RM has been the missing piece of the puzzle.
Yesterday was one of the best days in quite a while. Nothing special happened but something special inside. Something just woke up.
It is as if my skill and abilities are trying to mesh and build into something. Empathy is coming out and I am not getting overwhelmed by emotions. I have two Pisces in my chart, if that makes sense to you, which I often abhor, especially for a thinker, logician personality, its just… a burden to the other, like strawberries and sardines, they just don’t mix well. But today, I was in less of my stoic mode. I didn’t need it. I haven’t even been thinking a lot today, which is a tremendous feat. Nor have I been bothered by the rising emotions. Furthermore, I seem to ride the emotional state of whomever I am talking to, without embodying that emotion or train of their thoughts.
Back to the meshing: I seem to be intuitively ?thinking? and imagining how I would mix my love from medicine and Engineering into one discipline or field, thanks to the newfound empathy that I have locked deep within, I am actually considering going to vet school as opposed to my other plan of medicine. That is something I never considered, it doesn’t end there, I started seeing some sort of path in my mind about how the story, or life of that route would be, in terms of research, in terms of goals and even in terms of business - I think I had a freaking vision 
I am a bit overwhelmed in terms of translating what went through my head into tangible words, be not fooled by copy page, heed the warnings. These folks are honest and this IS an intense title. But the intensity is of a different caliber, it is something that we all have, the natural creative essence that we hold.
Now, here is what I did yesterday:
I went for my morning jog, meditated, took out my acrylic painting gear that were still in their packaging since two months, which I have been meaning to get since the pandemic started, painted; did a lot of writing of different forms, finished writing a skeleton of a whole chapter (been meaning to since Christmas). normal every day routines, went on to Khan academy and brushed off on different topics, went for another jog at night, didn’t even care about the curfew, the desire was so strong to gaze at the stars and it did not disappoint, it was most enchanting. Danced and sang and did some tai chi. I had an urge to continue through the night but my body was failing me, as I am on a new diet and it can get overwhelming at the beginning (keto).
I expended more energy than usual, in all sorts of direction and it made me feel alive.
On another topic, whether Mind’s eye is here or not, RM has accelerated my imagination; while gazing at the stars, Scorpio constellation was visible and for this first time I was able to imagine how it would look like without the needs of a drawing.
The abilities that I mentioned the previous day regarding visualizing are still there, I would look at something and just go ham on it, the feeling is beyond words.
Renaissance Man is inspirational.
NOTE: I am on Alchemist St4/Mind’s Eye/DR St4 on Terminus. I am certain that these titles spiral together.