It’s likely that by this statement here your unconscious belief just made itself known that it’s unsafe to go to higher states of awareness. With such a belief active, it can be very challenging to do that, if you want to of course.
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An actual “higher perspective”, if properly integrated should ideally accomplish the opposite, including empowering you in the physical so you can grow your “Eden on Earth”. Spirituality without being grounded and practical is ofc just mental masturbation.
You´re talking about being megalomaniac, which is a totally different outcome, those who´ve been there know the difference.
Anyways, we´re getting OT here.
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It’s going OK. Debating just running Khan solo for a while or stack it with TWTP because gaining a fuck ton of internal personal power is my main goal at the moment. The extreme lack of it has been probably the major issue I have had most of my life. I always feel helpless and it makes me crazy.
I feel that although I often try to express myself I at some point allow myself to be bulldozed over and I don’t know how to fix that any other way. I’m just tired of feeling weak and that I have very very limited options. I honestly feel that I finally understand why people don’t get married , have kids or pets , or settle down. It’s a major hindrance or obstacle to walking away if needed. That doesn’t mean I’m unhappy with my marriage or anything. I just understand that sacrificing extreme personal freedom must be made to make things work. It’s not bad it’s just the way it goes
I would like to balance that out with as much internal power as possible. I want to know within myself that no matter what happens I can achieve my long term goals.
@Sub.Zero How are you?
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Stage 1, solo, after a proper 5-day washout.
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Do you mean that you actually feel good on stage 1?
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For the most part I have felt good on stage 1 myself
I have been gradually able to let go of shit I have held on to for most of my life. I want to dig deep with this which is why I am running each stage for three to four cycles each
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They are completely different titles, in the stacking recommendations under the sales page they are both recommended to be stacked
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I saw that they were recommended to stack but I wasn’t sure how accurate that was
How has the recon been from Khan ST1 for you?
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I believe they will stack exceptionally well together
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I guess we will find out
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Ran an old Khan-PCC custom. One way to describe it is Khan mobilized. Things that happened:
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It illuminated what I could do with the Khan knowledge and how to use it.
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Adds a layer of perception about management, coordination, pitfalls, and things that won’t work.
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Speech pattern changes.
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On solo Khan + solo PCC my manager at civilian job was confused why she got lost in a trance and started following me and snapped out of it really quick and was like “Oh wait, I’m in charge, why I am doing this. There has to be good rapport first and then this combination will accelerate it like gas on fire
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From my point of view, Khan is like a bigass heavy rock. It takes a lot of force to move it and get the mothafucka rolling, but once it starts rolling… one simply doesn’t stop Khan.
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Lmao yeah can’t differentiate the cognitive boost from SB or RM but that’s the other one…
Great combo so far
Yup, even on stage 1.
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People have begun to take barbs and the masculine aggression has come back in full force with greater self understanding . Also becoming more understanding of women in a way that I thought was difficult but all of a sudden I can just look at a past situation and be like “so that’s why she was like that”Even though I am not a people pleaser I do tend to have a very all or nothing view towards conflict which is usually I avoid it entirely or I got completely scorched earth which has lead to some problems in the past especially with family members .
I’m very critical of my circle now and actually want to cut some people off or at least am very comfortable with letting people go their own way .
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Textbook reconciliation: burst of anger, sadness, foul mood. I almost snap like every hour. Yet I still do what I got to do. I give eye contact. But I am not at full cojones power.
I am on day 4 of washout and I can’t say I feel I am fearless or Uberconfident yet. Funny because I was feeling on top of the world on WB. I was eager to move on to stage 2. I will reassess on day 6.
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Lol sh*t. Were you doing the full 15 minute loops?
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Yeah st1 doesn’t install confidence. It removes stuff that hold you from being confident. After that you need to see what beliefs one’s have to promote self confidence.
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Yes, spaced out by +/-4 days depending on the recon level. But this is my experience, a few others like @BlackSheep and @Vinci are enjoying it like it’s nothing 
Yet if this is what it takes to be a mofo Khan, so be it.
Have you read the sales page?
Even if it is not as hype as Stark Black’s copy, with the latest progress the dudes have done on their tech I believe this version of Khan can take us quite far.
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