It’s going OK. Debating just running Khan solo for a while or stack it with TWTP because gaining a fuck ton of internal personal power is my main goal at the moment. The extreme lack of it has been probably the major issue I have had most of my life. I always feel helpless and it makes me crazy.
I feel that although I often try to express myself I at some point allow myself to be bulldozed over and I don’t know how to fix that any other way. I’m just tired of feeling weak and that I have very very limited options. I honestly feel that I finally understand why people don’t get married , have kids or pets , or settle down. It’s a major hindrance or obstacle to walking away if needed. That doesn’t mean I’m unhappy with my marriage or anything. I just understand that sacrificing extreme personal freedom must be made to make things work. It’s not bad it’s just the way it goes
I would like to balance that out with as much internal power as possible. I want to know within myself that no matter what happens I can achieve my long term goals.
@Sub.Zero How are you?
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