying “I’m gonna run subs again”
Not sure if it’s a LATE bloom off RoS, or the unearthing action of Sanguine the Elixir, or WANTED which I just swapped into my stack but…
I’ve been feeling like I can stare deeper into the abyss lately, or rather when I glance into the abyss I come back with wisdom I didn’t even know I had.
Really excited for this upcoming chapter of my journey.
I am running WANTED, yes, to get my fuck on (with the condition that I am genuinely attracted to and feel a deeper emotion than lust for this person), but also to be able to meet the man inside me who is smoldering and mysterious and values himself highly.
Let the transformation begin!
I started running WANTED a couple of days ago (along with 3 other subs: DD, QL, and CFW). Here’s what I wrote in my journal:
About the last thing idk man if i am gonna be using wanted and not be the “crush” why even bother 
(jk)
To become women love consultant 
To become their ideal love (sex) incarnation. Those women I mentioned eagerly gave me all the information I would need to enchant them by displaying exactly those qualities they crave for just by adjusting my speech and behavioural patterns (calibration). One of them falls in platonic love, and her ideal love is “the Beauty and the Beast” love, and she is still a (very pretty) virgin at the age of around 30. The other lost her virginity with her husband at the age of 30 (now around 32 y.o.) and never had sex with anyone else, and is looking for some exciting adventure.
@Foreal open your mind. Women are not sex toys but human beings with their dreams and desires, and when you know what they are and incarnate them…