Do you like being in recon that much? 
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I know a lot of people think I’m wasting my time or whatever with focusing so much on healing but when you grew up how I did and it’s consumed and impacted your entire life it makes sense.
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I would probably run each title once a week. It’s speculation at this point anyway
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Running this and writing out the stories you tell yourself about your past and who you are and then QUESTIONING them to balance the perspective would change someone very dramatically.
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Running this starting today.
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Oh, so “Rebirth” itself died and was then given a new birth as the Phoenix. That’s next level wizardy
@Fire what would your thoughts be on RoS with Phoenix?
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That’s hilarious. Not too far off from my actual smile
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I just showed it to my Wife. She thought it looked weird.
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Maybe its my projection these days but, actually, I feel passion in your smile like something good is going to happen soon 
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This is what it actually looks like.
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Actually, not that far from my version
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I’m not usually a super outwardly joyful person . I have a sense of humor though although it’s more dark and sarcastic . For me it’s all about the absurdity of life. Finding the humor it what would normally break people
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You’re one handsome mfer bro @James
I’m really happy your new stack is working out for you, seeing your success lately on the forums is inspirational as fuck 
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Hmmm, seems to be working that’s all I can say. 🕵🏿♂️
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What was your first loop like?
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For the first time the subliminal script works almost immediately. Pain in the chest but feeling freer and happier.
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I’ve noticed you talk about this a lot, not in depth due to personal details of course but it’s something that’s clearly in the front of your mind.
Maybe this is something you should journal and/or reflect upon with your use of this title so that you can finally let go of how you grew up - as it seems to me like you’re to focused on what happened to you (the old story) rather than the present/future.
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Day before yesterday I played a loop.
Yesterday night, before falling asleep, my mind drifted into various scenes from the past, from my early years. These scenes I believe, have played a major role in shaping how I am today.
Unfortunately, in all the scenes that automatically popped up, I was either drowning in shame or choking in fear. From a helpless 3 year old hiding under the sheets when his parents were fighting, to a 4 year old Pre-Schooler who always settled for the last toy that was left on the table, to a 5 year old Kindergartener who couldn’t stand up to a bully half his size.
I think the first scene played the biggest role and the latter scenes sealed the boy inside a Doom cycle.
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