Ok Gentleman since this circle i am doing a SSX,Lovebomb,BDLM custom (3 loops so far) and a Daredevil,True Social,True Sell custom (1 loop so far)
First i have not noticed SSX like i did when i played the normal version,but slowly like a guid a voice is whispering and telling me things about the nature of women and seduction in my ears. I startet to loose fears and said hallo to women,then i started to let them know how hot i find them,then i gave out my nr to the ones i want in the bedroom,then i startet to speak my truth and my desires upfront, then they start to lick their lips when they see me all the time,then i immeadieatly ask for theyr nr if i see a women i like,rejection dosent bother me that much anymore,then i get compliments from women and men,then they start to loose their cool and go into spastic mode realy quick - i only stand next to them,then i completley lost any interest in pursuing women thinking to myself its not right that i run behind women,i want it the other way around because i am a beautyfull Man with a beautyfull heart and soul,i am enough and valuable so i am uniqe in the land of men.
Then yesterday i was in Bern for Apartment visitations and i searched for a place on the river to lay in the sun.
There is a secrect little beach ( 10 meters in lenght) i knew so i go there. Upon arrival a guy lays there naked,the moment he saw me,he panicked so i told him to relax,then asking him if he is gay. He said no. I told him i am also not gay and i will lay naked as well,so all is well please relax.
I layd naked there and other people are coming to the beach, i was just there and enjoyed the sun over my body,still naked, i felt how uncofortable the other people are with a naked man next to them but for me i just thought: you only see a natural beautyfull man.
Then 2 women passed me and start to giggle a bit because i have a smal dick,its a little chipolata when not errect but i can grow to 13 cm.so all is well.
I never interactted with somebody,i just layd there and enjoed myself and nature so much
Then my alarm clock rang and i have to go. I jumped into the river,washed myself and start to dress. The 2 women where also naked and from the conversatin i heard they are Fitness instructors. i looked them up slowly and with great pleasure,no shame and smiled,she smiled back very naturaly.
The moment i made the first 5 steps to leave they shouted in pleasure : hey you, do you want to stay and spend time with us?
I told them that i would love to stay with them but i have to go to visting apartaments so i can live here.
Then i left.
Looking back i should have gave them my Nr.
It still nags me a little,then i asked myself why i refused to do so? Ifelt heavy rejection in my chest and i knew that i have to heal some Mother issues. So i did heal them them moment i arrived at home yesterday.
Now i am ready to recive the good stuff in life
Next time Baby
i am ready now
when i upgrade to primal i am fucking the whole city
Gona make my harem of joy
Lets go