I did, but I only kept it for a month. It was stressful and I felt bad about it, so I broke it off and then went on a months long soul searching journey about what I really want in love.
I felt bad for the girls because…well…I’m just that way sometimes. I wondered how low their self esteem was that they would want to be in a harem, especially given that I was pretty broke and didn’t feel I had much to offer. Actually, they all paid me for pretty much everything. They bought my drinks, paid for dinner, etc.
All of them had issues that made me feel worse. One, though gorgeous and a personal trainer, was recently divorced and felt unlovable in her heart.
Another, an amature fitness model, was chronically lonely and felt like a fish out of water having just moved to town.
The third an ex cam girl, thought I was her soul mate and felt unseen in her poly main relationship.
All of them started to get feelings and I think they all hoped I would take them on as my one and only. 2 of them expressed this to me.
So…yeah, that’s that. I did it, but in classic me fashion I ran before I could walk, felt bad about it, and quit. 