Today, during my class, two female students stayed behind to work on their project. One of the students was upset with me for giving her a low grade on her assignment. Despite some complaints from the class, I believe in maintaining high standards for my students. I don’t subscribe to the idea of being the “nice guy” - my job is to challenge and educate my students, even if it means they may not always like it. It always makes me so mad when I hear “Jim you are way more strict then the other teachers” Do… Your… Fucking… Job… Some people don’t do it because it creates extra work for them. It’s easier for them to let people pass quickly so they don’t have to deal with giving feedback and grading exams or projects again. If you want an easy job, then don’t become a teacher. I apologize for my language, but this really frustrates me sometimes. You don’t know how many times students have approached me to express gratitude for setting high expectations and motivating them to improve. Neglecting these students due to personal laziness and incompetence is unacceptable.
Anyway, this female student became somewhat aggressive and playful, but I remained composed and professional. But I have to admit, the sexual tension was in the air. She was sitting very close to me and I was feeling this energy that everybody knows where I’m talking about. After a while, she said, “Pfff… I’m so done with emailing, can you just give me your phone number so I can text you?” How dumb do girls sometimes think we are? I laughed and said, “No, I’m not giving you my phone number because you will start calling me at night to ask things that are not school related.” She started giggling and blushing. The moment I left, she looked at me with so much longing, and I knew it was time to go.
I have to be a bit careful with using Emperor and Chosen in class. I’ve observed that many female students pay attention to me during class. I have been striving to present myself as a positive leader, but I have also realized that my playful and flirtatious nature is a significant part of me, which I have suppressed for a long time. I feel more confident and grounded when I express this side of myself. I think it’s a good thing that Emperor is bringing this up.
I have also noticed unexpected healing effects while using the Emperor sub. I think it’s healing a side of masculinity that I have suppressed or became the fake alpha these last couple of years. The recon has been heavy since I used this sub and many thoughts came to mind to switch it up because it’s “to masculine and to sexual bla bla bla”
Looking forward to the future results, will keep this one in my stack for sure! 8/10 sub