What about 5 minutes next week?
I don’t like the feeling of possibly getting recon before I have to teach, so I’d rather do it today and see how it goes, lower if necessary.
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Phoenix is interesting. It’s the only subs I’m able to listen to for 15 minutes and doesn’t debilitate me.
Last night I ran one 15 minute loop. About 5ish minutes into it, I felt this almost snap/click/break sensation in my head/mind…like a physical sensation of a reset. I finished the loop and went to sleep.
I woke up today same as my first loop. Not feeling much of anything, maybe slight cloudiness in mind but barely. It’s very smooth and subtle. I only tend to notice Phoenix when something is released or reconciled.
I was quiet, reserved and preferential to solitude on Emperor.
On Phoenix, I feel very comfortable with silence. I’m at ease emotionally. Even if inside my emotions are stirred up, it does not manifest itself in my behavior, communication or actions. There’s is this sense of being unaffected emanating from me. It feels like a field of invincibility but the field is more between my past and me then it is the outside world vs me.
My inner monologue is reduced so much I am starting to wonder if I even have one anymore. My mind doesn’t seem to have much of anything to dwell or mull over anymore. Phoenix has separated myself from my troubled past and brought peace to my mind. This is different from regeneration/elixir. It doesn’t bring up stuff to face, it works behind the scene and you just sort of grow everyday into a better you.
I am running it Solo now, stacking was too much (for me)
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I wonder if anyone has the same lacking of burning feelings/energy/emotions as me. I’m glad to see other people results.
However, combining a full loop of Phoenix with 5 minutes of New Emperor seems to suppress any kind of internal or external signs of healing.
Can anyone relate to this?
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Just like rebirth og, this helps with processing and integration of my stack, and tbh it seems to clear out the brain fog. It doesn’t mean it’s any easier since in my experience Phoenix is clearly attacking the emotional blocks that are hindering my progress as well as the other subs processing and integration, however from an emotional standpoint it’s much easier to handle.
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I finished my washout yesterday and listened to 5 minutes of Phoenix on ultrasonic last night so I’d process more while sleeping. It was very quiet internally.
30 minutes later I listened to another 5 minutes of masked.
It’s still very quiet, even after this whole morning. I’ll take a guess at what’s happening since I read other’s experiences in this thread.
I’ve normalized a certain level of chaos and fear, as my life and thoughts have spun around these constantly. I’m not in that whirlwind presently, and it’s…boring compared to before.
Yeah, almost all of my interactions have been strained by old fears, and I’ve learned to ‘dance’ a lot so people wouldn’t know what’s really going on underneath the hood.
It’s kind of quiet. It’s not my norm, but it’s not a bad problem to have, really.
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Went through Dragon Reborn when first released. Saw Phoenix and out of curiosity decided to take it for a spin till years end. Khan Black has cleared up so much junk I wasn’t really sure what to expect from Phoenix.
So far listened 2 or 3 times since the drop. Yesterday was the 2nd or 3rd time, had 2 lucid dreams. Woke up briefly after the first because I was so excited. Had another after falling asleep again.
My mind was showing me something being cleared out, I remember the feeling of excitement but for the life of me I can’t remember any details!!!
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I expirience the same and I like it
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For those who notice/feel little to no results, I listened to DR for one year and felt some results for 1-2 months only yet the program changed me massively.
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I think the main thing I’ve noticed from this isn’t just the emotional control but the difference in thinking. I’ve always been a doomer as my Wife calls it. Always expecting the worst. I have posted before that at one of my old jobs my nickname was Eeyore.
I am having an easier time switching from instantaneous negative thinking to something infinitely more useful. It’s taking time but that’s OK. I’m feeling that as I work through all of this that I will become way more motivated because I will be resolving the issues that cause me to self sabotage
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Loop 2 Done
Let’s burn
For anyone whose run DR through its stages, would be interested to hear any key differences you noticed
I got good results and cleansing From DR - I’ll probably hold off on this one for now
I ran one loop to test it out in the morning. My very first impression is it’s made me more sensitive in the sense that I feel reconnected to some very old parts of me I got disconnected from ages ago. Moreover, it looks like it’s sharpened my senses and especially the sense of smell.
