@Fire You and @SaintSovereign don’t know how grateful I am for you all and the amazing personalities that make up SubClub and the forum
This reminds me of when i was younger and i was terrified of the dark, every time i had to go to a dark room i would start to feel fear and anxiety, my body would close to a defensive state and i would run as fast as I could to the light switch
One day i decided it’s enough, there is no logical reason to be scared of the dark so i decided to face it, every time i went into a dark room i just stayed there, opening my arms wide and walking as slow as possible, showing my brain that not only im not scared but im very comfortable
Of course i wasn’t comfortable at all, but every time i did this the fear decreased until it completely disappeared
So what im trying to say is, taking action with this title is confronting your fears head on
Goodluck to anyone who run this title, be brave and don’t let your fears have power over you
I love that sub idea too.
The emotional control from WB is really good, it would be awesome if there’s a sub that’s focused a lot more on it
Two loops last night. I’m tired but OK otherwise. Probably not going to run anything until tomorrow or Sunday
It was bro… it was
Recon gone from other day?
You weren’t kidding that Phoenix isn’t a soft title. One loop and the first thing felt is emotional pain in the chest, like a part of me is grieving what once was in the past.
I’ve lost control of how other people perceive me negatively (customers and staff) without trying to fix their perception of me. That’s a big step in the direction of emotional recovery
It feels ok. Hard to say at the moment because today was a crazy day to begin with. I wrote about it in my journal.
I haven’t run anything since last night and I may give it a couple of days to see how I feel. @Fire mentioned running it solo so I’m not sure. I’m leaning towards following the listening schedule we discussed starting Monday.
I feel that putting this title on the Friday would be great then!
Yeah probably. More time to process
Had great results with this today. I want to keep this as a once a week loop
You get really good recon on this, but I am willing to face the heat for transformation, will power through this. Don’t ignore the sales page, each word of it is true and this is no joke, it really is an inferno.
And yeah, run it solo. Bye gotta go, Phoenix callin.
Imagine running all three Dragon Reborn titles? That would be insane. Especially run for years.
Do you like being in recon that much?
I know a lot of people think I’m wasting my time or whatever with focusing so much on healing but when you grew up how I did and it’s consumed and impacted your entire life it makes sense.
I would probably run each title once a week. It’s speculation at this point anyway
Running this and writing out the stories you tell yourself about your past and who you are and then QUESTIONING them to balance the perspective would change someone very dramatically.