So instead of Exec/LE, I went with Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer in addition to Khan ST1. Idk why I’m creating pain intentionally, but it feels like the right thing .
Ego Transmutation: For years I heard the advice that true power is mastering oneself and I felt like it was a load of bullshit and didn’t want to hear that repeated. After a series of adverse partnerships in business and romance and being honest with myself, I can see my ego’s inclination to go to extremes and the end result is loss.
The ego is rooted in survival in synchronicity with the vestiges of the past as this invisible, primordial force. I thought … take the destructive inclination and destroy true weakness. So instead of trying to rule over others’ lives, I opened my eyes and realize that the most effective power I can have is to get my shit together and be the example others want from depths of their soul instead of the force they cannot avoid.
The journey is long, tough and confusing. Let’s see how long this campaign lasts.