I’ve noticed the anger with TB that others have mentioned. I keep fighting the urge to tell people to go f**k themselves. As I’ve posted about in the past for most if not my entire life I have basically given into people to avoid conflict. Fear of what exactly I’m not entirely sure although I have a good idea. I’ve always felt like I needed people around to help deal with whatever life through at us. Roommates, as a renter, dealing with my mother the times I lived with her , and others. Now I often crave time to myself. Something I rarely if ever get.
I just don’t want to be or feel responsible anymore for someone else’s shit. If I caused or did something that’s one thing but if someone has some unresolved issue they think they can take out on me it’s not happening anymore. I have to start being brutally assertive if necessary. I have allowed people to push me around for too long
People can be mad at me. I don’t care

