@Joa23 : How many cycles are you doing per stage and how minutes per loop?
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Now that I think about it, I stopped thinking about cycles a while ago and started thinking in breakthroughs. What I mean is I have an objective or a purpose for using a product and I use it till I accomplish that goal. Until I break through whatever limitation or problem Im experiencing at the moment, until I reach higher grounds.
Stage 1 purpose was to heal my heart from a nasty break up.
I did 2 cycles of st 1, because thats what it took me to heal the wounds of the break up, the pain, the sadness, the anger, etc.
Stage 2 purpose was to be at peace with being alone.
I did 1 cycle of st2, because thats what it took me to heal from the anxiety and be at peace with the idea of being alone.
Stage 3 purpose, is to be free of the past and learn to love life, to be open to higher quality love.
About loop duration, I wish I had a rationale to explain, but I dont think I have one, I could avoid an answer by saying is a purely intuitive decision, but Im not sure about it either.
I start at 1 minute loops and I increase the timing as Im going deeper into the issue at hand, usually I stop when I reach 3:30 minutes at some point of the process, IIRC 4 minutes is the maximum Ive done in a long time.
Basically theres a process, a strategy, but Im unaware of the whyās, I trust results and the strategy works, so I roll with it.
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Today was the last day of my DRR3 washout and I had this breakthrough in my mind which I would like to share.
I always knew that everyone was selfish (or at least that everyone was looking out for their own self-interest). But I didnāt realise the significance of it in my day to day life.
For so long I was carrying this guilt of being selfish and wondering why I couldnāt be more selfless. And doing things which benefited others but at the cost of my own time and success.
Something happened today when I suddenly realized that what I was getting from a particular benefactor (a certain relative of mine) had little to do with what I wanted but what it made them feel. To add to that, I understood that what others give will almost never be upto your satisfaction because the gifts they give you isnāt usually what you desire for yourself but what they think you need.
This immediately made me lose my feelings of guilt. My eyes were opened to the world of people not really giving a damn about me. I mean, they do. But not upto the point of them having the responsibility of building my dream life for me. Something only I can do for myself.
Now you might think this is commonsense but commonsense donāt work when your body is captive to your subconcious feelings that are trapped in you. And the release of such feelings (in this case guilt) is what helped me be free.
Freedom. Freedom from the programming of society. The programming that puts a veil over your eyes to make you a slave with emotions like anger, fear, guilt, etc that keep us trapped in our lives. If you ever wanted to rebel against your chains, choose RED.
Itās a nice calm feeling in my mind now. DRR4 left to go and then Lion gonna be promoted to a full blown rebelLion lol.
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Embrace selfishnessā¦ Enjoy your FREEDOM!!
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I just realised reading this, that this is the exact emotional intent i put out about two years ago and the result of that has been slowly manifesting
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Last i played khan st1 and drred st3 and short ascension chamber loop, there was an interesting synchronicity same signs as before.
A couple of butterflies around me when i went out and one in particular on my window for the whole day which is very unsual.(pic below)
They are a universal symbol of transformation, metamorphosis and liberation which reflects my intent and direction of movement, the inner and outer reality mirror each other.
Also made me realize to focus less on outer as it reminds me of allegory of platos cave, staring into shadows on a wall thinking its the ārealā thingā¦ Likewise the inner world casts a shadow on outer, thus true change of outer comes from within.
We tend to lose focus from this by overfocusing on whats infront of us.
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Arrived to drred st4 the promised land, khan st1 drred st4 beginning tonight
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Iām completing DRRED Stage 3 this week, this is how far I got in the original DR, so itās my first time going to ST 4
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Just finished week 2 of ST3. Feeling pretty wrecked but in a good way. Letting go of a bunch of stuff for sure. Had an epic dream last night, like something out of roald dhal book where just about everyone Iāve ever met in life were involved in some way.
Lots of unconscious is becoming conscious of late, I feel like Iām getting close to a big breakthrough. Iām learning to do things for myself and not because thatās what others would expect or be impressed by. Iāve also started reading a book that is helping me too.
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22 min?
Yeah, lowered my volume now to around 3min each so i can do more often without taking several rest days
@SaintSovereign does drred have gratitude and self forgiveness scripting? Since both are useful for inner transformation process.
Someone might find this useful. Start from 39 till about 42-43 Minutes.
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Lowered the dosage 2min khan st1 2min dr red st4, took a nap very emotionally heavy dreams.
Sometimes im walking and see my past self, past thoughts and emotionsā¦ A moment step above time to see myself going in circles in a maze
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Just finished the last loop of ST3 cycle this morning, going 7.5 minutes. I was aiming for 10 minutes but I could feel the density build up in my head so I cut it short. This feeling has stayed with me all morning, leaving me in a strong processing mode.
I found an old notebook in my shed with notes and checklists of all the stuff I did when running Genesis last year. Itās funny how easy it is to forget where I came from and all the obstacles Iāve overcome in a short period. I think I miss the sight of these achievements because of a belief that no matter what I do, Iām never good enough. Regardless, I must have been on a motivational high at the time and it has me considering running Genesis along with DRR ST4. I feel Iām in a state where I can see things from a better perspective, one that could provide me with clarity that enables me to create new opportunities for wealth and happiness.
I want to experience the joy of doing what I want with complete release of thoughts relating to the expectations and judgement of others. I remember I was like this as a kid and I was alive and anything was possible. Releasing this mental constraint of caring what other people think is my freedom. Iāve filled my head with so much knowledge that I forgot to question whether what I learnt was in fact complete bullshit.
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Sometimes I think that once I achieve what I want in life that Iām just going to cycle through DRR , EOG , & QL for the rest of my life. With random cycles of Emperor Daddy thrown in
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And maybe make a custom with ED and EoG so that you can run it with QL & DRR without having to switch stacks.
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Thatās actually a great idea. I guess I need to run QL more so I can think of awesome things like that
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