appreciate that bro!
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I dont know why but this made me feel good here on the forum. I sometimes forget other people here are very much aware of these concepts and know faaaaaar more than me which is very inspiring. Thank you for reminding me.
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I was very spiritual in the past but ever since i started obsessing over money and martial arts i lost this part in me
Maybe i should try astral projection 
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What stage are you running at the moment?
@Dantes did you really just say this?
āNot getting much results except Iām getting famous af!ā
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Everyoneās always asking us for secrets and knowledge, and I always give the same warning: sometimes itās better to simply live a good and honest life than to pursue power like that.
Thereās a reason that the MYSTERIES song has that line: āFor who could look back and say theyāre alright / once the mysteries come alive.ā
Life becomes much more complicated in ways you canāt predict as your worldview starts to crumble and you can see from a higher perspective. And seeing from a higher perspective sometimes means having existence crises, one of which I am attempting to resolve now.
Itās not necessarily fun.
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Iāll put it back. It just hit me that usually these types of posts have an adverse effect of people ignoring the warning and theyāll start doing exactly what I warned about.
Itās become absolutely crazy how people will hear some āadvanced knowledgeā on TikTok and then come running here either accusing us of using it, or offering āknowledgeā or start rambling about the soul and demanding that we include ātheir teachingsā in our products.
There is a reason that many, if not all ancient texts are heavily encoded, and why I personally donāt even want to know these secrets.
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unga bunga : ) life is good
jokes aside Saint Im very sorry to hear you deal with these things (including certain kinds of people and what the knowledge you had acquired brings).
I hope you will be able to reconcile things soon and feel better.
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Itās off topic but i absolutely love your posts 
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awh man : ) Thank you that made my week!
At the same time I feel and know that I know nothing and this was a great reminder of that to me. This conversation going on right here fuels my hunger to learn more than ever before. Im so glad for all of you guys and grateful to be here alive and with access to this forum. It forms me as human being deeply and I hope to one day repay you all and the world in abundance for all what it had given me.
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One, who has mastered his heart and wild imagination, and sees things as they are, doesnāt gaze into the darkness but dwells peacefullly in the light of the day.
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You know, ever since I had a deeper look during the time I was away, and then started learning and discovering more, Iāve changed quite a lot.
To the point that now, when I run something that has WB or Khan makes me feel like Iām limiting my growth by continuously chasing worldly desires, which is exactly why Chosen has become my main āAnchorā now.
This is also why SBās expressing less of the OG starkās flamboyance, and expressing the fame by making me the center of things, like being the main topic of conversations of the higher management, or being the only one who somehow has the exact connections or skill someone needs to sort out things, which has honestly helped me out a lot with how people see me and treat me, like just a few hours ago, I was at work and someone asked me to be the deputy director of the marketing committee for a specific tournament happening in May of this year, thatās big for someone who just completed his first year at the organization
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I think this is the result of not seeing from a high enough perspective. Any time we have an existence crisis, we have to go to an even higher perspective and the crisis resolves on its own.
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Yet, too high a perspective may make you tumble intoā¦ madness.
Nietzsche, the old master at the game of perspectives, experienced that Icarian fall. I would stick to the earthly, and try to make the most of it by growing my Eden on Earth.
How is your progress on Khan?
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Itās likely that by this statement here your unconscious belief just made itself known that itās unsafe to go to higher states of awareness. With such a belief active, it can be very challenging to do that, if you want to of course.
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Itās going OK. Debating just running Khan solo for a while or stack it with TWTP because gaining a fuck ton of internal personal power is my main goal at the moment. The extreme lack of it has been probably the major issue I have had most of my life. I always feel helpless and it makes me crazy.
I feel that although I often try to express myself I at some point allow myself to be bulldozed over and I donāt know how to fix that any other way. Iām just tired of feeling weak and that I have very very limited options. I honestly feel that I finally understand why people donāt get married , have kids or pets , or settle down. Itās a major hindrance or obstacle to walking away if needed. That doesnāt mean Iām unhappy with my marriage or anything. I just understand that sacrificing extreme personal freedom must be made to make things work. Itās not bad itās just the way it goes
I would like to balance that out with as much internal power as possible. I want to know within myself that no matter what happens I can achieve my long term goals.
@anon78457040 How are you?
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Stage 1, solo, after a proper 5-day washout.
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Do you mean that you actually feel good on stage 1?
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For the most part I have felt good on stage 1 myself
I have been gradually able to let go of shit I have held on to for most of my life. I want to dig deep with this which is why I am running each stage for three to four cycles each
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