Total Breakdown is removing artificial layers, enveloping and suffocating who I truly am, one by one, gradually and mercilessly. A lot of societal programming related to the social game, dominance, romance and sex have finally got removed on the subconscious level, meaning I had been aware of those societal fallacies, yet I couldn’t live in accordance with that knowledge. Not anymore. The sense of social and sexual freedom is immense and living in accordance with it is just pure joy.
I’ve also realized what is the weakest psychological persona in me that stems from my weaknesses and insecurities (a social “yes” man) and I’ve started actively dismantling it by taking the right action (action that contradicts and undermines that persona’s modus operandi). Doing so is as easy as breathing and yields immediate and profound results. I’m building up the best version of myself for real.
The shadow work on TB is insane it terms of the results I’m getting. I’m getting to the core of my dark side (a beautiful, cold and cruel beast), letting it surface and take its right place in my overall psychological makeup and behaviour. I’m becoming a truly powerful man. The immensity of the power I’m acquiring, and at a lighting speed, is just mind-blowing. I WANT MORE!
I’ve been running TB for around six weeks now.
The latter.