Definitely should shorten the loop. The longest loop of ST1 I ran was 7 minutes and it was face punching recon. 3-5 minutes is good enough.
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Does someone who completed DRR still need to go through Stage 1: Total breakdown?
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New Total Breakdown is very smooth, progressive, and very pleasant and I’m a baby with healing. It’s a great experience the real test is ST3, that’s where it might get tough.
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abso
lutely
NOT!
I do agree it is VERY hard, but I need this in my life right now. I made a different system about how to use khan and khan black, unlike other subs I do not use it every other day, I do not even count the days, I do a full loop of both and let it see where it gets me and what I learn from it, when I feel the time is right, I go for another loop of each, it could be a week, 2, or even a month between loops.
for now, this works for me.
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I like your approach. Since when have you been doing it? I may try it out later on
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To be fair your post looked like you hated that experience so ofcourse people will let you know the way to lessen the recon when you’re saying you’re in angony and get depression. You could have said you don’t mind and no one would say anything. If it works for you, great. But really… if anyone here would come and say these things, people will try to help. Maybe someone doesn’t know the alternatives. No ones attacking you here. People are trying to look out for you. Next time make it more clear that you are fine with the way you do subs in the first post and you won’t have to hear others input.
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Dude, all is good, I did not feel attacked by them and I hope I did not come off as attacking haha, their responses are definitely fair and I appreciate their concerns but I am standing on business and going through the trial of fire, and making sure everyone knows I’m taking it head on 
I did express that it is a very hard sub, and it IS, but that is EXACTLY what I need.
To the commenters, If I came off as aggressive, I apologize and that was not my intention I am glad you all worry about me, however I accepted this journey and I will complete it no matter how many spikey fields I have to crawl through.
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I think after 2 loops (once was a full khan, half khan black, second was full khan, 1.5minutes khan black) I really gave it time and figured the bloom phase hits later on into the week
(Imagine a rollercoaster going up slowly and then down, when it goes down, that is the bloom phase, but if you reload the first part, you just end up with a steeper and steeper rise. Atleast, that’s how it feels)
I also think that this type of looping method might work best for people that their life is in a slower pace than others’, lets say your work is a bit boring and tedious, one loop every other day will make your brain go “why am I so slow, why am I not progressing” and might sabotage your current stability, whilst one loop per request/feel will allow you to handle those feelings in a more composed and stable manner, in a way that will work and fuse better with your own life.
But again, this is just my own feeling and experience, by all means I am not spreading this as gospel and what might work for me may not work for you. Is it worth giving it a try? I would say yes
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No problem I wish you the best man
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Thanks my friend
I believe in you, lol.
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Small update, barber ruined my hair, ended up going buzzcut. Fits me surprisingly well, feel much more masculine
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Recently ordered Khan ST1 + Inner Gasoline. Why Inner Gasoline? Use all that sexual energy to fuel the break down. My dumbass thought I could add the Anti Recon into the order and it will be added, didn’t realise it would take up a module like a idiot. 
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Let’s goo
I’m redoing total breakdown also and now that I have the prerequisite mental strength I can handle it so much better but it hurts way more with the things that come out of it .
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Yeah I wouldn’t say it’s super tough (unless you pair it with drugs), but my god is it an uncomfortable ride! but, getting out of the comfort zone is GOOD!
Try pairing it with dragon reborn red for some extreme healing 
I will redo khan when zpu khan comes out
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imagine that + zpu khan black. jee
I thought about this but being completely honest, I am a fairly healthy person aside from my masculinity and never understanding it throughout my life + broken sexuality.
The only thing I could think of that I have is approach anxiety etc and I think khan+black will be better for that.
Basically, I think khan+black fit my specific needs better
Hmm…. This some good shit, guess I might create a journal soon.
As for me got so much to heal, hundreds of lives of trauma chaos, killing, torture, war, betrayel, sorcery… Etc being the perpetrator and victim, so many storylines that need to be healed and closed. I been carrying a mountain of weight inside me since childhood it felt so heavy only in few spiritual experiences moments did i feel relief what being weighless and light is like
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