My bf just listened to this for the first time. He is very new to subs. He also purchased Limit Destroyer but hasn’t listened to that one yet.
He became very tired & felt like he was in a dream like state.
He got a headache. Decided to go home and rest.
Messaged me the following:
You ever think. That for certain things in life
That we aren’t supposed to remember certain things? That they’re better forgotten.
I know there’s a purpose. Memories come for reasons.
I just have a lot of memories come back. About my great grandfather. My late grandmas father. I don’t know.
What I noticed is all my childhood memories coming back vividly.
I think right now it’s best if I take
It easy, I’m having a lot of heavy shit come up.
Everything I witnessed as a child. My grandma didn’t kill herself that was a cover up. I know why I don’t like warm water. I know why I had a lot of dreams now. A lot of things make sense to me, it’s a darker side to life but it’s better let go in awareness than repressed.
I’ll have to let it process and integrate. My entire body and soul is reacting
A life of buried trauma in my brain.