Man…Love Bomb is really something. Ksub is right, this title is step one. If this updated version of LB existed when I first joined, I would have faired better with Dragon Reborn than I did.
I understand now, why my customs weren’t that effective. Especially the physical shifting elements. In German New Medicine, they talk about weight/weight loss issue as related to Self worth/esteem. I remember Palpatine commenting on a post way back about how my body was really good at holding weight (140ish) because I have such a hard time losing. My self esteem has been rock bottom my whole life and this 3rd cycle(washout as of yesterday) has me seeing the connections to the past. I think Love Bomb is the key for the weight to start coming off.
I’ve been quite depressed the past two weeks, I had moved to night shift 3 weeks ago and according to Google, night shift can increase/cause depression. Something happened today. I saw my barber for a haircut and we were talking about leveling up, changing who you hang around, how negativity is easy but positivity is uphill or takes conscious effort comparatively speaking. This is all stuff I know or heard before but hearing it the way I did made something click and the drive home I felt that subconsciously I’ve been using my environment, circumstances and reality as reasons not to try. Reasons to let my home and myself go. To loiter at work, I’ve been struggling with gratitude since I started Love Bomb. It seemed like for these cycles I’ve been experiencing the opposite of the objectives.
But tonight, in my car I realized “just because the world is going to shit or the future looks dark, does not mean you can’t love yourself anyway” - as much as that seems obvious and a duh statement…subconsciously it wasn’t that way for me.
I got home and started cleaning, in detail like wiping down cabinets kind of stuff. I took a roll of paper towels and spray and cleaned my shower intimately. I accomplished wiping the ceiling which I’d avoided for a year. It seems that my outer world is a reflection of my inner world and something got reconciled today and I took action. Granted my whole house isn’t spotless lol, but this was a huge manifestion of an inner world change.
There are only 3 or so objectives that I can honestly say that I’m noticing.
Shift focus from external validation to internal strength, building an unshakeable fortress of self-acceptance and resilience.
Integrate daily revelations of enlightenment into one’s being, tailored uniquely through the New Subliminal Experience. (This one, I believe happened today)
Refine one’s inner essence through the crucible of life itself, revealing a profound authenticity, resilience, and wisdom.
Navigate the complexities of human connection with grace and wisdom, building tranquil and enriching interactions.
This last one above - I notice that when talking to people, my voice/body language seems more enthusiastic. Even when I was depressed or feeling low or empty with myself, I seemed to transform or display positivity towards other regardless. It was only within myself that the negativity or low vibration was affecting and portraying externally like a signal.
I said previously that I’ve been at 4 minutes with minimal reconciliation. I’m starting to think I was mistaken, that I just attributed my depression to night shift instead of realizing it could be recon also. I will be holding steady at 4 minutes for awhile after this profound change.
For anyone whose curious. I listen MWF(weekends off) for 3 weeks, taking 7 to 9 day washouts on that last week. This washout will be 9 days and will resume cycle 4 on July 1st. Also I am only using LB and Quantum Limitless. I start stage 3 on July 1st. I start at 30 seconds and end with 3 minutes followed by a 15 minute loop on my last day before washout.
Edit: I forgot to say that I’ve been asking myself things like “Is this going to help me” or “Will doing this or eating that help me accomplish my goals”
I was at the grocery store and thoughts of things I usually get were on my mind but tonight those questions above started running through my mind and I could only answer “No, it won’t help me accomplish the things I say I want” and therefore bought less and spent less money. I’m starting to honor myself instead of sabotaging myself. What an amazing mindset, I can only imagine how much better life is going to get now.
This is quite a title @SaintSovereign. It runs deep and I’m really grateful to you for scripting this. I think whatever is happening within me has been so sorely needed for so long. Dragon Reborn was great but I think had I listened to this first, I’d have had more breakthroughs. Maybe I’ll try it down the road. I’m starting to see the value in myself that I desperately wanted others to see and tell me I had, all my life (which no one ever did)
I actually had a moment the other day where I saw some fireflies in my backyard and a flash of a memory of me as a kid holding one in my hand and seeing the glow and feeling child like joy…I felt a glimpse of that. It’s been so long since I’ve experienced a joyful moment or let myself see something beautiful without dismissing it. Thank you for creating this title. I feel like my heart is slowly thawing from the decades of cold ice this world built around it.