Please have Diamond ZP for the preview 
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That my friend would be awesome. For me it would be Heartsong ZP Diamond ZP along with Khan stage 2 QV2 for my preview stack.
It is in the preview
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What makes you say that?
Saint
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If you guys wanna keep up with what Saint says in this thread, do this
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It is in the preview. 2 versions of it too. One with male enhancement.
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Won’t be surprised if this thread reaches 4k posts before release.
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I think the 4000th post here should win a free custom.
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Let’s go for 5k
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true oh so true true
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My 2c on this:
Excluding the enjoyment I get out of creating things for “work” purposes… I love woodworking. Making things for fun brings me a lot of joy. I also like driving fast (well, the acceleration at least) but I don’t do that anymore… somehow I avoided ever getting caught despite doing nearly twice the speed limit on many occasions (on empty highways or country roads with good visibility, never in populated areas). But… the speed thing is a result of a sympathetic/parasympathetic imbalance which I’ve yet to fully fix… Another example is alcohol… I don’t want to drink for the taste of the alchcol, I want to drink to get drunk. But that’s not responsible or healthy, therefore I don’t drink (very infrequently I might, but once or twice a year at most, if that.)
Fingers crossed for a ZP title that finally delivers inner peace 
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What is your definition of inner peace?
I remember you talking to me about peace when I was using sage with my custom, which was over 2 months ago now if I recall correctly.
I’ll tell you something I have come to accept, the more you chase something, the less likely you’ll be satisfied with it. You probably have the ability to feel peace at any moment, but your need for inner peace (whatever that might mean to you) is actually making you feel less satisfied with the peace you feel.
It’s like chasing money, the more you chase after making money, the less satisfied you’ll be with it, because when you reach a monetary goal, you’ll realize that something is still missing, so you’d chase after more money, just to end up unsatisfied with it again.
Just like I always tell people in my life, I’ll tell you my number one rule in life;
“Expect less, you’ll be happier”
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You could front the money for that and call it a “Scholarship” or something.
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Definitely will be🙂
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Since ultima are being phased out am wondering if it will matter when using a ZP ultima with a major and ultima core in it ( sex mastery ultima + daredevil ?
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I’ve found it a bit difficult to put into words, but I’ll try (yeah yeah, I hear ya Yoda…)
At any given moment I want to feel that it’s ok to be there, doing whatever it is that I’m doing, without a gnawing sense of anxiety that there is something else that might be more important. Often that manifests as frustration that I’m stuck doing one thing when I want to (or feel I ought to) be doing something else. I don’t mean that I’d rather be reading a book than washing dishes, it’s more for situations when I’m not really doing anything, or I’m doing something non-productive and I think about things that I could be doing that need to be done… if it’s work related that often leads to some anxiety, for example feeling that I’m burning money right now whereas I could be generating money if I was at my desk.
Today at lunch I put my daughter down for her nap, and sat with her while she fell asleep. I caught myself thinking about all the household chores that needed to be done whenever the weather is nice enough to be outside doing them… then I stopped myself and became very aware that my daughter is growing up fast… and I don’t want to ever look back and have more memories of working at my desk and raking leaves than snuggling with an adorable little toddler every chance I could get.
Yet I feel restless, all the time.
I want to feel, at any given moment, “this is where I want to be” and not have any thoughts or worries about being somewhere else, doing something else, or more importantly… have thoughts about the present moment going away.
I want to just be.
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I see what you mean.
You feel anxious because your brain keeps telling you “you could be doing that instead of this” and it’s a type of overthinking.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but your issue doesn’t seem to be about peace, but more about not being able to be present in the moment without feeling like you could be doing something else that could be more beneficial to you, right?
“The big Long”
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That’s part of it, another part is that my brain jumps to worst-case scenarios far too often.
A rather extreme example is a song that I sing to my daughter when I put her to bed at night… it’s a simple one I made up for her when she was first born. On several occasions, the a$$hole part of my brain said “hey, imagine if she died and you sang this at her funeral… how would that feel?” And I nearly started sobbing, without any reason aside from that horrible thought… it took a week after each time before that song didn’t make me feel intensely sad again. And it’s a very cheerful and silly song, which makes her either laugh or, lately… blow a raspberry at me because it’s so silly. 
Comes down to… I don’t feel safe, so I get antsy and think I should always be doing something to make myself safer (working to make more money, crossing tasks off todo list, whatever) but the result is I generally don’t have “fun”, and I find it very difficult to relax unless it’s a distraction… being engrossed in a novel, building something, etc.
I understand enough of neurophysiology to know that I’ve got a overactive amygdala and a dysregulation in parts of my midbrain and a sympathetic/parasympathetic imbalance (a malfunctioning or otherwise underactive vagus), and perhaps some mineral imbalances to boot.
I’m working on it though… and I know that some SC product - maybe DR, maybe something else - will play a big part in it. The promise of ZP has only strengthened that belief.
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