Actually I was allways proud to have very good social skills but Inner Circle shows me a new way of being and bringing value.
For example :today I visited someone, we agreed for a walk,so we go walking wit his dog. We both smoked Oregano and walked.
Before IC you could bring me to the point of checking out mentally after the 3rd time I get asked something and after starting to explain my momentary view the talking partner changes the subject with other questions that has nothing to do with the starter question. I can not even ask a question back and we are allready somwhere else. I get pissed internaly and ramp up the Anger to the point I could scream : if you wanna hear my point, then lisen and stay on topic.
And then the shit don’t calm down, I stay in anger until I go but this time I had the anger state but refused to give in, instead I try to catch him where he is: wordsalat
I figured out that i am pretty good at making a insalata mista and garnish the salad with many toppings and have fun with it.
So I traded serious anger of not getting heard–to-- let’s have fun and a memory that enriches both of our lives.
I loosen up, relax and enjoy the moment with the person I talk to.
Also a urge to better myself socially
I have alot to learn in this department
And somehow the right people find me
Let’s go
Edit: I start to like humans again, I lost that during lock down, I realy start to hate people and only now this turns back to pre lock down me.
That is great
Thank you Subliminalclub