Similar response from me.
Take a walk
Process your bad mood.
Ask yourself what these feelings might be “about”. There’s often a story connected to the feelings. A subconscious narrative that’s organizing your perceptions. ‘Life is such-and-such.’ ‘I am so-and-so.’
Identify the story, accept that it’s in you, and then use your actions and words to speak back to the story; changing it.
I really found myself questioning, “Why is life unfair?” and it got me emotional. I still haven’t found an answer to the same, but let’s see
A guy I consider to have some wisdom told me years and years ago something that I didn’t understand at the time and still somewhat confuses me:
“Fair? Fare is what you pay to get into the amusement park. Why are you looking for fair?”
This is my fourth day since starting Phoenix and I can say this sub has a strong no bullshit effect on me, it’s not interested in kidding around with stuff that aren’t right so to speak, this is how it’s breaking a lot of falsehood within me but it’s also spilling out into my external world.
I’ve had a few interactions today at work some spoken and others unspoken where people get to know clearly what’s up and what their role in our interaction is supposed to be, it’s like either because of how I express myself or simply my presence wakes people up from their slumber/laziness. The ones that are already awake showed respect. This sub is stimulating a lot my masculine side so far.
This sub is no joke and it really feels intense and quick acting, like it’s saying ‘there’s no time to waste anymore, the wait is over, your bullshit excuses are done, you’re gonna change now!’
The only way to slow down its progress is to listen to it less, I feel like there’s no escape otherwise.
I’ve listened to a total of 2 loops, one 5min and another 10min, I will wait quite a few days before my next listen I tell you that. Change is scary but oh so freeing.
11 days after the last loop it got so dark the last couple of days that today was the first day I smoked a little bit of hash and it turned to a nightmare with happy ending.
It was like problem after problem crawled to the surface the last 11 days until it got so dark that I had to flee from the people I was with.
I was in the darkest of places without any help for 30 min, I was swearing that I will never ever touch drugs again, never let somebody abuse me, never abuse other, shooting the hate away, let go of arrogance and agrandement, treat my friends from now on as super precious, treat myself good and love myself and so much more shit until it buried me, all of a sudden I saw a candle made out of white light (in my minds eye) I grabbed the candle and I heard myself saying : as long as you let this flame burn you can go through every situation.
Now after 3 hours of talking with one of my friends I feel the flames of a star is burning.
PHOENIX is the strongest most brutal and most effective healing sub I ever expirienced.
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you Subliminalclub
For those using Phoenix, use this when recon occurs.
I’m still on my first cycle with KB 1.
I’m really looking to add another title but will only keep that new title at 30 seconds. I’ve still been trying to get myself to take Heartsong for a spin. It really comes down to Phoenix or Chosen: The Way of Nature. I’m kind of planning to maybe go with QL once I get stage 4 KB under my belt.
So in the meantime I really think I will try out Phoenix but just go really slow with it. 30 seconds the entire first cycle. But at the same time I already have CWON but Phoenix still wins out because even though I know I’ll have rough times on it, it’ll just help everything else work better.
So far it’s a lot less rough than I thought it would be.
What a beast of a Subliminal
Its now 14 days after the last loop and since 4 days I am thrown into the blackest of holes daily
Today it happened again I felt all of a sudden lonely then start crying rivers, then unbearable pain and darkness overcomes me, this time I am prepared I pull out my candle ( it got bigger and stronger) and expirienced the song of Death. Somwhere in my underworld I wanted to die.
I put the candle in the face of Suicide and start deconstruct it completely until I saw a skull of death. With complete authority I told the skull : you are powerless from now - I am the the ruler here. So I grabbed the skull and pulled it out of my Energetic body and crush it.
The candle transformed into a blazing white fire and I saw myself with hands in the air and the white fire like wings behind me
I have risen out of darkness and I I feel stable like a pillar
In my stack is a Khan Black st4 & Sanguine custom and I do 15 min loops. I believe that Khan Black is providing massive amounts of energy for healing.
Also since 14 days I love my inner child and I sustain love to my wounded child self l
What a Masterpiece
Think if you pair it with PCC (Emperor: Will to Power), you would be perceived as a power to not be messed with
Firstly, I didn’t notice you before, so welcome in here.
Secondly, PCC isn’t anymore. It got rewritten and the new version is called Emperor: The Will to Power
Thank you. Very happy to be here on my journey.
Yes I am aware of the name change and the corresponding update. But since the person I replied to is kinda new, I mentioned PCC as he would come across that term a lot more than the new name, until the new one catches on
Thanks to @Fire, @SaintSovereign. Infact a very big thank you for this sub. The standout feature for me in this the act of letting go… every moment of it. I am feeling this.This has helped immensely in my day to day life. The things which were bothering me and pushed me to negativity for so many years is no longer bothering as if its not my concern and people who created negativity isnt important anymore. This is a miracle and complete u turn in the way i am looking at things now. Much more positive and let go of things which creates pain for me and let go so easily. Wow. Lucky to have something like this. There are more benefits I am observing with this and together with primal, its the perfect combination. Will keep adding in on my experiences in the days to come. Again this is based only on my personal experience and can be different for other individuals. Thanks subclub for all your support.
Congratulations to both of you
What you have created is Pure Healing on the level of jungle Medicine.
Thank you that you both exist
Leandros
I listened to this sub for 1 minute at 7 pm on Saturday prior to going out.
The same night a girl that’s totally my type showed me strong choosing signals, i somewhat found the courage to go to talk to her and that same night i lost my virginity.
I hope you find soon what was lost.
I hate losing stuff 
Congratulations, mate! Welcome to beautiful world of sensual, sexual and love experiences! 
Currently running this solo, by the time I will have run this for nearly a month I will add in two romance titles while continuing to run this. Is a washout necessary before adding in the new titles?
I am, did it solo for a cycle and then the next cycle (Now) I do A Khan Black st4/Sanguine custom and a BDLM, Diamond, Revelation of the Nectar Within custom and it’s it’s very strange.
The blooming phase lasts and lasts since 17 days non stop and even overpowers the other 2 customs.
One moment I cry and give myself love through my pain and 10 seconds later I have a boner and want to fuck
I had a dream yesterday where my mother showed up and I forgave her, a second later I was having sex with 2 beautyfull women, then saw the heroine addicted ex ex girlfriend from my father.
When I want to connect to women I get a overflow of emotions that just flow out and then I am ready to talk.
I have read that a sub is 30 days active after the last loop.
Only 13 days to go