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Phoenix is great, I see now how it’s unbottled lots of what WB offers. I’m going to see how it affected my TWTP results at work in the evening. I’m moving as if I was dancing… it’s the dance of seduction in my every move. I’m really curious how it’s going to go.
The calm and feeling at home is great.
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Today, at least later today when I wake up as I haven’t slept yet, will be my fourth loop. I decided to run more than 3 or 5 minutes the other day and had 0 recon from what I can feel so far. I think I ended up running around 10-12 minutes. I meant to run 15 but my app I play it on froze so I just used that as a sign to stop.
I feel like I only count manifestations so far.
So I told you guys about the cleaning, I still have to do more of that but it’s now constantly on my mind that I need to clean my entire apartment - properly and that I want it spotless. Little things being dirty are annoying me and it’s making me want to clean. Genuinely feel like this is a manifestation.
Secondly, been very honest with a couple friends about a situation I spoke about on here which we won’t be going into and told them how I’m feeling and what I was dealing with - turns out I have their support and it allowed me to get stuff off my chest so that I can start moving forward with the new story- which I’m focused on now.
I also took a big step for me for something I was/am terrified about, we’ll see the outcome however this had to be done for me to move forward with my life. I feel like this is a massive result because I’ve had the chance before but didn’t end up going through with it, I just can’t delve into it right now.
Thirdly, this will link into a ‘manifestation’ but I feel like things are just unfolding. I can only count this as being linked to this sub in a sense, even if it isn’t in the scripting and it kind of ties in with the ‘cleaning’ manifestation but I had a friend bring up something about a cleanse so I started researching nutritional cleanses because it’s been on my mind a lot - mainly since I started this sub (again, may not be in the scripting however it may have unlocked a ‘rebirth’ in me into my nutritional habits which are okay but could be better) so I’m looking into doing a detox/nutritional cleanse for a little while because I want a reset.
I’m already exercising but I want and feel like a reset is necessary. I want to be healthy or at least healthier than I am now.
Side note: Please, without any rudeness intended, I don’t care about opinions on doing detoxes/cleanses etc - it’s something I want to do whether it’s viewed as healthy/unhealthy or whatever (everyone has their thoughts and feelings) - I feel like it will help me.
I feel as if it’s making me stop being comfortable with the way I’m living in regards to opening up, cleaning my surroundings and cleaning my body, mind and spirit nutritionally. If that makes sense of course.
I wanted a reset, and was unsure whether this is the kind of sub that would offer it but so far I feel like it is. I feel like a Phoenix. I’m being reborn.
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I’ve run total of two full loops now. Single stack. I’ll be doing 2 loops/week for a few weeks like this. I want to see how I react to subs other than Emperor and wealth related.
No dreams yet. Feel more irritated than usual, maybe… Might be the Xmas too, hate it 
I feel more irritated usually at this time of the year. A learned habit.
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DR was built on a different healing paradigm where the process was passive and felt like toiling though the quagmire of your past. It left you passive and in procrastination, unwilling to take any action. Whilst I’ve listened to Phoenix once only, I can already tell that the new healing paradigm is way more potent as it’s focused on overcoming your past traumas and issues by embracing and experiencing the now and heading towards the future. It makes you proactive in the sense that it inspires/encourages you to take action towards forging your new self (“your dream self”) whilst on DR it was more about focusing on treating your old self in the hope that this “patching” will help you build the new self.
Phoenix is the first healing sub built entirely on that paradigm and for that reason alone it’s worthy giving it a try ,even though you may think you don’t need any healing, since it’s not traditional healing, it’s reforging your old self into your new self through the fires of now and it’s future and action oriented.
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This one is really amazing. The pace at which it’s impacting and the emotional control is truly great. Such emotional control I have never had before. Thanks @SaintSovereign @Fire for a true masterpiece.
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I’m starting the Dream Self stack tonight … K4 and G4 with Phoenix.
I feel like DRP can serve the purposes of (Khan) Stage 1, Stage 2, Sanguine, and more – all rolled smoothly together.
New Year, New Me.
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