Sorry to ear that my brother. What i suggest is to" ignore" the situation of beeing disabled all together ans focus all your beeing in what you want, by doing this thr subconscious adapts the reality to your thinking and miracles start to happen. You can also heal your current situation with your mind power, i know this bcs j have done it with my mother.
She had 1 week to live with terminal cancer, i worked on her day and night with my subconscious, energy projection techniques, visualization…she has nothing and doctors said it was a miracle. Yes it was but if you know the natural laws that govern this kingdom you can perform miracles aswell, just like Jesus describes in the bible.
Regarding the stack i suggest Rich - AM - EOG