I did the first 2 stages solo. Now at ST4, I run it with GMX and I also ran it with Chosen and Dreams. Not quite sure on the third one.
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Khan and dragon reborn combo is an endless goldmine of potential that just keeps on giving, i ran just first stages of these subs longer than some did complete multistagers and this is just the beginning, a pretty damn solid foundation for greatness to come.
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It is perfect for what I am doing right now, which is the removal of things I am not/wasnāt consciously aware of, and which impeded the execution of other subs I was running, like Khan Black.
Itās in my log, if you want the details. Short version of it is that each stage of DrRed palpably removed a whole host of things from the background of my consciousness(thatās how it feels) and it literally feels like a weight has been lifted from my heart. The most direct effect is that I succeeded in defeating PMO for good. There is a possibility that it was Khan Black Stage 1(which I ran for three cycles before DRRed) blooming, and it is certainly a factor, but it could be that the core issue was actually outside of the sexual sphere that Khan Black seems to target, and which DrRed, especially Stage 2, helped target.
The wonderful thing is that I donāt have to know exactly how it came out, because all I care about is the fact that there is just no motivation in me anymore to waste my sexual energy on PMO, and that I am free now to focus on real women and on my spiritual path and creative pursuits. So thatās a 10/10 from me.
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This is exact reason Iāll be running it.
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Iāve had this effect too, no idea what the sub did but it released a type of desperate neediness for PMO.
The best thing Iāve noticed so far is a huge reduction in panic and stress when things arenāt going to plan. Itās too good.
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I also did a 15 minute loop of ST3 yesterday. Not sure if that was a good idea, I can feel the processing with a heavy, tired, occupied mind. Iāve been feeling slightly rattled internally this week, like something is there and I thought the full loop might help me work through it. I take weekends off, on the mon, wed, fri schedule.
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Before starting DR Red st1, I was feeling very angry at life and myself for several reasons. As soon as I started st1 it took me for a ride into sadness, loneliness and self loathing, I did two cycles and kept digging in deeply into a strong sense of grief and heartbreakā¦ a total sense of hopelessness.
There were about 3 or 4 strong emotional releases during this time in which I shed layers of pain away and gain clarity and profound understanding about myself and my life.
Then I did 1 cycle of st2, all those feeling began to fade and in its place a state of constant anxiety took over and sometimes I resorted to drinking and sugar to calm me down. It was only at the end of the cycle that something changed inside me in quite an obvious wayā¦ The anxiety disappeared and a inner calm filled my body. Its been about 3 or 4 days now that Im feeling deep calm and strong peace inside my body.
I remember spending almost 2 days listening in my head āThe pain is gone, the pain is goneā.
Tomorrow Im starting st3 and Im hopeful about was going to bring me.
Not gonna lie this ride has been very, very difficult, sometimes I got to bed at night wishing not to wake up again, but at all times there was a light inside guiding me though and pulling me forward.
To anyone that might still think thisā¦ This is not a beginnerās title, its not to be taken lightly. Its a serious commitment with your own sanity and wellbeing.
Kudos to anyone riding the Dragon!
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Between 1 and 3:30 minutes. I started the cycle closer to 1 and then increased over time.
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Even for an experienced user like you, DRR is hard. That says a lots about the power of this sub.
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Is this what you want or whatās happened?
If I remember correctlyā¦
1st cycle st1 with LB
2nd cycle st1 alone
1st cycle st2 PS
Tomorrow Im starting st3 and Im not sure whats gonna be the side dish. Im thinking Heartsong or KB st4.
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Consider Ive run DR in all of it versions, Q, ZP and now Redā¦ So yes its hard, but with dedication, meaning having the time to properly run it and the right context, its totally worth it.
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In my washout after a cycle of DRR3. These are my results on ST3:
- While stage one dealt with feelings of sadness and the second stage dealt with my fears, this stage largely focused on my anger.
- There were rage filled days which fortunately didnāt spill into any social interactions. Maybe a bit of detachment to help me not spill over my anger to others.
- Funnily enough, going outside and interacting with others helped me better deal with my mood swings. It helped me forget the recon that I was going through. But since am visually challenged, it isnāt often I get the opportunity to do so.
- I keep thinking of ways to be more independent but havenāt found the answer to it yet. Maybe it will come when I run DRR4 or in my next stack. All answers are within but the door is still locked.
- I realize that a lot of my sadness, fear and anger comes from a feeling of helplessness. Not able to overcome my health issues is overwhelming but DRR is releasing a lot of these things so that I will able to deal with my circumstances by looking at it as a problem to be solved. To look at it from a logical perspective rather than be drowned in emotions.
- @Joa23 is right when he says that DRR is a hard ride. All the more harder if you have a hard life. Cause the recon hits you stronger and deeper with the things that get you down in order to release them.
- Maybe RED isnāt about answers. Maybe it is just about being more authentic and more yourself that you donāt have to doubt and question yourself. At least not as much as before.
- A surprising side-effect of DRR is to be able to accept the darkness in others. I struggled a bit with this but ended up accepting that it takes all sorts of people to make this world. It isnāt even about judging or not judging cause we are human and we will judge some while being biased for others. It is just that acceptance of humanity as it is. Hmm. Maybe itās the way DRR interacted with my custom which had LBFH in it. Yeah, that makes sense.
- Talking about my custom, the same one had ARES in it. That could have made things a bit harder. Might make it look like am a sucker for punishment but to be frank I just wanted to get rid of my hang ups faster.
These are the customs I ran with DRR2 (from halfway through its run) and DRR3.
PALADIN:
- Love Bomb for Humanity Core
- Survival Instinct Core
- Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
- Synergy: Divine Dominion
- Lineage
- ARES
- Aphrodite
- Chosen of Venus
- Path of Forgiveness
- Joie de Vivre
- Enchanting Smile
- Ethereal Presence
- Fortuneās Favorite
- Free Pass
- Courage Reclaimed
- Untouchable
- Fearsome
- Codename: Umbra
- Limiting People Remover
- Ebon Maneuver
PRIMARCH:
- Paragon Complete Core
- Legacy of the Spartan Core
- Synergy: Preordained Vitality
- Synergy APS: Head/Face
- Synergy: Apollon Unbound
- Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
- Synergy: Divine Dominion
- Deep State
- Deep Sleep
- Radiating Health
- Auric Overdriver
- A/SPS: Eyesight
- A/SPS: Hearing
- A/SPS: Organs
- SPS: Cardiovascular System
- The Aligner
- Emperor Fitness Height Inducer
- Male Enhancement
- Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
- Mosaic
Not light customs but have been running main store title equivalents of the Cores in them for a pretty long time (on and off again). And have had most of their modules in several customs too.
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Just what I want. I havenāt run the stack yet.
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DRR St 1 is just beating the shit out of my subconscious. Itās actually a bit hilarious
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I found ST1 the toughest, followed closely by ST2. ST3 is tough too but itās distancing me from the āproblemsā, helping to give more perspective.
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This is my favorite comment Iāve ever seen, because itās a massive perspective check.
Gaming, something that most people donāt see as āseriousā gave you intense recon.
Whatās that say to me?
Our problems are big to us. And even āsmall thingsā can be magnified by the subconscious and cause us immense pain.
This post reminds us all to take ourselves a little more and less seriously at the same time.
Zoom out, and all problems and blockages are just stuck energies and misunderstandings.
Bleh, I want to yeet myself to Andromeda.
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A friend told me before we are playing the main role in a partially self imposed dark comedy of our own life
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