Just to give an update to y’all, wanted to let you know that I’m feeling much better today. Got recon-ed into oblivion yesterday but after working out and journaling, I do feel better.
I’ve done a lot of work, but a lot of work remains to be done. It will never end, that is the way of the superior man - it can’t end, if it does you have embraced death.
It’s only been 2 years since I started this journey. Why should I be surprised at the fact that there’s a lot more work to be done?
Furthermore, in those 2 years of work the 1 aspect I focused on the least is romance - so why the fuck should I be surprised that there’s a lot of work to be done in that avenue?
I got a career on track, I got my mental health on track, I got my physique on track, I got my social life on track and it’s only been 2 years of work in both of those aspects.
Good habits are automatically built and that’s what I’ve been doing over those 2 years. The next steps are to open up dating in my life, and to open up my side hustle in my life. I expect it to take a bit of time but I’ve done it before, and I think I’ll be able to get things going in no time.
WB’s internal work regarding my self image has been a true game changer. It has exposed to me just how much I tend to give others the benefit of the doubt before my self, and my lack of self love because of my perfectionist mindset that I don’t extend to others but criticize myself with, which makes no sense.
Some people need to cultivate their self love in one way, like what LBFH does via positivity, and a smooth nice ride. But I can’t lie, I have a feeling that WB’s blunt-force-trauma approach might be the best for me.