TB is working so well with ASBR its breaking down so many barriers i was not aware existed. I thought i had no anxiety issues but TB made me arware of minor iisues i had. They have been brought to the surface and vapourized.
Eh hero was a bit dry read, but i am not on Ip man journey or Brus Lee.
Got the internal development from dr and already live some of hero objectives.
Khan on other hand is more my style internal development now, inner and outer, spiritual and material conquest.
Looking forward to seeing how kb and khan gonna stack especially since i purified a lot with dragon reborn and even ros
Iāve just come back to this thread to mess around a bit, guys. Can I? 
No your banned from this thread 
Do ppl in this thread say instead of āyou go kingā
To " you go khan, slay"
As if we can prevent that
Thanks to @4LESS for that very detailed post earlier. I read every last part and was responding now that the withdrawal is clearing. Though I donāt see it hahahaha. Thank you to everyone for the support.
Now, for the response I have been meaning to give. I almost a week into this. On Saturday it will be 7 days since I started the process of quitting nicotine cold turkey. Then shortly after I started an entire new stack (Khan ST1, Spartan-Legacy Custom, and Genesis (itās probably switching to Limitless Executive or Exec). Itās been a rough week, but Iām finishing it out with a sense of ambition. Iām hungry to be on top and the killer within is ready to do whatever to make it happen. The only thing Iām killing is the game though.
Synchronicity: I received $1 in the mail. It was for my late guardian that raised me as a child from the State University for her to conduct tobacco use research
. The Universe just gave me a Good Boy pat on the head 
The intent of this cycle specifically is⦠PAIN with a PURPOSE. Khan ST1 to do its Godzilla thing and destroy all thatās holding me back for like the fourth time and Spartan-Legacy for the looks and warrior spirit. Exec is just the kicker that may not even be needed, because I feel a fire on this one.
Took Action
and Manifestation Happened
The call to adventure: That Khan-Spartan-Genesis manifestation was fucking wild. A friend of mine basically proposed the idea of going to Ranger or Special Forces Assessment and Selection together and he has the connection to get our packet through
. HELL YES and HELL NO! This is exactly the golden opportunity I love to receive. I am ambitious and confident, but wise enough to know I am not adequately prepared for such an endeavor, I 100% could do it, however my mental headspace and desire is not for the activity.
For now I am just training with more difficulty to prepare myself for combat sports (MMA, boxing, etc.) and other athletic activities. Iāve never had an interest in sport, but it is progressively cultivating as I grow older.
Thatās fuckin big imo.
Bro, Iāve also had those amazing moments of clarity. Although for me, itās not being wuss by any means. Iām wise and methodical. Sometimes the gears just gotta switch to bold.
Thanks brotha. Almost 1 week!
I donāt plan to be a regular consumer of nicotine again, but if I do, I will use that. These cravings had me ready to invade a country.
It feels like defeating a final boss. If you master that addiction, mastering other shit is easier I notice. Although all the things I have swept under the rug and hid for myself are popping back out for me to deal with and face once and for all.
Strong role model! That is so true as well.
Badass. Thank you brotha.
Thank you all.
Khan st1 is good for quitting nicotine, dropped using nicotine gum and I donāt really have that strong craving while I had craving and was on and off since last september.
Congrats bro @GoldenTiger and itās fucking bonkers because
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I love the taste of a quality cigar, and my birthday or special occasion is when I ceremonially have a cigar as a reward and celebration. Pretty sure Iāve had the fresh taste of embargo and rebellion last year

. Sometimes a cigar is just a cigar
. Not banned merchandise off the coast of Florida. This year I cannot do that. I had my cigar before the quit. I will go back to tasting them next year. -
Tobacco itself I used a lot. I prefer vapes. Being a regular member of the smokepit gave me power advantages as a junior in many organizations that I wouldnāt have otherwise. Especially when the resourceful people and bigwigs tend to be heavy smokers and needed a moment of relief. The smokepit is the perfect place to build a bond with those that have power because at the smokepit, we are more like regular humans just having a day at work and not some Master-slave dynamic of cold bureaucracy.
Introspection on this is insane. I just read back a text I sent to my Wife and I was shocked by how depressing it was. It was an everyday sort of conversation. I have mentioned multiple times how at a previous job my nickname was Eeyore. I wasnāt aware of it until someone accidentally called me that one day and I asked her why she called me that and she told me.
I donāt know if this is how I am naturally or if itās because of how I grew up. I have always struggled with being optimistic which is probably not a surprise to most of you that have gotten to know me over the last six years.
Maybe Khan TB will help with that. Iām not sure
@SaintSovereign @Fire @AnswerGroup
Do I really need to be more optimistic to be successful?
My inner voice is unrelenting but straight to the point . Iāve started my own business after a whole year 2 years of just talking about it and procrastinating and during the process a lot of things I have been holding inside have been showing up and Iāve been dealing with them as they come .
There is this fearlessness that comes with khan that I canāt even understand . I can be consciously scared of something but deep down I feel no fear . I feel so locked in to my goals and everyday that passes I get more focused and sharper .
Even with my business Iām seeing how I can put things together and am really excited . Iām doing things in a way that aligns with my own strengths and I want to keep delving deeper and deeper .
I should probably point out that I also struggle with how unfair life is. It now at times feels a bit weird to feel that way at almost 56 years old but Iāve always been that way. As far back as I can recall. To me it comes from the way I grew up and not being able to do a lot of things other kids were able to do including my older brother. After my parents divorced and then remarried other people the focus shifted mainly to the other personās kids from their previous marriage in my motherās case as well as the children they had with their new spouses. I was basically ignored and as I got older , a babysitter for my father and stepmother. I basically raised three children while still being one myself.
Makes me feel that multiple cycles of Khan TB are necessary
TB is very powerful making me realized again something as I assumed some things in my relationship that came from my parentās relationship.
Going through some realizations about myself that are too personal to share.
I feel you Iām not sharing everything here!
What Khan st1 brought up rocked a bit my relationship, maybe a bit too much for me 
After 4 cycles of Khan TB (2 old, and 2 new), here is the review of my experience:
In a few more cycles, my carpetās gonna be fresh as.
That is all.
Never did drugs, smoke, alcohol(unless toasting and celebrations) but i hope tb breaks my procrastination habit, got some weird chaos minefield firewall of resistance to things i want to do where it feels like walking through barb wire just to do the thing i want to . Dr didnt really fix this yet for me.
I use THC gummies and flower. Helps me think and focus believe it or not