Time for a change 🤘

[James]

@SoulFire

Thank you for clarifying I was really starting to wonder what’s wrong with this guy!

But seriously from what I’ve read from you I don’t think you’re any of these things, to me you’re pretty funny and seeking a serious change or a way to breath this life fully, lots of us in the same boat, at least I am, you’re one of the people in here I can relate to so thanks for being around and for being you.

Yeah I’m a douche canoe. I’m surprised I haven’t been banned. Definitely something to aspire to

Seriously what you said means a lot to me. I had a really bad night last night and in some weird way I had a massive epiphany or aha moment as to what my priorities are and what needs focusing on. I’ve spent so much of my life trying to control things and wanting people and situations to change so I didn’t have to. There is the truth

Thank you so much for all your support as cheesy as that sounds

[Parsifal]

I hope you know that we love you, kinda.

[James]

@Parsifal

kinda

Right back at ya. Sort of

[James]

Ran a one minute loop of QL St 1

[James]

If the universe is not fixed than neither are you

[James]

Ran a one minute loop of DRR St 1 and a one minute loop of Love Bomb

My stack currently is

Love Bomb
QL St 1
DRR St 16

Still thinking about Rebellious Love a lot. That it’s quite literally a form of Rebellion to love yourself. Really love yourself.

[James]

[SoulFire]

I felt that quote exactly yesterday going to the store.

Primal is very freeing and I’m starting to feel like my presence is challenging the entire status quo of conditioned behavior around me.

It’s kinda intense but I’m guessing once one becomes firmly established in this inner freedom then it becomes more like a fun game rather than spiritual warfare.

[James]

I’m starting to think that the recon I am getting from DRR St 1 is because despite being a hyperactive kid and getting into trouble I had it stuck in my mind that I had to do my best not to upset or inconvenience anyone. That I was literally forced into caring about people , situations, and things I couldn’t honestly give a flying fuck about. I always felt overwhelmed and stressed out about whatever just to make other people happy or at least momentarily content so they left me alone

Despite the way I look I am probably more mentally and emotionally rigid than anything. I feel this also played into what seems like a life long obsession with comparing myself or my life to other people

I don’t know how to just say " fuck it" and let it all go. The thing I desperately want and need more than anything

[James]

I’ve decided to start using voice to text to reply to my my journal or whatever because as I’m sitting there trying to type I end up losing my train of thought and I found that this is way easier. My replies and my entries may become substantially longer now

[James]

I just realized I say “whatever” a lot

[James]

Just realized that I accidentally ran Love Bomb for Humanity yesterday instead of the regular Love Bomb. That’s okay though.People have been so nice to me all day. It’s been awesome

One of the neat things that happened today is that I got a call from my doctor’s office about a pre-op appointment for my eye surgery on Thursday and because Friday I had gotten a call saying that the appointment that was I supposed to have for tomorrow was going to be canceled because the doctor was going to be out.This morning a lady called me and said they we have an opening for an appointment Wednesday afternoon for pre-op. I said I’m there

Could be the two LB’s working together too

[RVconsultant]

@James

Yeah I’m a douche canoe. I’m surprised I haven’t been banned.

Please stop talking or thinking about yourself like that.

You’ve come a long ways in 2+ years!

[James]

Ran a one minute loop of LB using my Audio-Technica headphones and made sure the Dolby Atmos was turned off. I decided to run an experiment on myself to see if maybe part of the reason why I don’t necessarily get the results I am looking for.

Not complaining. Just curious. I read about how important and life changing self love is and it’s sometimes all I can think about. I guess it could be worse. I just want to be the best version of me there is and that starts with Self Love

[James]

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@SaintSovereign Does consciously working on changing your self talk count as taking action with LB?

[James]

Just ran a 30s loop of DRR St 1 with the Audio-Technica and the Dolby Atmos turned off. Taking my time with this title. I really want to see how far I can grow and who I become in the process.

That’s why I’m only running these two titles for now and using studio headphones with every listening.

[James]

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I ran a minute loop last night using my studio headphones. Today has gone a lot better than I was thinking it would and I feel OK. I have lost seven pounds since I went to the doctor back on May 14th. A bit nervous about my eye surgery tomorrow but I may run a minute loop of Love Bomb for Humanity in the morning.

[SoulFire]

I always love me a good general anesthesia, junkie at heart over here , good luck with the surgery!

[James]

Cataract surgery on my right eye is done and went well. Follow up appointment tomorrow afternoon.

[James]

My birthday is today. The big 56. Off to run errands.