With this sub, I forgot to mention anywhere, I also 100% get moments where I’m just admiring the beauty of things, like the orange to blue gradient of the dusk horizon or leaves falling from a tree in the breeze and it stirs up amazing and nostalgic feelings I haven’t felt since I was little.
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That was one of my favorite books when I was a kid . No idea why it took me so long to read Illusions
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Believe it or not I was reading No One Here Gets Out Alive around the same time
That’s the biography of Jim Morrison from the Doors
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I’m jealous of you 
I’m using 5s loops and thinking about using it only every 3 other days, or quitting because of the sleepiness and lazyness. I’m on my second cycle.
If I try a 5 minutes loop, do you think it would cause less sleepiness and lazyness?
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What is your stack and how many minutes of each subs are you playing?
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Do 30 seconds of each one every couple of days and only add more when recon is gone or under control.
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I find myself filled with intolerance and resentment towards people generally when I’m in an active cycle (quite the opposite during washout) is this reconciliation? Specifically maybe that I find humanity as a whole distasteful? I’ve always found human nature itself offensive and this somehow creates resistance in myself like I’m having a hard time believing (subjectively) the good of humanity as a whole even though I’ve seen acts of kindness and done kind things myself.
I don’t really understand why I feel like an intolerant dick internally. @Lion, you’re highly empathetic and intuitive. Does this look like an Forgiveness towards humanity kind of situation? Or something else. Your comment I quoted seems to have sparked something for me.
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Absolutely it is reconciliation. But it is a good thing. Love Bomb is bringing to the surface the thoughts and feelings we have to handle.
I had some of these come up with a couple of individuals in my life. I was sitting thinking about it and I forgave them when I didn’t feel like it.
Immediately, I felt a sort of softening and relaxation, and poof!, the resentment vanished. I felt liberated. Did some of this forgiveness for myself too (conciously) and it felt good.
Am not saying the experience will be exactly the same for everyone but it will have the same flavor since Saint confirmed the forgiveness scripting.
You can try forgiving and sending rays of love towards humanity. But I find it more easier to do it for individuals when I remember them or when I interact with them. It’s more managable in my book.
Oh believe me, I have had my days when I wanted to do horrible things to people when I was in so much emotional and/or physical pain. I think it was a way of wanting others to feel my pain although fortunately I don’t feel the same way now.
I was very much so a child and a young man. It had its benefits but it also had me in the friendzone a lot lol. Only after I somewhat balanced empathy with a few seduction skills, could I resolve that issue.
I really do think so. If the objective of LB is to turn you into a being of Love, then it has to bring to the surface things in us that are the opposite of love. Things like hate, resentment, anger, etc. That’s how we can deal with them.
Instesd of all of them being hidden deep inside us and coming out in dangerous ways when we are in a flight or fight situations or even in the most unexpected situations especially a triggering moment which touches a past trauma without us knowing it.
Instead of all that, Love Bomb reveals our trauma to us so that we can deal with them in a safe environment. Simply sit back and forgive. Yes, even if we don’t feel like doing so, forgive.
All those feelings of hate, anger, jealousy, etc are all too much of a burden to bear and LB is here to lighten the load with it’s beautiful but sometimes necessarily direct love scripting.
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I’ve tried that in the past and it didn’t work, but thanks for tying to help.
I think I’m just going to quit LB.
I listened to about 1.5 cycles so I might get some results as soon as I start to wash out (actually I already started today and I’m just listening to Ascension now).
Actually I don’t know what should I introspect using Love Bomb. Maybe that’s why recon doesn’t go away? Or it just means my work with Love Bomb is done?
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Recon wouldn’t be a thing if you were “done”.
When you’re in the midst of the recon, what seems “missing” in your life? Or what are the predominant moods and thoughts?
The answers to those questions can help start to diagnose the constraint.
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OK, I’ve now done that analysis. Do you want me to paste it here or just bringing it to the surface is enough for the subs to process it?
In my experience, I think this sub causes recon when you’re not taking time to yourself to relax and recharge and/or you’re working too much or too hard, because that’s kinda the opposite of self-love, you know?
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I can see that.
I’m pushed or have urges to “take care” of my self to the point of being in the couch sleeping in the afternoon, not wanting to go to the gym, no caring too much about my diet anymore because “I deserve to eat something that makes me feel good”, I spend to much time caring about my looks because I have to take care of my body and face, I stay too much time in bed.
But the thing is that I don’t do anything at all related to work at this stage, I’m procrastinating completely. At least if I’m relaxing, I could go to the beach, but I’m lazy even for going to the beach, I just stay in the couch with this sub.
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BTW, I don’t consider working the opposite of Self Love.
Working brings me to conquer goals, status, nice experiences, adventures, challenges, and all of that makes me feel good, and for me those things which make me feel good are self love too.
At the gym I loose my strength with Love Bomb and I get tired easily too.
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Lol yeah, I think it’s possible that LB does/can make a person more lazy, so for you stoners out there this is probably a good sub 
Yeah I know what you mean, like working hard can be considered self-love because you’re going after your goals, making money, etc. but yeah the self-love of LB seems to be more aimed at personal/spiritual/body/health self-love. I could be wrong though. And yeah at the gym you may be less motivated because “take it easy man, you don’t have to go that hard on yourself, you’re fine and lovable the way you are” lol know what I mean? For the goals you listed I’d run something like Ascension or Emperor though (or Genesis/Daredevil).
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I think love bomb one of its results is that it works on my addiction and heal the trauma behind the addiction
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I’m remembering when I was running LB and Emperor almost 2 months back. One day that inner protection came up (quietly I’ll add), and I just would not put myself around my housemate. I’ve let him “kidnap” my time often, and he’s oblivious to cues and body language saying otherwise. I’ve felt used often.
I then read LB’s objectives.
I wasn’t protecting myself. And due to a low self-worth, boundaries have consistently felt very difficult to stand up for.
But that self-imposed isolation to protect myself was a real gift. I had never experienced it before. I’m bringing LB back into my stack (for other reasons), yet I’ll look for this.
This is great, it’s what my mom also experienced with LB, that and my guidance helped her take charge of a similar situation where she would feel imprisoned by a very demanding neighbor, but then she finally was able to put a clear boundary and overcome the people pleasing victim mentality and she is now free from this situation and empowered for the future.
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