The way I’ve framed it. Self love isnt complacency or acceptance. It’s understanding in the present moment it’s OK to not be where you might want to be while on your journey to give yourself the best. Otherwise you end up in this cycle of "when i get x then ill feel good enough about myself " and thats a bad place to be because the goal posts constantly shift.
Stage one of DRR & KLaW ( Khan Love and War). I was running Emperor but I really want to see what DDR and KLaW work with LB.
I’m actually incredibly excited for what the future holds
Ever since my psychiatrist bumped up my Zoloft a bit I feel calmer and more chill than I have been potentially ever.
It’s a weird but cool feeling. Something I have aspired to after spending most of my life being called a spazz.
My silence freaks people out. I can’t tell you all how many times lately I have been asked if I’m mad or upset with someone just because I enjoy remaining quiet .
That’s coming from new emperor at least my experience . the most calm non reactionary behaviour and attitude . I love that .
I haven’t switched out New Emperor for Khan yet so I may stick with Emperor for a bit. That chill feeling is so weird but cool
I’m actually surprised that no one has mentioned running DR Phoenix, New Limitless, and New Emperor.
That stack right there is probably perfect for being stoic and having astounding emotional regulation
Law of One Quotes on Light and Love
The Law of One series tells us that light is alive. Photons are the most basic form of life in the universe, and we now have the science to prove it. The DNA phantom—the feminine force of love—is the vortex energy that surrounds and shapes the light. In the Law of One series, we are told that the universe is made of light and love—masculine and feminine—and that love is the force that shapes light. Our entire universe is built by light and love—the two primary manifestations of “intelligent infinity” after it becomes intelligent energy. The offspring of light and love are matter and biology, all of which is ultimately alive. Here are some key quotes where these connections are revealed.
13.9 Light…is the building block of that which is known as matter, the light being intelligent and full of energy.1472.4 The stones are alive. It has not been so understood by the [people] of your culture.148
64.6 Our understanding is that there is no other material except light.149
28.5 Question: What causes…light [to] condense into our physical or chemical elements?
Answer:…It is necessary to consider the enabling function of the focus known as Love. This energy is of an ordering nature.150
27.13 Love uses light, and has the power to direct light.151
6.4 The illusion [i.e., your physical universe] is created of light—or more properly but less understandably, light/love.1521.6 You are every thing, every being, every emotion, every event, every situation. You are unity. You are infinity. You are love/light, light/love. You are. This is the Law of One.153
If you haven’t you all should read this book. I first read it when I was 21 or 22
I don’t practice QiGong, but I felt this too!
Woah, I actually borrowed that book from a friend a few weeks ago. Got goosebumps when I saw this post lol.
This inspired one of my latest videos
This is a great book, alongside his Jonathan Livingstone Seagull. Great, short reads that deliver a powerful message of self-liberation.
With this sub, I forgot to mention anywhere, I also 100% get moments where I’m just admiring the beauty of things, like the orange to blue gradient of the dusk horizon or leaves falling from a tree in the breeze and it stirs up amazing and nostalgic feelings I haven’t felt since I was little.
That was one of my favorite books when I was a kid . No idea why it took me so long to read Illusions
Believe it or not I was reading No One Here Gets Out Alive around the same time
That’s the biography of Jim Morrison from the Doors
I’m jealous of you
I’m using 5s loops and thinking about using it only every 3 other days, or quitting because of the sleepiness and lazyness. I’m on my second cycle.
If I try a 5 minutes loop, do you think it would cause less sleepiness and lazyness?
What is your stack and how many minutes of each subs are you playing?
Do 30 seconds of each one every couple of days and only add more when recon is gone or under control.
I find myself filled with intolerance and resentment towards people generally when I’m in an active cycle (quite the opposite during washout) is this reconciliation? Specifically maybe that I find humanity as a whole distasteful? I’ve always found human nature itself offensive and this somehow creates resistance in myself like I’m having a hard time believing (subjectively) the good of humanity as a whole even though I’ve seen acts of kindness and done kind things myself.
I don’t really understand why I feel like an intolerant dick internally. @Lion, you’re highly empathetic and intuitive. Does this look like an Forgiveness towards humanity kind of situation? Or something else. Your comment I quoted seems to have sparked something for me.
Absolutely it is reconciliation. But it is a good thing. Love Bomb is bringing to the surface the thoughts and feelings we have to handle.
I had some of these come up with a couple of individuals in my life. I was sitting thinking about it and I forgave them when I didn’t feel like it.
Immediately, I felt a sort of softening and relaxation, and poof!, the resentment vanished. I felt liberated. Did some of this forgiveness for myself too (conciously) and it felt good.
Am not saying the experience will be exactly the same for everyone but it will have the same flavor since Saint confirmed the forgiveness scripting.
You can try forgiving and sending rays of love towards humanity. But I find it more easier to do it for individuals when I remember them or when I interact with them. It’s more managable in my book.
Oh believe me, I have had my days when I wanted to do horrible things to people when I was in so much emotional and/or physical pain. I think it was a way of wanting others to feel my pain although fortunately I don’t feel the same way now.
I was very much so a child and a young man. It had its benefits but it also had me in the friendzone a lot lol. Only after I somewhat balanced empathy with a few seduction skills, could I resolve that issue.
I really do think so. If the objective of LB is to turn you into a being of Love, then it has to bring to the surface things in us that are the opposite of love. Things like hate, resentment, anger, etc. That’s how we can deal with them.
Instesd of all of them being hidden deep inside us and coming out in dangerous ways when we are in a flight or fight situations or even in the most unexpected situations especially a triggering moment which touches a past trauma without us knowing it.
Instead of all that, Love Bomb reveals our trauma to us so that we can deal with them in a safe environment. Simply sit back and forgive. Yes, even if we don’t feel like doing so, forgive.
All those feelings of hate, anger, jealousy, etc are all too much of a burden to bear and LB is here to lighten the load with it’s beautiful but sometimes necessarily direct love scripting.