If they release a free anti-recon track that would also be very nice to stack with Khan.
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Thats a good idea have to keep on pushing thru this will help. When they said not for the faint of heart there is no kidding should be the title of it. The good part is it helps one walk thru it.
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Khan can be tough, but itās very rewarding. Take it easy, lol.
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Took about 25 days to wash out from khan st2 wasnāt really planning on continuing currently thought of postponning it as i dont want sexuality and women to be on forefront of my mind currently, wanted a break from that, khan st2 abundence of women is taxing enough lol.
But funny sort of feeling came in after 20days i felt khan st3 calling to me, i didnt intend on running it, i felt exactly how i knew i would be already deep into st3 how i would feel, think, act, moveā¦
And so i headed the call and ran st3.
From first loop.
Initial feeling of raw aggressive sexuality that translates into dominance, overall a successful executive vibe.
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I cannot explain how transformational both have been in my journey
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Also on khan i feel more often craving to eat like an opulent king, good quality meats and in general testosterone boosting foods.
I know for me it would be impossible to be vegan on khan.
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Not sure if itās the EB or Khan ST1, but Iāve realized Iāve been holding a soft spot for people who probably donāt deserve it.
Like my āFriendsā whom i thought they really cared, but looking back, I was just paying attention to they said, not what they actually did.
I always had this feeling something was off(For years) but I brushed it off as me overthinking. Now Iām realizing Iāve been avoiding the real deal.
Curious to know if anybody had a similar realization.
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Is it possible to get the high definition (wallpaper) of Khan product image? Itās so good. 
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Maybe AI can do that.
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Itās a good idea, but instead of fiddling around with AI and it might work or not, I thought to ask.
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I did deep shadow work on @acid few weeks ago, it was quite an experience tbh. I stumbled upon an artist on Spotify called Peter Gundry, his music has very strong occult influence. I particularly felt a calling towards one of his albums called Goetia (back then I had no idea what it means) and I used it in my shadow work and came out completely transformed. Since then Iāve been feeling a strong urge to run Khan but Iāve always avoided it cz āit makes me angryā, but I started it again and boy oh boy, it brings out that adversarial spirit in me that can conquer the world, now I can truly feel itās power and can channel my rage properly. It is the sub for me! I have also added AoW and Sage Immortal and it has turned me into a crazy wise strategist at work who doesnāt take shit from anyone yet understands you canāt just call someone an asshole, but instead play chess moves to play the power game. Oh btw, I also started learning chess after that shadow work session. Now Iāve been reading more and more about Goetia and other related stuff.
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Just checked this out, sounds absolutely terrifying to listen to on acid lol.
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I stumbled upon him 10 years ago while in my deepest depression and burnout.
His music was very fitting for my mental state.
Only at a point I noticed that it made me even more depressed.
I even thought his music had demonic qualities.
Still, I love especially his dark vampire waltz
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I chose his music for that specific reason and discovered an incredible source of power within me as I stayed with the fearā¦ I also had visions of me as shadow child holding hands with lilith and lucifer which gave me the knowledge that my parents suppressed shadow is them and they nurtured me all throughout my childhood so one day I could connect with that shadow and merge it into me. Now if I feel fear, I go āooo you got incredible power over me, I allow myself to reclaim that power nowā and I feel a sense of power that could instill fear, i feel lust and do the same, i become lust, my wife who used to be super bully is now very feminine and seeks my approval and says I am so intelligent and she finds it sexy (she never talked this way before)ā¦ Shadow integration really helps these subs from what iāve noticed, cz then you donāt get in the way
Edit: So iam now noticing that my rage has started to become more sophisticatedā¦ iam starting to go up levels if someone tries to bully me, i make arguments, i stay calm yet respond from a place of powerā¦ i self stimulate myself to connect with Lust and feel itās power and I become lust, and as soon as I do that I feel like a natural control over if I want to let that energy flow through me or bust out of me in the primal way, Khan develops a very deep level of Will which helps you command on a very deep levelā¦ I now really feel like I am āchoosingā ā¦ Slowly all daily regrets (oh i should have said that, done that) are fading away, every mistake is becoming a data point and iam starting to get a thrill out of it, cz it means il be better next timeā¦ Itās a weird feeling tbh, i used to attach guilt and shame to all this earlierā¦ now I am an asshole if the circumstances call for it.
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Goetia got me started/manifested subliminal journey.
There is one spirit known for alchemical transformation of lead into gold refering to inner qualities.
And since then i found DR and been moving in direction of my set intentions for a long while, so it definitely works. Tho im not much into occult anymore.
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Iāll be honest I am very tempted to add EB to the mix 
ā¦ i used to get horrible recon from Khan, EB, Emperor and all of these alpha subsā¦ now I want More!
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How do I do shadow integration?
You gotta stand in a bright light so you can see your shadow, then you gotta catch it and sew it back onto you like in Peter pan.
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Sounds like how to fly from HHG2TG
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Dragon Reborn would help a lot with this. Itās the process of confronting and dealing with the āshadowā or āhiddenā parts of your psyche and personality.
Many peoples shadows contain self-sabotage, violence, and all manner of nastiness.
Itās the parts of our selfās too taboo to feel like we can safely face.
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