Manifesting solutions for your recon, hot damn. NSE going hard
this gave me flashbacks jesus
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The first cycle was just like what Psiklou described: Anger, Sadness/Anguish, and sometimes getting so irritated that I was glad that I wasnāt in a work environment with pesky co-workers or a bad boss.
Iām in the middle of my second cycle right now, and that wave like nature of Stage 1 is becoming apparent to me: on some days, I feel bad, all the insecurities come up in me, I look at them and get to the point where I feel like I can do better than that, the bad feelings dissipate and the next day I usually feel euphoric and confident. Unfortunately, the euphoria is usually like the calmness before the next storm. But I understand that it is necessary to work through decades of self-identification with a weak-as-hell inner frame that evidently did not help me manifest the kind of reality I want to live in, so why bother holding on to it? Why avoid the pain or change subs to hide from the painful process?
What surprises me, so far, is that a side-effect of the removal of limitations is that I feel a constantly growing ambition, a kind of righteous anger(āwhy do I not already have what I want?ā) and I constantly experience flashes of insight that are sometimes hard to put into words. It is as if more āprocessing powerā(I donāt like comparing human consciousness with computers, but this is for a lack of better words) has been freed up, so now I am connecting already existing dots of information in myself.
It will be very interesting to see what Stage 2 will bring.
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Pleasantly surprised with my workout motivation and physique progress on Khan 1. This has been an issue on all stages of Khan on the previous version. I do take a ton of conscious action with my diet/training, and have been lifting consistently for 15 years, but Iāve been overall very health conscious and regimented throughout this cycle. I felt like over the past year I really started to age quite a bit (mainly from lifestyle, stress, partying, etc) , but overall feeling a lot more comfortable with appearance the last couple, and finding that I look thicker, and overall more masculine. Not sure if thereās physical shifting in this, or just a change in perception of how I view myself, but happy so far that I donāt feel a need to take up a spot in my stack for health/physical shifting.
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I hate to disappoint you but I am anything but The Messiah
ah yes you are funny : )
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Anyone stack New Khan with Dragon Reborn Limit Destroyer? Iām curious to know if itās too much healing?
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I would not recommend stage 1 with limit destroyer. After stage 1 I think you should be chill.
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You could stack Genesis with Limit Destroyer, and then move on to Khan TB. Preferably run Khan solo.
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Too much healing
Like someone discovered the subliminal version of the legendary 100% bacteria killing hand sanitizer
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I see that heavy broā¦
Like I donāt even look at mirrors anymore I legit do not care at all.
You get to a point where u realize physical appearance doesnāt really matter as long as u healthy and well groomed.
Itās just accepting who you are yenno
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. Have you started Stage 2 yet? First time here sticking to TB all the way through, hyped to see what happens here after clearing out all the limiting beliefs.
This is very important, but this view only becomes natural when you have a congruent inner frame that is full of self-love and self-worth. I find that when you are primarily driven by victim-mentality, like me right now, you misuse some perceived lack in your physical appearance as a coping mechanism to blame for your failures and to avoid taking steps towards inner healing. Itās an insidious form of self-deception.
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One-way that I got over this is challenging my beliefsā¦ And really seeing how false they are
For exampleā¦ I used to think girls didnāt like me cause I was physically unattractiveā¦ That I had to be good looking to get girls
Now that implies that the absolute truth of this world is that good looking guys get the girls and that bad looking guys donāt get girls ā¦
Iāve legit seen proof that it is not true. Iāve seen good looking guys with girls I consider ugly and bad looking guys with the hottest girls consistentlyā¦
It was actual proof that it is not the truth. Because if something is an absolute truth there wouldnāt be soon many instances where it is proven false
I got publically rejected by this girl I thought was cute only to later get a number to a girl who was cuter than the girl who rejected me.
Always look for instances where the āruleā is brokenā¦ Ex. Girls only like rich guysā¦ Meanwhile youāll see the hottest girl ever with this broke surfer lolā¦ Thereās always evidence that makes ur brain go crazy
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Yeah I switched to stage 2 after about 20 days of TB ā¦
Iām just shocked I have had zero recon on TB
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If it is proven false it is not the truth
Truth is probably the hardest thing ever to findā¦ I truly think the truths of this world are either common sense or they donāt exist
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same here, I donāt feel like the hottest guy in the room like with WB but my physical appearance is not anymore a criteria for validating myself somehow. So I donāt feel hot but I donāt need to feel hot to be self-validated. I feel something else, not sure what. I was looking at myself this morning as I have a big nose (it use to be something I was ashamed of growing up). With WB I was like my big nose is sexy and is a part of my sexy face, here itās like itās big itās there, so what.
How is stage 2, compared to stage 1?
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You see Iām nearing the end of my first cycle of the new tb and things were not that bad in comparison to the first time but at the same time i donāt really feel the need to switch the second stage . No program jumping for once lol.
now im curious if recon is telling me that i dont need to stay on stage one for so long
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Too early to tell honestlyā¦ Maybe voice cause it sounds amazing rnā¦
Slightly getting more ambitious rn literally challenging all my beliefs and desires
More willpowerā¦ just doing more things I donāt like and challenging myself more.
Thatās pretty much it rnā¦ only been a few days
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As I went full loop thru Khan St1 - 4(changed to update in Stage 4), I am back to Stage 1. And I have to also testify that recon on updated St1 doesnāt seem to be so heavy as during old one. Of course it can be the fact that worst things went away during first time, but it feels different.
Not so much anger and depression, but I feel more tired with need of a lot of sleep.
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