First Review - Slow and Steady
I’m currently on my second full cycle of EoG ST1. It started off pretty rocky, though it’s been emotionally easy to handle, physically, EoG ST1 rocked me so hard, it took me broken cycles just to clear enough trauma and gain the confidence to commit to it and be able to run it.
Quick background, I’m self employed, so my finances are very reactive to my internal state.
I don’t have any much experience with wealth titles besides Stark Black. Though I ran Emperor for a while, when I was running it; it was for social, romance, and mindset reasons.
Baby Steps The First Two Broken Cycles -
I started 3 months ago, in a stack of Stark Black (30 second microloops) Khan ST2 (30 second microloops), a custom (PS, BDLM, LotS) and EoG ST1.
I ran 3 loops of EoG ST1 the first cycle, because that’s all I could handle.
For about the first 9-14 days of the cycle, I earned about half (or less) what I normally made. From $200/Day on average down to $100/Day or less.
For the last week of the cycle (after removing EoG ST1) my earnings slowly returned to baseline of $200/Day or more.
The second cycle I ran 4 loops of EoG ST1, again, because that’s all I could handle.
It was identical to the above: major dip in earnings (half or less), followed by a bounce back after removing the title.
Something Changed
I realized toward the end of the second cycle–when the recon from EoG ST1 had cleared–that something was different. I realized that I was using SB and Khan as a crutch to prevent a financial collapse. I was using SB and Khan to prevent myself from fully letting go into healing the financial part of my being.
It was obvious that I NEEDED healing with wealth. Over the last 3 years of subclub, I’ve gotten amazing results, but my finances have been completely erratic and unsustainable. The fact that my earnings were half of baseline on EoG ST1 was all the proof I needed to commit to the journey.
I did the math and realized that i could technically survive on 100/Day if I needed too, this was a huge weight off my shoulders. If I budgeting and was careful with money, I actually COULD let go into healing and allow the journey to commence.
I finished the cycle, washed out, and mentally prepped for the journey.
Cycle 3 EoG ST1 + Custom - The First Full Cycle
The first week sucked. I really couldn’t “feel” anything from EoG ST1 besides doubt, and intense irrational anger. The first week of the cycle, I spent most days working for scraps, and wondering if the title was even doing anything at all. BS, is what I told myself, EoG ST1 is BS and this title just doesn’t work.
A Light
Then I had a $200 day. I was hesitant, felt like it was a fluke.
A few days later I had a $300 day. I was still cautious, but my confidence was growing.
Then I had a $280 day and I knew.
I knew that I was stabilizing, my income was rising back up to pre EoG ST1 levels.
For the rest of this cycle, i was earning my baseline. I fully stabilized.
Here We Are, the Journey has only Just Begun - The Second Full Cycle
I’m about a week into my second full cycle, still financially stable, and the journey has only just begun. This isn’t much of a review, because it took 3 cycles just for me to get stable enough to be able to run the title.
Now that I’m stable, the real healing and growth can happen.
However, things are changing and I can feel it. I’ll be back in a few cycles with a more holistic review.
I’m spending money better, earning more easily, and have had a few manifestation experiences that I’ll share in a few months.
Soon I’ll build a name embedded version.
Might run it for the rest of the year.